2. Swara's Guilt

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Sorry I couldn't post yesterday due to some personal issues. Hopefully you guys will understand.

So without wasting any time let's begin with Shot 02. Hope you guys will like it :).
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Tumhare Bin

Shot 02

Grand Hayatt Resort

Sahil and Rajat hearing their names all of a sudden being confused turned towards SwaRagini and stared them back with equal shock getting speechless.

Tears soon rolled down from Swara's eyes as the flash back flashed infront of her eyes.

Each and every damn bad memories related to Sahil and Rajat flashed in her mind clearly.

The seperation of her from her family, Seperation from her LOVE, HER SANSKAAR, Her Love confession to Sanskaar before falling from cliff..

Her mistake for misunderstanding her SANSKAAR as MURDER. Her memory loss.Sanskaar entering in her life again as Kishan. Dreadful moment where she sat blank watching her Sanskaar lifeless in her arms.

Her fear.. His Lifeless body. Her pain.. Damn every small and big flashes just appeared infront of her eyes weakening her leg's strength second by second and as a result she stumbled back feeling dizzy.

"SWARA !!" yells Ragini yet in a very low audible voice to Swara holding her instantly being shocked.

"Swara are you ok ?" asked Ragini while immediately making her sister sit on the near by chair in concern.

While Swara just sat there being completely blank recollecting only HER SANSKAAR. The flashes which were burried deep inside her heart now were yet again all fresh infront of her shedding her tears continuously.

"Swara you be calm please. Don't panic. Everything is just fine." consoled Ragini staring her numb sister all silent.

"I want to go to room Ragini." were the only words uttered by Swara to Ragini feeling uneasy.

Ragini whereas knowing her sister's state right now just stood there sadly and nodded her head positively being helpless.

Tears too rolled down her eyes on witnessing her once upon a time cheer full sister all silent and lifeless since last 6 months feeling sad.

"She will be ok don't worry." said a familiar voice keeping her warm yet assuring hand on Ragini's shoulder smiling faintly.

"I too hope she gets well soon Maa. All these 6 months weren't easy for Swara. The pain of getting parted from Sanskaar was already killing her inside and now all of a sudden the flashes of her past made her more guilty for misunderstanding Sanskaar always." replied Ragini while smiling back faintly in return crying silently.

"She will be fine. Just give her time." replied Annapurna in full confidence who was present there in the Engagement along with the whole Maheshwari Family smiling warmly.

"Now come on get back to work. Jab tak Swara doesn't come, Me and Sujata will help you in arranging Dinner." continued Annapurna diverting the topic while wiping her tears instantly

Ragini too in response nodded and heads towards her work smiling unwillingly.

"6 months ? Where is Sanskaar ?" questioned both Sahil and Rajat at the same time while staring each other for a while and then shifting their gaze towards re-treating figure of depressed Ragini being confused.

Their feets instantly wanted to go toward SwaRagini to confront them for their deeds but being helpless due to guests around them both stayed calm for a while and decided to confront SwaRagini especially Swara after a while being matured.

[ Guys don't forget the Engagement Ceremony is held by Famous Celebs of Kolkata so it's obvious Maheshwari Family will be invited too as they are also one of the biggest and richest Family of Kolkata. ].
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1 Hour Later

It's been an hour since the Engagement Ceremony had taken place. Now it was time for dinner. Everyone along with both the Grooms and Brides were made sit on their place for dinner happily.

Teasing session too of both the couples from their respective families as usual went on happily.

Brides blushed bowing their heads while Grooms ( Sahil and Rajat ) smiled faintly with their eyes only staring SwaRagini especially Swara doing their work sincerely yet sadly.

"Swara..Hmm.. can you please get this Chicken and Fish Platters served on the main table please?" said Ragini getting annoyed while making uneasy expressions and staring the non vegetarian food infront of her feeling pukish.

While Swara giggled glancing at Ragini but soon her giggling turned into a warm smile and tears too brimmed in her eyes turning her vision blurry recollecting her one of the cutest memory with Her Sanskaar in a second.

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SwaSan Picnic Day Out

The day when Swara had gone out for picnic with Sanskaar, they decided to go for lunch to a restaurant feeling hungry.

Soon as they reached their favourite restaurant Swara immediately rushed inside and sat on her fav spot admiring the lake view while Sanskaar sighs and moved behind his lady love smiling widely.

"So My Princess tell me what would you like to have ?" asked Sanskaar while staring at his lady love lovingly.

"Hmmm ! Sanskaar you very well know what I love to eat here. So why asking? Just order it My Prince." winked Swara while glancing back at Sanskaar tease fully.

Soon Sanskaar's smile vanished and he widens his eyes in utter shock passing all his weird expressions cutely.

"Princess please not today. Don't order your non vegetarian food today especially that Chicken and Fish Fried Rice. You know I just hate the smell of non vegetarian food." pleads Sanskaar staring at his mischievously smirking Princess hopefully.

Swara on the other hand nods her head left to right and laughed her whole heart out irritating already irritated Sanskaar even more shamelessly.

"Aww My Prince you look so cute when you give such cute expressions. I seriously don't understand why do you hate non vegetarian food. It's so Yummy . Especially Chicken.. haaye." spoke Swara while pulling her Prince Sanskaar's cheeks smiling tease fully.

"Swara don't pull my cheeks like I'm a kid and moreover I'm not cute. So stop calling me cute all the time." snapped Sanskaar while parting Swara's palms from his cheeks staring her irritatedly.

Swara in response pulls Sanskaar's cheeks even more anc kept on calling him as cutie laughing and enjoying Sanskaar's irritation happily.

"Fine ! Now I will show you what can this cutie can do." smirked Sanskaar and pulled Swara towards himself placing his lips on Swara's lips instantly.

Swara while widens her eyes in response still trying to register the recent of her Prince all startled.

"Now am I still a cutie?" asked Sanskaar in his most sexy tone while ignoring the shocked glares of other customers and nuzzles his nose in Swara's neck sensually.

Whereas Swara while bowing her head down in response shakes it in no and instantly hugged her Prince Charming Sanskaar blushing bitterly.

Sanskar where as laughed and hugged his Princess back lovingly yet protectively.

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"Swaraaa ! Swaraaa ! Kaha khogayi ? [ where are you lost ? ]. Are you sure you can do it ? See if you can't then it's ok. I will tell any of our staff to do it." said Ragini while shaking the lost Swara a bit hard jerking her sister Swara back to reality instantly.

"Ragini it's fine. No problem. I will do it. Chill." said Swara in response while composing herself and assuring Ragini confidently.

"But Swara .. woh main table pe Sahil...Rajat.. I mean.." continued Ragini again but this time in tension while pointing the main table or rather say pointing towards Sahil and Rajat mainly getting worried for Swara sincerely.

"Ragini I said na it's ok. I'm fine. No need to get worried about me. We are here for our job so let's complete it sincerely." responded Swara while holding her worried sister Ragini's palms in between her palms smiling confidently.

Ragini while in return responded to Swara's gesture and smiled back positively increasing Swara's confidence lovingly.

Soon Swara gathering some courage heads towards the main table and serves the dishes exactly infront of both Sahil and Rajat shivering slightly.

No matter how much ever strong she shows herself to her family and outer world, her fear always appears on her face helplessly.

"Mrs Singhania here is the non vegetarian platter which you have especially ordered for Brides and Grooms. Hope you will like it." trying to smile with all her heart Swara turns towards Mrs Singhania and informs her about her ordered dish nervously.

While Sahil and Rajat knowing Swara in and out stared at her and her behaviour keenly being confused.

Swara on the other hand feeling the constant gaze of both Sahil and Rajat on her starts sweating and moves towards Ragini immediately.

"Swara !" calls Sahil immediately not able to control his confusion and guilt anymore impatiently.

But Swara in return not caring about Sahil and others immediately rushes towards her room instead of Ragini while playing with her dupatta restlessly.

While Sahil sighs and sat on his seat glancing at equally sad Rajat helplessly.

"Sahil I think it's time we need to confront SwaRagini especially Swara. If we keep waiting for the correct time we won't get it." said Rajat immediately while noticing the puzzled eyes of their families on Sahil continuously.

While Sahil nodded and heads towards the confused and numb Ragini instantly.

"Listen Sahil and Rajat don't you dare both create any scene here. Just go from here." said Ragini while turning to go but stopped by Sahil's pleading voice immediately.

"Fine ! But not here. Let's go to the main hall." spoke Ragini and moved out of the dining area along with Maheshwari Family silently yet sternly.

While Sahil and Rajat too followed her and moved out of the dining area silently.
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In Corridor Area

Swara aimlessly walked in the corridor of her room's floor. Tears too rolled down from her beautiful eyes remembering her Sanskaar continuously.

A guilt of betraying her Sanskaar was already killing her from inside since last 6 months and now the Past of Sahil and Rajat too made her feel more suffocated.

It's not that she has not forgiven Sahil and Rajat for their deeds. She has forgiven them long back being kind hearted and had moved on with Her Sanskaar long back with his help.

Her heart didn't feel any pain or depressed seeing them infront of her after ages. Their presence never effected her but the fact that she misunderstood and never allowed Her Sanskaar to help her in her tough times is what making her state vulnerable now letting the tears to shed from her eyes constantly walking blankly.

"You are so looking so gorgeous today my Darling did you know that ? I wished I could take you in my arms right now and love you the whole night, but unfortunately I can't. Your Khadus Mama's voice will crack up anytime now spoiling our moment." said a man pecking his wife's lips standing in a corner sounding husky yet annoyed at the same time, to which Swara halted her steps and watched the happy couple silently.

While the girl giggled and slapped her husband's chest playfully feeling shy.

"Arijit stop behaving like a sick teenager who revolves around his crush all the time. You very well know it's my Cousin's wedding today and she is my closest friend ever too. So obviously Mama would prefer our presence there. So Just stop your romance and get busy in preparations now. Stupid fellow." smacked the wife and slowly pushed her husband aside moving towards the party hall blushing hard.

Whereas the husband Arjit just sighs and followed his own wife silently smirking mischievously.

Swara all the while stood their silently rewinding her one of her similar moment with her Sanskaar staring the retreating figure of husband and wife smiling sadly.

_________Flash Back_________

Pearl Gardan Palace

It's the wedding of Swara's best friend Riya. Swara and Riya were best ever friends in their college days years back but hand lost contact with each other due to their respective busy lives after college.

Luckily a month ago they met in a mall and became good friends again.

Hence Swara and Sanskaar were too invited for the wedding where Swara chirped in immense excitement showering flowers on her friend Riya in Phera ceremony, while Sanskaar stood right beside Swara throwing the flowers on the couple as well sighing boringly.

"Princess is it necessary for us to attend this Phera ceremony? I mean for you girls Bidaai ceremony is so important right? So let's go inside our room and take rest. We will be back again in Bidaai ceremony.ok?" said Sanskaar in his full irritated tone making cute and irritated expressions annoyingly.

"Shut Up Sanskaar maybe for you boys all the ceremonies aren't important but for we girls each and every ceremony is important. You guys won't understand this feeling as you guys don't have to leave your parent's house after marriage but we girls have to."

"So each and every small moment and ceremony with our parents are like precious gem to us. If you want you to room but don't drag inside the room now itself. I wanna enjoy every bit of this wedding. Get it?." snapped Swara staring Sanskaar angrily.

"Ok ok Fine meri Jungli Billi. I was just saying this because you are looking damn beutiful in this Red Saree Princess. I was just willing to spend some time with you. But my bad luck what can I do if my Princess is only not ready to spend some time with me. Poor Me." cried Sanskaar while wiping his fake tears from his eyes acting dramatically.

Swara's Look


Swara on the other hand glared back and threw some of her flowers on Sanskaar's face harshly depicting her anger fiercely.

"Ooww ! Princess it hurts." uttered Sanskaar in a very low audible voice to Swara only staring her back painfully.

"But waise Swara idea is not bad haa ? See it's only 2nd Pehra now. There's still 5 pheras more and then some other rituals too to complete the wedding. Let's go in our room and romance na. Humara time acche se bhi guzrega Swara I Promise and then Mom and Dad ko promotion bhi dena hai na from parents to grand parents so woh kaam bhi process main aajayega [ our time will also be spent in meaningful wayband then we have to promote our parents to grandparents too ]. Soon as we complete our romance you come here I have no issues. Sacchi !" said Sanskaar in total shameless yet innocent tone without caring about his surroundings smiling shamelessly.

Swara where as the next moment stopped her flower throwing gesture and then soon bowed her head down turning all red in shyness.

"Stop blushing Princess. If you don't Stop blushing right now then don't blame me for the consequences you will have to face later." conveyed Sanskaar in his most sexiest voice pecking Swara's ears secretly.

Swara's breath in return stops for a while and she started breathing heavily sensing Sanskaar's hot breath on her neck feeling dizzy.

"So shall we Princess?" asked Sanskaar in his husky voice yet again sending shivers down in Swara's spine still seeing Swara blushing hard.

Swara soon pushed Sanskaar aside slightly and ran out of the crowded guests in a haste blushing hard.

Sanskaar on the other hand smirked a bit and ran behind his Princess too laughing whole heartedly.

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"Sanskaar was exactly the same. Ever ready to romance and irritate me." whispers Swara while coming out of her memory lane and watching the re treating figure of a couple smiling sadly.

"I wish we get a chance to enjoy such moments again Sanskaar. Come back soon. Your Princess is waiting for you." said Swara while shedding more tears from her eyes flowing continuously and bitterly.

Soon Swara starts walking slowly and then speeds her tracks rushing towards her room crying bitterly and guilt fully.
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Main Area Function Hall

Soon Ragini followed by Maheshwari Family entered the empty main hall and stood there staring guilty Sahil and Rajat sternly.

"Listen Sahil, Rajat just speak up whatever you want and end your drama soon. Because of you both my Swara has already suffered alot and I don't it to happen it again." Annapurna steps ahead and stared both Sahil and Rajat with her utmost anger and hatred.

"Aunty we agree because of us Swara has already suffered a lot and we are genuinely guilty for it. That's why we are here to apologise Swara for our deeds." said Rajat moving ahead towards Annapurna while folding his palms pleading genuinely.

"Dekho Rajat I don't know whether you guys are genuinely guilty for your deed or not but all I know it's a special day for you and Sahil so please don't create any scene infront of your to be brides. What ever you both have done with Swara is past but now at least think about your to be brides. Don't hurt them please." said Ragini in her most dangerous tone staring them sternly.

"They know everything Ragini. We didn't keep anything hidden from them." announced Sahil shocking Ragini and entire Maheshwari Family to the core.

"Yes we do know everything Ragini and we also knew that this SwaRagini Marriage Bureau belongs to the same Swara about whom Sahil and Rajat had said us before marriage." spoke Sahil's bride Priya moving towards shocked Ragini along with Rajat's bride Peehu ignoring Sahil's and Rajat's perplexed gaze smiling widely.

"You both knew about it then also you handed your marriage contract to us? Why ?" questioned Ragini glancing at the two smiling brides Priya and Peehu being confused and perplexed.

"Because we wanted our Grooms to clear out all their guilt before our marriage which they are carrying inside their heart since last few years Ragini." confessed Rajat's bride Peehu eyeing Rajat lovingly.

"And not just we both but our entire family except Sahil and Rajat knew the contract to whom we are giving are the same SwaRagini with whom Sahil and Rajat wanted apologize since years." throwing another bomb on shocked Ragini and the entire Maheshwari Family, Priya stared at the equally shocked Sahil warmly.

While both Sahil and Rajat stared back at their respective smiling brides feeling overwhelmed and blessed.

"Ragini please give just one chance to Sahil and Rajat. I know whatever they had done with Swara isn't forgivable and Rajat has not just snatched Swara's happiness but had also hurt Uttara too by playing with her feeling. But Trust me he has changed." shedding a lone tear Peehu folds her palms and requests emotional Ragini hopefully.

"Why should I believe you two that these two are changed in real ? How can you both expect me to allow these two bastards to meet my sister who is already broken since last 6 months ?"

"Sorry I can't allow these two to hurt my sister again who is already suffering alot. I really don't care alao about their changed behaviour but I do wanna request you two to be careful from these two cheap persons." said Ragini while eyes both the brides sternly and confidently.

"We swear on our love Priya and Peehu that we are changed." uttered Sahil and Rajat both the same time immediately keeping their hands on their respective bride's head sincerely.

Ragini while on the other hand stood shocked staring the act of both Sahil and Rajat being numb.

"Just let us meet Swara for once and then we will tell you everything." pleaded Rajat while eyeing Ragini hopefully.

"Ragini I think you should give them a chance. Being experienced I can feel Sahil and Rajat are changed in real." adviced Durgaprasad moving towards shocked and puzzled Ragini confidently.

Ragini whereas as feeling the same nods positively and moves towards their booked room sadly.

"Come." said Annapurna to Sahil and Rajat while following re treating Ragini along with Sujata sadly.

Sahil and Rajat along with their respective brides too immediately followed the Maheshwari Family and heads towards Swara's room to meet Swara restlessly.
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Room No 303

Swara soon barges inside her room and falls on the ground in middle of the room in a thud bursting out into a huge cry while removing her accesories harshly.

Tears too took up their speed and fell from her eyes to ground rapidly wiping out all her fake glow and make up instantly.

"I'm sorry Sanskaar. I so sorry ! I always mis understood you and your love. I always took your love as granted. I hate myself for not keeping your swear. I hate myself for listening to my selfish mother and I HATE MY SELF FOR HURTING YOU SANSKAAR." cries Swara while detaching all her tight bangles and her other accessories from herself harshly without caring about the wounds she is causing to herself unknowingly.

Soon Ragini along with the remaining people following her enters and widens their eyes seeing Swara harming herself ranting Sanskaar's name continuously.

Tears too rolled down from Ragini's eyes and she stumbled back seeing Swara's condition feeling helpless.

Sujata immediately moves ahead and helped Ragini to balance herself supporting her emotionally.

"Chori go ! She needs you. At this moment she needs her sister now. It was Swara who always supported you in your every tough time but now it's your turn." spoke Sujata while advising equally broken Ragini staring bitterly crying Swara emotionally.

Ragini soon wipes her tears and heads towards her crying sister Swara composing herself immediately.

"Swara !" calls Ragini slowly while taking her sit beside crying Swara emotionally.

Swara in no time hugged and buried herself in her sister Ragini's arms crying more bitterly.

"Ragini I'm so bad.. so bad that Sanskaar doesn't deserve me. He deserves someone good who keeps his swear, who understands his love, who cares for him, who always supports him in his decision. Hai na ? I'm not that girl na ? Isiliye toh God snatched him from me. Haa.. God did right. He did justice with Sanskaar. He gave me punishment. Haa.. He did right.." blabbers Swara all to herself and to her sister Ragini still sobbing and hiding herself in Ragini's arms even more deeper.

While Sahil and Rajat witnessing a complete opposite Swara widens their eyes and stood there completely blank being perplexed.

"Sahil ke time pe I misunderstood Sanskaar. How can I believe anyone else instead of My Sanskaar and in Rajat's time Sanskaar had asked me millions of time to share my problems but I didn't. I wanted to be Mahaan na isiliye I didn't share. He asked me continuously but still no I didn't. How bad I'm Ragini. I'm so bad. Instead of believing my own love I believed those strangers. How can I Ragini? How can I?" cries Swara even now recollecting her past and her deeds towards Sanskaar related to Sahil and Rajat guilt fully.

Sahil and Rajat whereas bows their heads and sheds their tears feeling immense guilty and shameful.

"Swara sshh ! It's ok. Calm down. See wherever Sanskaar is he will come back soon you see.. but suno if he comes back and sees you in this condition will he be happy? No right ? He always wanted to see his Princess Happy no matter what. Hai na ?" asked Ragini while releasing the hug and cupping Swara's face warmly.

Swara while nods her head positively in response and stared her sister with an innocent glance still shedding her tears continuously.

"So be calm and relax yourself. Come first let me apply first aid to you. See what you have done to yourself. What if Sanskaar comes now and see his Princess in this state ? I'm sure he will feel bad and moreover he will scold your Ragu for not taking care of his Princess."

"Do you want your Prince to scold your Ragu ? No na ? So come first let's do your first aid then let's sleep for sometime haa." said Ragini and moves towards their bed while calming and soothing Swara's pain lovingly yet maturely.

Swara where as in response agreed Instantly and moved towards her bed with Ragini silently, while Ragini glanced towards Sujata gesturing her something with pleading eyes.

"Sahil, Rajat you guys please come out. We can have a talk tomorrow. For now Swara needs rest please." spoke Sujata on understanding Ragini's gesture and her message instantly being matured.

Sahil and Rajat understanding the situation nods their heads and moves out of the room sighing helplessly yet guilt fully.
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Pre-cap : SwaRagini visiting Dida and Dada Ji !
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