I do not know what happend with me ? 

I only know that something is changed dramatically inside me . 

Again? I do not know !?

I do not know that what's wrong with me ? 

Do I really normal ? Or different from the others? 

Fine ? I do not know ! 

This is not a song ! 

I am scare ! Am I ? 

I do not know ! 

How can I get back to the past and have a look everything I have done before. 

Who ? To those who I hurt them already ! 

Do you know , what I have hurt them before I became like this ? 

NO . Absolutely NO . Of course! You are not me ! 

You do not know about me much.

That's why you always talk like you are know about my life by heart. 

NO , you do not know ME , so DO NOT approach me FOR NO REASON.

SAD ? I am not sad anymore .

I became DEPRESSION.

SUICIDE? I do not do it right now ? 

Maybe... NEVER.

Sometimes I felt like I am a MURDER . 

YES, that is not TRUE ! 

You are RIGHT ! 

,but it will ! 

I will . 

I will not KILL myself , but I can be a MURDER if I feel uncomfortable . 

STAY AWAY FROM ME ? 

You can avoid me if you want! 

You do not need to approach me for no reason . 

FOR NO REASON ?

I do not think so ! 

What will happen if I kill you not myself? 

That would be fun and interesting . 

Do you want to be my victim? 

Do not worry much. I will not hurt you a lot . 

I will inject the anesthetic into you body . 

OR NOT ! 

I will hurt you without injecting.

This is not a POEM ! 

This is not a PLEA for HELP ! 

Therefore, do not try to find out something I want you to help me . 

Don't you think that an ordinary person can be a murder because of those things they hate ? 

I agree with above opinion . 

I think there are three personality in my mind .

The guy who wrote this shit until now , might the the second personality ?

I do not know .

I can not explain as well as. 

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