She's my best friend, he's my bandmate and like a brother to me. I should be happy, but I'm not. She has been my best friend since we were little, we grew up together and she always supported me in everything I did; even if she wasn't too sure about it she was still there for me. As time went by I grew feelings for my best friend, her name is Shayna. When we met in preschool we instantly became best friends. We were the ones that would rather hangout with each other than be with the snobby people. Infact, we were always like that. Sometimes I'll look at old pictures of us and catch myself smiling. Wondering how I got so lucky to have someone like her in my life. I love everything about her, perks and flaws; I love it all. She's average height, which I love especially when we have our movie nights together because she's always been a cuddler. She has ginger hair that lightens in the summer. Greeny- Grey eyes that I could easily get lost in, but try so hard not to. Oh and the way her eyes sparkle when she's really smiling. All of my thoughts get interrupted when I remember that she's my best friend, I wasn't supposed to fall for her, and the most painful part? She's dating my bandmate who's like a brother to me. His name is Luke, and I'm the one who introduced them. Sometimes I feel like I regret doing it, but then I remember that she is my best friend and that I want nothing more than for her to be happy, and I know for a fact that Luke would never intentionally do anything to hurt her. Another thing that sucks is that Luke is everything she has ever wanted in a guy, and she finally got it after I watched her for years getting heart broken by dumb ass assholes who wouldn't even give her a chance. I've watched her spend nights in bed crying herself to sleep. But I see the way they look at each other and can tell that they are both very happy. I wish I myself could be happy, but I'm just not.