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JJ Maybank/ Outerbanks
Trying to Return the Sun , written by jade

A nearly empty ballet studio. A slight aura of light surrounds the studio as the little girl dances. She's merely seven years old. Dance was shoved down her throat and into her lungs.  Each time she breathed, she danced.

"Do you remember? Remember what's it's like to fail. Don't make the same mistake again!" A mother watches, her words echoing the empty studio.

Now a slightly older girl dances on stage. Her mother watches the performance, a permanent scowl on her face.The girl molded to perfection until she slightly falls out of her turn. Horror threats to bubble to the surface, but the girl shoves it down.

An empty seat where her mother sat. The only sound being the slamming of the auditorium doors.

" I'm sorry Mother. Please. Please. The floor was slippery. It wasn't my fault. I'll be perfect next time— I promise." She begs, tears streaming down her face, her pleas ignored.

Her mother molded her sculptured her. Open her up , and you'll find perfection. She was going to crawl herself out of the dirts of outerbanks with her mother latching out to her.

Her mother moved out of her body, and into her daughters. She would sometimes look in the mirror & find her mother staring back at her.

The girl grows up, she now dances in the empty studio,Tears mixed in with sweat, as she dances. Her yells of pain over powered by the music.

The girl drops to the ground. Eyes closed & heart stopped. Seconds pass without her. She was falling farther & farther away. Icarcus falling from the sun.

A blonde haired boy in shambles, enters the studio, hiding in the darkness. He stops when he notices the girl.

The words are stuck in his throat, weighing him down till he's on his knees next to her. "HELP! Someone help!" His shouts meaningless as no one's around him. The motions blur together as he tries to get her help. If you looked closely you could see tears in his eyes.

He couldn't understand how someone could look so peaceful. with her the beat from her heart stopping.His hands press against her chest, breathing air into her.

She wasn't breathing. Why wasn't she breathing?

He can hear the distant sounds of the ambulance but she still wasn't moving. His hands pressed hard against her chest.

He didn't stop till, finally her brown eyes met his.

camila morrone ౨ৎ Lilaea Sawyer
forgive me, for the teeth marks i left on your heart

rudy pankow ౨ৎ Jessie Jewel 'JJ' Maybank
the blood in my mouth starts to taste like loving you

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suki waterhouse, Saige Cameron
mía maestro, Selene Sawyer
rosamund pike, Ms. Eyre
the cast, The Pouges

notes.... This plot is back. My obx & JJ spiral is back. These two are full of angst & I love them. Lilaea takes her anger on JJ, while JJ is obsessed with her. They are very slowburn & I love them.

warnings.... this book contains domestic violence, substance abuse, violence, mature language, sexual harassment, bad mental health, eating disorders & outer banks mature themes.

credit.... layout is inspired by pearlbiter

dedications.... sweetvinyls crudelove rawhorror orchidwave fxxryxl divinerot strmpurnell wisedgrls