I'm tired.
I'm bored.
I'm sad.

I don't know what to write.
I don't know what to say.
I don't know what to do.

It's hard to count all the tears
It's hard to erase all the regrets
It's hard to ease all the fears

So tedious..
So tough..
So hard..

It's the longest night of my life..

But true as it is,
With a deep sigh,
All I can say is this:

"I'm dying inside."

A/N:
It's been a long time! How are you!
By the way, this poem is a draft two weeks ago.. I'm just fine, okay? Don't worry about me my dearest friend!

I missed you all! Muah!