He looked into my eyes requesting me to allow him to love me.

Without my consent tears propped up in my eyes.A tear came crawling in his eyes too which fell on my quivering lips.

"Nhi!"Wiping away my tears harshly I pushed him away from me and stood up from bed.

While clutching my towel's knot I was taking speedy steps towards washroom when he came infront of me.His eyes,shading a crimson colour.

"Raasta choriye mera!"Making a direct contact with his eyes I warned him in other words.

"Warna?"He took a step closer to me,scaring me with his tall and rough frame.

Rolling my eyes I took a step towards left side when he again came infront of me.

"MAINE KAHA RAASTA CHORIYE MERA!SAMAGH NHI ATA AAPKO EK BAARI MAIN!"I shouted exasperatedly and he clutched my waist leaving me flinched.
"AWAAZ NEECHE NANDANI!"
I shivered at his sudden roar.Tears coming in my eyes out of fear.

"Awaaz neeche!"He warned again in a low tone but his eyes spitting fire at me.

"Kuch keh nhi raha,sab bardaasht kar raha hn tou tum mere sabar ka imtehaan le rahi ho!"He pulled me closer.I looked at him with my teary eyes.

"Huhh!Dekh liya maine aapka sabar!Sab mard ek jese hi hote hain!"I smiled humourlessly,tears falling rapidly from my eyes.

Khud parayi aurat k sath aiyashi kar k,ab mera bhi lutf uthana chahte hain aur sabar!

He squeezed his brows at me.Before he could say something I spoke, "Kahan gayi aapki jenny!Dil bhar gaya us se chand ghanto main?" I mocked at him and his brows straightened.

"Aesa.kuch.nhi.hai.Nandani!"He glared at me while pressurising every spoken word and I chuckled turning my face on other side.

"Wese itni subah subah kahan gaye the aap donu?"Wiping my tears I asked him with a smile and his grip on my waist loosened.

"Arey main kuch puch rahi hun na aapse!Kahan gaye the aap log?And was she good at sex?Satisfy tou hue.."

"SHUT UP!"

His palm was so close to my cheek.

"SHUT.UP!"He roared again,pressuring each word and I jumped on my place.

Leaving my waist,he clutched my bare shoulders and dug his nails in them with the same intensity as he was clenching his jaws. "Aaaah!" I cried,while trying to push him but he pulled me more closer.

"Meri beti ki maa ho sirf isliye bardaasht kar raha hn tumhe!Mughe majboor mat karo,k kuch ghlt kar dn tumhare sath!"He whispered-gritted while digging his nails more in my soft skin.

His words sharpened my senses and I glared at him, "Aapki beti nhi hai wo!Sirf meri beti hai Manahil!Aap jesa aiyaash baap nhi chahiye mughe apni beti k liye!Kia pata kal apni beti ko bhi apni hawas..."
Before I could blabber more a palm was smacked right across my cheek. "NANDANI!"

A tear fell from my eye as I cupped my just slapped cheek and looked at him.He was standing rigid on his place perhaps he was shocked too with his just did deed.

He looked at me and tears gathered in his eyes catching my bleeding lips.

"Mm..meri jaan!"His lips jounced and he took a step closer to me but I stepped back.

"Chale jaiye meri zindagi se dur!Mughse dur!Aapka paas hona bhi gawara nhi hai mughe!Nafrat hai mughe aapse!Nafrat!"I shouted amidst crying and two tears relentlessly trickled down his cheeks before he left my room.

"Aaaahh!"Scratching my cheeks I fell on my knees.

"Aiyappa!Kyon mughse dil torne ka gunah karwate ho baar baar!Kyon!"I cried loudly while palming my face.

Mughe kasam hai apni beti ki Manik,mera sab kaha jhoot hai!Main janti hun k aap kabhi kisi aurat ki taraf ankh utha k bhi nhi dekhte tou phir haath lagana tou bohot dur ki baat hai!

"Sab jante hue bhi mohabbat karna chahte hain aap mughse!Aesa mehboob Kyon diya Aiyappa aapne mughe!"I cried more while wearing clothes.Suddenly some sounds boomed in my ears.

Manik!

My eyes widened.My heart beats turned erratic.

He is crazy Nandani!Wo Kuch bhi kar sakta hai tere liye!Apni jaan bhi de sakta hai!

My subconscious shouted,trying to wake up my senses.

Manik!

Within a jiffy I stood up from floor and ran out of my room.The sound of smashing things was increasing with each passing second.

I opened his room door.
"Manik!"I gasped seeing him sitting between the littered wine bottles all around,with a glass piece in his hand.His other palm was bleeding,brutally.

Listening my voice he looked up at me and my heart died a million deaths seeing him crying like a child.

"Tum...Nafrat...karti...hona...
mughse!"He hiccuped like a toddler after every word.He was drunk.

"Ma..main...meri...beti..k...sath.."He stopped and closed his eyes,more tears flowed out from his eyes.I palmed my mouth crying bitterly too.

"Manahil...meri...guriya...hai!"He licked his lower lip while crying.He was justifying his relationship with his daughter just because of my filthy,stupid words.

"Aur...tum...tum...tou...meri...
jaan....ho...maine...tumhare..
sath...!"He looked at my bleeding lips with remorse and his hold on the glass piece tightened,resulting in wounding his that palm too.

"Manik!"I shouted angrily as he scratched his palm again with that glass piece.

"I..should be punished...Maine kese...!"Before he could give more deep scratches to his almost dead palm I held his hand.

He looked at me with ashamed teary eyes and I closed my eyes before pulling his face in my chest.I was sitting infront of him on my knees,glass pieces below my knees,pricked my skin too.

"Oh Manikkk!"I cried hugging him tight and he wept in my chest like a little child.

"I'm...sorry!"He cried wrapping his arms around me and I buried my nose in his hair,bawling hard.

"Main...main...tumse...bohot..
Mohabbat...karta....hn!Main...nhi...jee...sakta...tumhare...bina!Meri...hojao...na...phir...se!Manik...ki...Nandani....hojao..
na...phir...se!"Pulling back from the hug he cried more and I nodded at him.

"Main...main...sirf...aapki...hn!Sirf...Manik...ki...Nandani!" Amidst my tears I wiped his tears and he sniffed more.

"Promise me...you won't leave me again?"He held my palm between his both bleeding palms and I looked at him for a moment before whispering, "Promise!"

His eyes were so terrifying when he asked me for a promise and after I promised a relaxing shine shone in them.

Marjaongi lekin aapko chor k kabhi nhi jaongi!Hamari beti ki kasam!

His condition was proving how badly my unannounced leave has broken him.

Feeling wetness on my palm,my mind clicked and I broke our eye lock.

"Aapka tou bohot khoon beh raha hai!"I spoke cryingly holding his both palms and he smiled.

Standing up from my place I held his both hands when a wince escape my mouth too. "Ouch!"

"What happened?"He asked worriedly and ran his eyes across my whole body finding the reason of my wince.

"Oh Shit!You are injured!I'll have to take you to the hospital!"He freaked out seeing my injured knees and jerked my palms which were holding his bleeding palms.In next moment I was in his arms.

"Suniye!"I scrunched my brows at him as he limped towards washroom.He was too much drunk.Instead of taking me towards room door,he was taking steps towards washroom.

"Suniye main theek hn!"I tried making him understand but he shook his head.

"No!We are...going to hospital!And no arguments!"In his drunk state,he glared at me and I sighed in disbelief.

Monster,monster hi rahega!Chahe Kuch bhi hojaye!

"Doctor!Emergency!"Pushing the washroom door with his leg he shouted and I rolled my eyes.

Aiyappa kise sharab pila di aapne!

"Doctor!"He shouted again,his eyes were so drowsy.

"Suniye doctor bahir bula rahe hain hamein!"I tried to cajole him and he looked at me with scrutinised eyes before nodding.

"Where the hell is doctor!Main Saale...." Before he could blabber angrily I jumped from his arms.

"Aaaah!"I shrieked because this time it ached more.

"Nandani!"He too shrieked along with me but ignoring his angry eyes I held his wrist and we limped towards bed.His hands were bleeding badly,they were in need of sudden treatment.

"Sssshh!"I showed him my eyes as he tried to stand up from bed.

"Don't move and don't utter a word or else you'll see the worst of me Mr.Manik Malhotra!"I threatened him angrily and he glared at me to which I glared at him with more intensity and he lowered his eyes cutely.

Awww!

Shaking my head I fished out first aid box from side table and sat beside him on bed.

"Tumhe ziada zaroorat hai!"He spoke slowly and I gestured him to keep quiet before holding his lousy injured palm.

Tears escaped from my eyes upon finding the innumerable deep cuts after wiping off the blood.

"Manahil se ziada tou aap main bachpana hai!Aese kon karta hai!"I cried while glaring at him and he just smiled. "Tum hona hamara khyaal rakhne k liye!"

I lowered my eyes out of shame and applied antiseptic to his wounds before wrapping bandage around his both palms.

"Give it to me!"He asked for cotton balls and antiseptic to aid me but I shook my head and pulled up my Capri pants above my knees, "Main kar lungi!"

He sighed and I treated myself while crying.I don't know what was hurting me more my spoken words or his deep cuts.All and all I know I was crying just for him.

"Aap araam kijye main ati hn!"Standing up from bed I kept that aid box again on side table and before I could just wipe my tears he held my palm and pulled me,in result I fell on his laps.

"Ye aap!Choriye mughe!" I tried to struggle but he had held my both wrists very firmly even in his drunk state.

"Sssshhh!"He whispered and I stopped suddenly.Still tears were falling from my eyes.

"Marham laga dn,phir chali jana!"He whispered staring my lips and I frowned but soon my frown vanished realizing about which marham he was talking.

He closed his drowsy eyes coming closer and unknowingly I didn't move back.

His spicy breaths fell on my lips and I quivered fisting his both vest straps in my palms.In next second I felt his extremely soft lips covering my mouth.

"Meri jaan!"He whispered passionately amidst the kiss and deepened it more while making me lay on bed before hovering over me.Our lips connected all the time.

Feeling short of breath I pushed his chest but he was in no mood to leave my lips instead he held my both palms and pressed them on the bed beside my head."Plea..se!"I whimpered with my hammering chest and he stopped reluctantly.

He kept his forehead on mine and we gasped together.

"Maza aya na chummi main?"He chirped with wide happy eyes and my eyes widened before I lowered them shyly.

"I missed it!"His soft whisper and I raised my lashes at him.

"What?"

"Ye laal laal gaal!" He pressed his lips on my cherry cheeks and I closed my eyes in delight.Past four years flashed in my eyes making them heavy with tears.

"Aap-mughse-ab-bhi-mohabbat-karte hain?"I cried and he moved back feeling my tears on his lips.

"Apni jaan se bhi ziada!"Even in his drunk state he was so honest and firm.His blissful eyes were the proof.

A tear cascaded down my cheek and I cupped his stubbled cheeks."Then prove it!"I pulled him closer and he smiled,winsomely.

"Ijazat hai?"He pulled the blanket over us and I nodded,my tears falling like a stream.

Gingerly he plucked my lips in his mouth and I grabbed his shoulders in anticipation.Our eyes never leaving each other.

Soon after our clothes were lying somewhere in the corner of room.

The way he was licking and kissing my skin I could easily feel his thirst for love.

"I love you!"He whispered amorously while sucking my belly button and I clutched the pillow tighter in my palms.

His eyes were so drowsy but still he managed to love me thoroughly.

"I love you!"He whispered desperately again near my lips and I kissed him before a moan escape my mouth as he took me to the heights of pleasure amidst the kiss.

Fat tears rolled down my cheeks and he looked into my eyes.
"Shall-i-stop?"He was shivering due to the intensity when I shook my head vigorously. "Nhi!"

I closed my eyes as the feeling of being marked by my man after such a long span made me feel ecstatic.His soft pecks on my twins made me open my eyes and he looked at me."Manik ki jaan!Sirf Manik ki jaan!"A tear of joy cascaded down his cheek and I nodded,merrily.

I wasnt in a position to utter something.My body was shivering so badly.Laying beside me he held me in his arms and I hugged him tight.
"Tum theek hona?"He asked with sleepy eyes and I did a "Hmm" in his chest before closing my eyes too.

In no time we both drifted into the deep slumber.

Iss dil-e-muztarib ko qarar aa hi gaya!
Akhir iska dil-daar wapis aa hi gaya!
Tarapati thi roohein do jismo main juda juda!
Aaj phir un rohoo ko ek dusra par pyaar aa hi gaya!

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Until next time!Pta nhi kab!😂
Take care!Khudahafiz!

Wanderer!