Second shot, Yaar me kitni awesome hu na 😁😂
Last shot subha dungi jab sokar uthungi.

Hope everyone is safe from corona and cyclone Amphan.

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Rajveer was talking on phone "pandra hazar..." Pause "mein agle mahine tak lauta dunga..." Pause "haan..ap chahe to intrest laga lijiye..." Pause "jee mein kal ata hu.." he cuts the call, when he turned around he saw Her standing behind him. Her eyes questioning him but she didn't asked him any thing. He took a sigh of relief when she only called him for Dinner and left.

He got another call "ha adil.... Haan paiso ka intezam ho gaya, tu tension mat le.. meine lala sahab se baat kar li hai... 5 percent intrest ke sath... Koi  baat nahi, meri studies to scholarship par hai......nahi bas Naina ki padhai nahi rukni chahiye baki sab kharche mein manage kar lunga.... uski fees submission ki last date do din bad ki hai na... Isiliye warna mein udhar nahi leta..... Chal thik hai bye" he cuts the call, finally he got the money for her college fees he went inside unaware that naina heard his conversation, silently crying.
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He was kissing her neck passionately, biting her softly.. while lying on bed "kya baat hai.. aj badi hi chup chup ho...".

"Mein to hamesha se hi aisi hu..." She whispered, rubbing his back.

"Haan... Magar aj kuch zyada hi ho..." He saw her was she was looking disturbed "kya baat hai Naina" she shook her head "mujhse chupaogi..apne Rajveer Sir se" he asks playfully..

Her eyes misted "aap... Aap lala sahab se udhar mat lijiye" he was startled, how the hell she knows it "meine sab sun liya tha..." She sits straight "mera padhna itna zaruri nahi hai..."

",Kyu nahi naina, kyu zaruri nahi hai.. ek achi journalist ban na tumhara sapna hai na to fir ab kya hua?" He asked

"Mein nahi chahti ki meri wajah se aap kisi ke karzdaar bane... Mein apki takat ban na chahti hu... Kamzori nahi, mein apke upar bojh nahi ban na chahti" sh said with teary eyes.

"Tum meri Takat hi ho naina... Kamzori nahi" he justifies "kisne kaha tumse ki tum mujh par bojh ho".

"To fir ye karz kyu?" She asks.

"Ye karz kaha hai... Ye to investments hai, tumhare sapno ki... Mein unhe udhoora nahi rehne de sakta, kyunki tumse juda har sapna ab mera hai" he wipes her tears.

She remains silent then said "theek hai, aap mujhse wada kijiye... Ki aap wo udhar nahi lenge" she said in determination.

He looks at her in disbelief "naina tum firse..."

She cuts him in between "pehle aap apne sapne pure kijiye fir mein apni padhai poori karungi... Apke apne paiso se.. kisi ke udhaar se nahi, mein ye bardasht nahi karungi ki koi hamare ghar ke darwaze par akar apse oonchi awaz mein baat kare" she was serious about it.

He looks at her immense adjusting nature, how much she loves him "I promise Naina, me jald se jald itna kabil banunga ki hamare har sapne ko pura kar paun" he cups her face lovingly.

***Main jab se tere pyaar ke rango me rangi hu, Jagate hue soi rahi, nindo men jagi hun Mere pyaar bhare sapane, kahin koi na chhin le Man soch ke ghabaraae, yahi soch ke ghabaraae***

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3 years later
"And the Businessman of the year award goes to....... Mr. Rajveer Singh Shekhawat" the hall filled with claps and appreciation for this person who achieved this sucess in such a short span of time. There was a person in this hall who was clapping the most loudly was his wife... He got up and smirked looking at her as if telling 'I told You' she smiled wider, he felt satisfy.

He went on stage to recieve the award "thankyou ladies and gentlemen for giving me this honour, iss sucess ka credit mein khud ko hi dunga.. If I wouldn't have believed in myself, I wouldn't be standing here, so the secret mantra of my life to get sucessful is.. just believe in yourself... Thankyou" he left the hall with his wife to celebrate his achievement.

"Congratulations Mr. Shekhawat, akhir apko wo mil hi gaya jiska apko kabse intezar tha" said naina sitting beside him in car.

"Nahi Naina, ye bas shuruat hai... Abhi to bahot kuch achieve karna hai" he with desire to achieve more fame. "Or tumne apne baba ka chehra de kha tha... Kaisa ho gaya tha unhe nahi laga tha ki mein ye sab kar paunga... I proved him wrong today" there was a sarcasm in him.

"Nahi Rajveer wo khush the hamare liye... unhone kuch kaha nahi magar... Mein janti hu apne baba ko" she clarifies.

"Oh really aisa hai to... Tumhare baba ne tumse aaj tak kabhi baat karne ki koshish ki" she lowers her eyes "nahi na... Because he doesn't care naina... Aaj unki ego ko meine chakna choor kar ke rakh diya hai...  Mere kaano me aj bhi unke wo shabd goonj rahe hai.. kaise unhone mujhe baizzat kia tha or dekho kismat ka khel Aj mein uss makam pe khada hu jaha wo aj tak nahi pahonch paye...." His eyes showing madness of power.

She remains silent as she doesn't wants to go there, in this three years many things changed... He changed a lot that it hurts to even imagine. She sighed and closed her eyes not wanting to remember it.

"Come on jaan don't be sad, aj tumhare husband ko uska pehla award mila hai" he pulls her intimately "aj ki puri raat celebration ki hai... Won't you make your husband more happy" she tried to smile at his dominating nature.

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"Naina mujhe late ho raha hai... Jaldi aoo" he called her as he was getting late for office.

"Ha agayi.... Ye lijiye apka blazer" she makes him wear it. She was about to go when he pulled her back and engrossed her in a passionate lip lock, his lips sucking her lower lips turning it red. After a while they pulls apart.

She was blushing "ab bhi tumhe chuta hu to nayi dulhan ki tarah sharmati ho" he teased her.

"Ab apko der nahi ho rahi hai.." she tries to divert the topic.

"Haan wo to ho rahi hai magar... Boss ke liye kaisi restriction" he winks at her "kuch kehna chahti ho" he creased her cheek.

She looks up at him, he still understands her.... She tries to convince herself... "Wo Rajveer... Mein soch rahi thi ki... Mein apni..." She played with the button of his shirt "ki mein apni studies continue kar lu"

"Kyu...kya zarurat hai" he frowns "dekho naina mujhe koi problem nahi agar tum padho magar... Ab kya zarurat hai, mein iss kabil hu ki tumhare sare kharche utha saku tumhe har facility provide kara saku... Then what's the need".

"I wants to be independent Rajveer isiliye..." She tries to make him understand but he intervenes.

"Arey tumhare pas sab kuch hai.. fir kya zarurat hai independent hone ki... Meine itni mehnat kiske liye ki hai... Or naina I am a public figure now.. log mujhe jante hai meri izzat karte hai.. meri bhi koi pehchan hai, or jab unhe pata chalega ki tum apna career continue kar rahi ho to wo log mujh par hasenge... ki mein apni patni ko itna kuch hote huye bhi luxury provide nahi kara sakta.... And I can't afford that itni mehnat se itna kuch hasil kiya hai meine". He denies her wish in clear words.

"Ab aisi surat mat banao... Bahot kaam hai tumhare liye" he tries to cheer her up "iss ghar ko sajao jo meine tumhe diya hai.... Apne aap ko sajao mere liye, apne sabhi shauk pure karo" he brings her near and whispers in her ear "I'll be back early tonight.... Wear something red" he left kissing her. She was breaking from inside he isn't that man she loved three years ago.

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He came back home all shatter and devasted after performing her last rites, he was cursing himself... Why couldn't he meet her for the last time she was his everything. She gave him everything when he had nothing and what he did with her when he has everything.

He sat down on floor against bed. The room was dark. Tears were flowing freely from his eyes without any care, when a hand touched his shoulder he turns his head to look at his wife.. who was there to comfort him. He Throws himself in her arms crying like a child in her arms.

"Mein bahot bura hu Naina, mein bahot bura hu.... Ek bar apni Massi se akhri baar milne bhi nahi ja paya wo Massi jo mera sab kuch thi.. meri maa mere papa meri dost... Meri duniya thi wo.... Apne kaam mein itna kho gaya ki apni maa saman mausi ko hi bhul gaya..." He cursed himself.

"Nahi Rajveer aisa mat kahiye... Apse acha beta iss duniya me ho hi nahi sakta... Massi apko bahot pyaar karti thi, wo apko aise dekhengi to unki atma ko chot pahonchegi...." She tries to console him.

"I miss her Naina... I miss her a lot, aj meine fir se apni maa ko kho diya... I lost my family naina.. it hurts.. it pains" he was crying.

She hugged him " I can understand" she said feeling the similar pain trying to supress her tears who were at the verge of breaking dam.

"No naina... You cannot understand, tumne kabhi apne kisi apne ko nahi khoya... You cannot understand, maa baap ko khone ka kya dard hota hai.. tum nahi samjh paogi... Only I know that" he went into deep slumber after crying his heart out.

She looks at his calm figure, she was hurt beyond any measures "mein nahi samjh sakti....." She said to herself "mein nahi samjh sakti..." Tears started to flow "mein nahi samjh sakti..." She went away from there to stand near window.

"Mein nahi samjhungi to aur kaun samjhega.... Meine apne maa baap ko chhoda hai, apke sath bina kisi shart ke chali ayi thi mein... Mein nahi samjhungi, kaise soch liya apne... Jeete jee apne maa baap ke liye mar gayi hu me... Mujhse zyada badkismat aur kaun hoga jiske maa baap hokar bhi uske liye nahi hai.... Mein nahi samjhungi apka dard to aur kaun samjhega.. kaun samjhega" she slipped on floor crying in muffled voice.

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He came back home from office late at night, and saw her ready in saree.. he got confused "hum kahi jane wale the kya..?"

"Nahi... Aj karwachauth hai or me apka sham se intezar kar rahi hu or ap late hai, meine apko kal bataya bhi tha" she complained.

"Shittt...I completely forgot it.. tumne phone kyu nahi kia" he said taking out his cell phone.

"Kia tha lekin apne uthaya nahi" he saw 18 missed calls "reception pe bhi call kia but aap office me nahi the".

"I am extremely sorry, chalo mein tumhara fast khol du..." They went on terrace to do the necessary rituals.

"Chaliye mujhe bhook lag rahi hai..." Said taking him down.

"Ahh..ab actually.. Naina" he was hesitating "wo..meine dinner ek client ke sath kar liya...der ho rahi thi isiliye".

She become disappointed her face fell but like always she convinced herself "it's okay.. kam se kam sath baith ke company to de hi sakte hai na aap" she asks hopefully.

"M sorry Naina but there is an urgent file that needs my attention... Tum kha lk.. kal we'll go out for dinner together okay..." He left kissing her head. Leaving her alone.

"Pass ho kar bhi dur hona kisey kehte hai... Wo aaj samjh aya hai.." she said to herself feeling all left alone. She remembers her first karwachauth.

"Apne khana kyu nahi khaya..." She asked him getting shocked as he felt dizzy.

"Iss khayal se bhook hi nahi lagi ki tumne kuch nahi khaya hai... Wo bhi meri lambi umar ke liye... To mein tumhari lambi umar ke liye bhuka nahi reh sakta... Akele jee kar kya karunga jab tum sath nahi hogi" he said with honesty and love.

***Ankhiyon ke jharokhon se maine dekha jo saanware Tum dur nazar ayee, badi dur nazar ayee***

Her eyes welled up, thinking about their past, how loving and caring he was back then, money and fame changed him a lot.

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"Come on naina stop behaving childish, I was just dancing with her and not sleeping.. or kuch nahi tha, itni jealous hone ki zarurat nahi hai" he tries to convince her after coming from party.

"Yes you were dancing with but couldn't you see she was all over you.. wo kaise apko chu rahi thi" she accused him.

"Naina bina touch kiye dance karna mujhe nahi ata... And moreover she is the major investor I cannot afford to offend her" he makes her understand.

"Acha.. to fir aapne apne client ko us din mere sath dance karne se kyu roka... Tab apki company or investment kaha gayi thi" she accused him again.

"He was a leech uski nazre tum par kharab thi isiliye meine wo deal todi thi..." He shot back in frustation.

"Or jo wo kar rahi hai apke sath... Isn't that similar.. ya fir apko ye sab pasand araha hai" she was going out of the box.

He held her arms tightly "do you know what you are saying.... You are accusing me of infidelity" he eyes showing rage "you are first girl with whom I have ever slept and you will be the last, get that thing straight in your head... Samjhi" he said dangerously "tum mujhe ab bilkul nahi samajhti" he left for bedroom.

"Ha...apne sahi kaha, mein ab apko... Samajh hi nahi paa rahi hu" she said to herself. "Pehchan hi nahi paa rahi hu ki... Kaun hai aap.... Wo to nahi hai jis se meine pyaar kia tha.... Wo to koi aur hi tha" she closed her eyes...once more trying to digest and adjust with his changing nature.

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"Kal tak aap wapas ajayenge na..." She asks as he was leaving for Shimla for a deal.

"Haan bas early morning do ghante ki meeting hai, shaam tak wapas ajaunga" he said taking his bag "apna Dhyan rakhna" he kissed her before leaving.

Next Day
"Rajveer aap nikle ya nahi, kaha ho aap"  she asked him on call.

"Haan bas kuch documents sign karne hai.. mein ek ghante mein nikal jaunga, I'll be home around 7 in evening" he said while reading a file.

"Thik hai..mein apka intezar karungi..jaldi aiyega..love you" she said happily.

"Love you too..." He replied distracted.

Few hours later...
"Kabse phone kar rahi hu phone kyu nahi utha rahe... " She dialed his number for the 12th time it's 8 pm now, finally his call connected, "hello Rajveer kaha hai aap.. kabse apko phone kar rahi hu..."

"Hello Ma'am it's me, Rakesh.. sir ka assistant"

"Hello Rakesh, Rajveer kaha hai, or wo phone kyu nahi utha rahe hai..." She asked in panick state.

"Ma'am sir ko, ek important conference ke liye jana pada fir uske bad ek business meeting attend karni hai.. wo late ho jayenge, sorry ma'am mein apko inform karna bhul gaya" he apologized.

"Nahi it's okay... Ye baat Rajveer ko khud mujhe batani chahiye thi... Not your mistake" she cuts the call with heavy heart. "Kyu aap bar bar meri umeede tod rahe ho, mujhe ab dar lagne laga hai". She was getting worried.

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It was 1am when he came back and saw her sitting in hall waiting for him "tum soyi nahi ab tak..."

"Aap jo ghar nahi aye the ab tak...." She calmly said.

"Arey Tum so jaya karo na, tumhe malum hai mujhe der ho jati hai..." He said removing his coat.

"Kam se kam khud bata dete ki der ho jayegi... Kisi aur se kehal wane ki kya zarurat thi..." She said getting upset.

He sat down on couch "big deal, tum tak message pass on karna tha..me du ya koi aur kya fark padta hai"

"Fark padta hai, ap jante hai ki mein subha se apka intezar kar rahi hu fir bhi apnne mujhe khud batana zaruri nahi samjha...mein yaha pagalo ki tarah apka intezar kari thi or ap party kar rahe the" she accused him.

He stood up annoyingly "not again Naina, tum janti ho ki mein din raat itni mehnat kyu kar raha hu.. taki tumhe koi takleef na ho, or main waha party enjoy karne nahi gaya tha... Apna business badha raha tha... Or tum kya jano in sab ke bare mein pura din ghar baithe baithe karti hi kya ho... Insaan ghar ata hai to sochta hai ki do pal ki shanti milegi magar nahi... madam ko mujhse baat karni hai, mere sath shaam bitani hai arey mein kaunsa bhaga ja raha hu akhir mein laut kar ghar hi aunga na.... Aisa kaunsa asman tuta ja raha tha".

She controlled back her tears, and said with difficulty "I am sorry, mein zyada bol gayi.. mujhe samjhna chahiye tha.. aap thak gye honge.. rest kar lijiye...".

He calmed down holding her shoulders "it's okay... Kabhi kabhi ho jata hai, chalo sone chalte hai" he said taking her with him.

She gets out of his grip "mujhe kuch kam hai..." He nodded, he was climbing stairs when she called him "koi asman nahi tut raha tha Rajveer...." He turns to look at her "bas aj ka din khas tha jo mujhe sirf apke sath bitana tha..".

He shuts his eyes in frustation "not again Naina..."

"Belated... happy marriage anniversary" she said moving inside guest room, it was a silent slap for him. Next day there their was an awkward silence between them, he wasn't able to decide how to behave.. so he thought to go on a week long business trip.. escaping the situation. Leaving her disapointed again.

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"Naina, are you ready... Late ho rahi hai"  he called her as they are getting late for their dinner date.

"Agayi.. mein thik lag rahi hu.." she said creasing the falls of her saree, he once said on his farewell party that she looks pretty in it.

"Haaa..." He said getting engrossed in phone.

"Phone me dekh ke bolenge... Upar dekhiye yaha meri taraf" she is getting irritate of his habit.

"Hmm.." he raised his head up "saree?" He looks at her questioningly.

"Haan... Yaad hai ek bar apne kaha tha ki mein apko saree mein achi lagti hu.. to socha aj pehen leti hu.. achi hai na" she asks excitedly.

"Yea.. but it would have been better agar tum koi dress ya evening gown pehenti...it looks classy, nevermind we are getting late now.. ye bhi chalega"

Her face fell at his comment, she thought he will like her in saree, she was so excited to show him "ye earings kaunse hai..." He inspects them.

She smiled "yaad hai ap apni pehli salary se mere liye laye the... Meine aj tak apne pas sambhal ke rakhe hai" she said getting lost in those lovely days.

"Come on Naina, stop being middle class, Ab me koi 9 to 7 wala empolyee nahi hu.. tum India ke top business magnet ki biwi ho.. sabki nazre tum par hongi... Remove it, or ye saree bhi change kar lo... I am waiting for you in car... Be quick" he left

"Mere kapde badal sakte hai aap lekin mere andar ki uss ladki ko kaise badlenge... Jisne ek 9to7 job karne wale employee se pyaar kia tha" she felt all her hopes dying, as if she has no more energy left in her body to fight.

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"What was this behaviour Naina, mein tumhe hotel mein paglo ki tarah dhund raha hu or tum yaha ghar par aram se baithi ho" he yelled at her.

"To or kya karti... I was feeling unwanted there, aap waha mere sath gaye the... Kisi business meeting ke liye nahi...", She screamed back... Now it was getting unbearable for her.

"To kya karta, agar mujhe waha ek client mil gaya uss se thodi der baat kar li to kaunsi musibat agayi" he shouted back at her unreasonable behaviour.

"Thodi der apke liye ek ghanta hota hai.. isey aap thodi der kehte hai... Socha tha aj ki sham ap sirf mere honge lekin usme bhi ap or apka kaam.... jaise hum dono ke beech ek andekhi deewar ban gaya ho" she blurted out finally.

"Jiss kam ko tum deewar keh rahi ho na, usi ki wajah se aj tum itni comfortable zindagi jee rahi ho... Bolna asan hota hai lekin karna bahot mushkil... Agar meine efforts na dale hote to apne kaam ko time na diya hota to aj bhi hum uss sade se rented ghar ke kisi kone me sad rahe hote" he spat angrily.

"Mere liye to wo ghar kisi mandir se kaam nahi tha... Kam se kam waha hamare beech ye duriya to nahi thi jo iss mehel me apne mujhe lakar di hai... Luxurious life nahi thi lekin sukh to tha.. aap mere pass to the...yaha lakar Apne bahot akela kar diya hai mujhe... Ab dam ghutta hai mera yaha.... Raha nahi jata iss sone ke pinjre me" finally her tears made way.

"To kya chahti ho tum haan....Chhodna Chahti ho mujhe.... Nahi chhod paungi... Tum mujhe chhod hi nahi sakti, suna tumne" he said adamantly.

"Apne kaise soch liya ki mein apko chhod nahi sakti..." He looks at her "jo ladki apne maa baap ko chhod sakti hai uspe apne kaise bharosa kar liya..." She was going sarcastic "aisi ladki jisne ek ladke ke liye apne maa baap ke saalo ke pyaar or tyaag ko bhula diya ho... Aisi ladki ka bharosa nahi karna chahiye.. jo apne maa baap ki nahi hui.. apki kya hogi" she was hurting herself with her own words.

"Jana hai to jao.. me nahi rokunga tumhe mein... Or jab sabhi luxurious puri na ho na to wapas ajana.. apna lunga tumhe.. akhir tumhari zimmedari jo li hai meine" he said still being ignorant.

"Zimedari" she gave a sarcastic laugh "mein ab apke liye sirf ek zimmedari hu... Aap badal gaye hai ... Aap sach much bahot badal gaye hai ki mein apko pehchan bhi nahi paa rahi hu" she shook her head slowly in disbelief.

"No naina.. it's you who has changed, tumhe sab kuch dene ke liye meine kya kuch nahi kiya... Or badle mein tumne kya kiya.. sirf ilzaam, din raat meine ek kar diya taki tumhe koi complaint karne ka mauka na mile but I was wrong". He was still not ready to let his ego go away.

"Meine apse ye sab kabhi nahi manga tha... Kya kabhi meine apse kaha ki Rajveer mujhe bada ghar chahiye... Saat aath naukar chahiye... Ghar ke agey chaar badi badi gadiya chahiye .. mehenge kapde ya gehne chahiye "he turns his face away instead of replying.

"Meine apse ye sab kabhi nahi manga.. kyunki mujhe iss sab ki zarurat hi nahi thi .. meine apse sirf ek chiz mangi thi aur wo apka pyaar tha... apka waqt.... Jisme me aap fail ho gaye... Aap ek sucessful businessman to ban gaye... Lekin iss beech mera pati kahi kho gaya". She said painfully.

"Kehna kya chahti ho ki meine tumpe koi zulm kiya hai.. atyachar kiya hai, tumne kabhi mujhse kuch nahi manga lekin kya ek patni apne pati se ye sab nahi chahti, kya ek pati ki responsibility nahi ki wo apni patni ko sabhi luxurious provide karaye" he defends himself.

"Manti hu apne mere liye bahot kuch kiya hai lekin uss sab mein pyaar bhi zarori hota hai... Or jaha pyaar nahi waha mein nahi reh sakti... Mein ja rahi hu...... is makan se kuch nahi leke ja rahi hu kyunki wo to the great businessman Rajveer Singh Shekhawat ka hai.... Sirf apne pati ki nishani lekar ja rahi hu apni mang ka sindoor or gale ka ye Mangalsutra". She turns to leave.

"Jaha jana hai jao.. mein na hi tumhe rokunga.. or na hi lene aunga... Jab man bhar jaye to apne aap wapas ajana, iss ghar ke darwaze khulle hi milenge... Tumhare baba ki tarah nahi hu mein" he shouted speaking rubbish in his so called anger.

"Mein apse ab or koi umeed bhi nahi rakhti.... kyunki janti hu Akhir mein wo bhi nahi bachegi" she said getting devastated, the relationship she cherished the most is at the verge of breaking.

***Kaliyaan ye sada pyaar ki muskaati rahengi Khaamoshiyaan tujhase mere afasaane kahengi Ji lungi naya jiwan teri yaadon men baithh ke Khushbu jaise fulon men udane pe bhi rah jaae***

And true to his words he didn't stopped her, for once his heart shouted to stop her not to let her go but his ego came in between.......

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