Raavi's pov

It has been 1 hour since We were back in the car , And I could still feel shiva's anger..
It felt like he was burning in rage and it was scaring me..
I did tried talking to him but he kept avoiding me..
Raavi: shiva
(Ignored)
Raavi: Shivaaaa
(Ignored )
Raavi ( angrily) : Shivaaaaaa
(Ignored again)

After I couldn't take it anymore I shouted

Raavi: gaadi ROK.( through I thought he won't listen to me And that will continue to ride but he did the opposite. He stopped the car abruptly And stepped out closing the door with a thum..

I know one of us has to behave calmly and right now to expect that from him is useless so I calmed myself down , took a deep breath and then came out closing the door...
He was beside the bonat of the car so I walked to him and Said

Raavi: Shiva chod naa please, Jo ho gaya so ho gaya please , bhool jaa..

Shiva : bhool jaa , kaise bhool jao , kuch ho jata toh..
Aur tujhe duniya bhar ki faltu ladai krne ki himmat ha mujhse pr jaha wakai main ladna chaiyea waha tera muh nhi khulta ha..
He shouted..

I know he was right somewhere or the other but that doesn't mean that he will be angry on me..
Maine kya kiya ha

Raavi: Maine thodi kuch kiya ha , aur main daar gai thi..

Shiva : Aacha toh TERI saari bahaduri mere samne hi nikalti ha..Tu chup chap khadi thi raavi , tujhe andaza bhi ha..
Main nhi aata time pe toh kya hota..

Raavi: kyu nhi aata , tune hi kaha tha na kal ki zimmedaari hu main TERI toh phir kaise nhi aata tu..

Shiva looked at her annoyed..
It was as if the old raavi was saying all these , Not the raavi he has been seen after marriage...

Shiva : chup Bath aur nhi aata main toh kya krti..
Hamesha tere saath nhi rahunga main..

Though raavi was hurt with that statement thinking that he is talking about leaving her but then she remembered how Dhara told her never to assume anything herself so she asked him calmly

Raavi : kyu kaha jaa rha ha tu ?

Shiva : maar gaya toh kya kregi , haa kya krenge tab kaha se khada rahunga main tere saath tab tu kya karegi haa bol na raavi bol..

And then I lost it ,
I slapped him ,
He did look taken aback ,but  before he could say anything I shouted with rage holding him by his collar..

Raavi: agar dubara Marne ki baat ki naa toh chodungi nhi main tujhe , us din meri jaan bacha ke khud aaj Marne ki baat kr rha ha ...
Ek baat yaad rakhna Shiva pandya ki  Raavi shiva pandya , tujhe Marne nhi degi kabhi ...
Is liye dobara kuch aisa bola se pehle Ye chata yaad rakhna

Shiva who was also in the Same anger spoke without thinking..

Shiva : bolunga kya krenge , bolunga , aur tujhe kya fark pad rha ha main jeeiyu ya maru , haa tujhse toh Khushi hogi , finally tera tourcher khatam ho jaiyega , kya khethe ha tu mereko chalti phirti kirane ki.dukaan ,badbu aati ha naa tujhe mujhse wo bhi nhi aaiyegi.
Toh tujhe kya dukh ho rha ha , mere Marne se..
Bhagwan karke abhi ke aabhi main maar ja.

And before he could say anything else...

Shiva's pov

I was going on with my rant when I suddenly felt a slap on my face..

To say I was shocked would be An under statement.
2 slap that too in a single Day ,from your own wife..waaah Shiva pandya waahh - I thought..

I looked at her , only to see her face reflecting pain and anger..

Did I crossed any line ? I asked myself

But before I could say or apologise she shouted

Raavi: bht shaukh ha naa Marne ka , bhagwan se dua maang rha ha ki maar jai , toh ek dua aur maang , Ye bhi mang ki tujhse pehle mujhe maar de..
Infact mujhe bhi aabhi ke abhi maar de...
Waise bhi mere Marne se toh kisi ko koi fark nhi padega , koi PYAAR krne wala toh ha nhi jisko is baat se fark padega..
To pehle mujhe Mar...

In had too much , how can she talk about dieing, and how can she say that no One loves her..

I lost it at that and....

Authors pov

Before raavi could say anything More ,Shiva pulled her closer And kissed her, stopping her Midway...
It did took few second for raavi to react but when she realised what was happening she too started kissing him with aggression
They both were kissing each other senselessly,
like their previous kiss it was not a kiss of love ,this was More on anger..

The anger of saying useless things..
The anger they felt listening to each others word..

They didn't care if they were in the Middle of a deserted road ..
For them only they existed , as always..

The mare thought of loosing each other was way too much for them..
And words could never express that..

Raavi pulled Shiva More into her, making sure that he doesn't disappears , Shiva turned making her back support the bonat of the car And pulling himself More into her ,leaving not a inch gap between them..

They continued kissing each other aggressively , wanting to take the lead ,
But when Shiva reasiled that raavi will Not slow down he did let her take the lead, where as raavi took that opportunity to express all her anger ,that she felt while listening to his words..

They both pulled back when they were out of breath, their foreheads still touching each other...

Both Shiva and raavi looked at each other , expression all their feelings..
No they didn't say anything to each other..
For a fact Their actions And their eyes were enough to let them know what they feel..

They both were lost in each other ,when Shiva heard his phone ringing , he groaned at that making raavi smile at him...
Loosing their hold on each other they both walked towards the car , settling them self back , Shiva picked his phone only to see dev calling, his heart displeased at the though that dev intrupted their moment..
Still he picked his call , looking at raavi to see any kind of emotions pass through her...
He placed his phone on speaker..

Shiva: haa dev, (Shiva was still looking at raavi who too was looking at him , her eyes potraying Love )

Dev : Shiva kaha ho tum log ?

Shiva : wo thoda rasta bhatak gai the
(Raavi looked at him with are-you-mad-look)

Dev : ohh , Aacha waise shimla main landslide hue ha toh rasta blocked ha , toh Hume night stay krna padega is liye Hume hotel book kr diya ha , toh main tum log ko hotel ka address message kr deta hu wahi aa jana...

Shiva : OK , theek ha..

With that Shiva cut the call , looked at raavi who was looking out..

Shiva started his car with a smile And thought
how perfectly her lips fit between his , how perfectly she fits in his arms as if only she belongs there.. Shiva smiled at that but he was having a delima : ( does raavi still Loves dev )? ( was this kiss also a mistake for her)?
He wanted to clarify , but could he ,
(Gaumbi ne bola tha ki Jo dil main ho wo bolna aur karan chaiyea ) Shiva though..
Pr agar bura maan gai toh? Usse laga ki main usske ateet ki yaad dila rha hu toh , pr mujhe uski ankho main pyaar dekha tha..?
Itna kya soch rha ha Shiva puch le..

It took shiva 5 minutes to prepare himself to ask her this..

He cleared his throat as An indicator for raavi to pay attention to him..
And it did work, raavi turned to look at him raising An eyebrow..

Shiva: mujhe kuch puchna h?

Raavi : haa puch na

Shiva : wo...woo..wo....
Raavi : wo wo wo kya kr rha ha puch Jo puchna ha.

Shiva(nerveosly):main puch rha tha ki..

Raavi: ki?

Shiva:tukyaabhibhidevsepyaarkrtiha
(He Said in a go)

Raavi looked him confused , she didn't even understood a word that he Said.

Raavi: Shiva ek baar phir se bol ,Aram se bol aur thoda dheere bol,
daar kyu rha ha..

Shiva: Ye main daar nhi rha hu..

Raavi: haa toh aache se puch ,

Shiva (in mind) : Shiva kyu daar rha ha zyada se zyada kya hoga thappad hi khaiyega na , wo toh already maar chuki ha 2 baar ek baar aur kha lenge...

He took a Deep breath , and asked.

Shiva(scared) : tu kya aabhi bhi dev se pyaar krti ha??

It took a while for raavi to intake what he asked her and when she did she felt like banging his head on the steering wheel..

Maan toh kr rha ha sir phod du iska ,
Nhi raavi , cool down ,violence nhi ,Ye Shiva ke saath rhe ke tu bhi violent hoti jaa rhi ha.. - raavi thought .

Raavi's mind : phod de raavi , phod de himmat kaise hue aisa sawal krne ki uski..

Raavi' heart : nhi raavi nhi, mana sawal galat tha pr tu violent kyu ho rhi ha ,itna hot sa aur cute sa pati diya ha bhagwan ne kyu tu us pe wwe khel ke uska pyaara sa chehra bigadna Chathi ha..

Raavi ' mind : toh aur kya kre, aur tu hamesha galat time pe kyu aata ha...

R's heart : tere saath rhne ka asar ha Ye aur kya..
Raavi sun mana ki tu Shiva ki patni ha , pr tere andar aabhi bhi raavi ha , toh violent mat ho please..
Abhi toh tune kuch kiya bhi nhi ha 2 kiss ke alawa.
Itni jaldi maar degi isse toh tera kya hoga..

R's mind : waise baat toh sahi ha , dekh becahra kitna Dara hua ha..

Raavi looked at Shiva who to say was concentration on the road but had a scared look on his face..
That made raavi cool down a little bit..

Raavi (angrily ) : tujhe lgta ha main aisi ladki hu?

Shiva who was chanti hanuman chalisa in his mind to save him from his chudail , looked at her horrified.

Shiva : nhi RAAVI aasi baat nhi ha , main bas aise hi puch rha tha..

Raavi: aacha toh tu aise hi mujhse Ye sawal puch rha tha , tujhe main character less lgti hu..

Shiva : pagal ha kya main bas puch rha tha ki tujhe aabhi bhi dev se pyaar ha kya ,tu aabhi bhi Usko pasand kerti ha kya?

Raavi could notice the little jealousy in his voice when he spoke about her loving dev,.

R'heart: Maine kaha tha naa , dekho kaise jealousy tapak rahi ha uske chehre se..

R's mind : chup kr , aur tu raavi ,tu mat pighal , tujhe badla Lena ha isse is sawal ka..itne hot kiss ke baad bhi ye sawal kr rha ha ,mana jealous ha wo dev, se pr please maaf mat kr .bht sataya ha isne tujhe badla nikal apna..

Raavi nooded her head at that..

Raavi : rhne de Shiva , main samajh gai hu , mujhe laga tha ki tu thoda bht bhi mujhe samajhta ha pr nhi main galat thi... Tume aaj bht hurt kiya ha mujhe (fake crying)

Shiva felt guilty for asking her this question... He looked at her crying face and felt even More guilty..

Shiva ( in mind) : Ye kya kiya , rula diya naa , aacha bhala theek thi , faltu main rula diya tune..
Aab sorry bol..

Shiva : RAAVI baat sun wo main..

Raavi showed him her Hand , asking him to stop..
Raavi: chod de Shiva, gaadi chala , hotel punchana ha , mujhe baat nhi krni tujhse .

Shiva : par raavi
Raavi : kaha naa nhi krni ha baat

Shiva looked at her and started driving again with guilt built inside him..

Where as raavi was having a evil smrik on her face...
She had enough , firstly he hated her all these year without even her fault, then when they suddenly got married he started ignoring her ...
And even when they kissed first time the next moment he ignored her..
And now this is the question he asks her after their 2 kiss..

She need to know what was going in his mind , she did realise that he feels something for her but she needs to hear it from him...
Ans for that she was allowed to throw some tantrum.....

The end

Authors note

Hey guys ,
Yaa so its a 2 update for the day , i know the previous update was not up to the mark , so i updated this as well which i was going to do tomorrow..
And also i am not keeping well so will be taking a Day Or two break..
And secondly as many of you have suggested to make the confession in 3-4 chapters I will be doing  that, so the next chapter will be the confession but form only one side ( you knows who's 😂)..
And I will try to do Justice to that chapter.
     So see you soon , till then
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