I created this symphony,
As an expression of my evasion.
Hoping to break free..
Trying to make an elusion,
Out of these horrifying illusions.

Hoping that somehow,
In someway,
Maybe someday..
I could turn my world around,
And avoid this sullen sound;

And Yes!
I guess..
Here -
I won the clamor and glory-
Comfortably victorious,
Inside this blissful FANTASY!

But deep inside me,
There's still a huge void.
An emptiness -
that no one can see..
Sometimes, yes .. not even me..

How would I describe it?
Hmmm.. Wait.. Maybe -
Like the roaring rages
of the darkest sea..

Instead of finding the blissful euphoria,
I've trapped myself in a baleful Dystopia,
Instead of finding the freedom -
I always yearn to see,
I'm still here..
Stucked in the slavery of mere vacuity.

Deep inside the deepest marrows,
Far beyond this despaired psyche,
I am hopelessly dying,
In TRUTH and REALITY..
While believing living,
In a euphoric ..
VIRTUAL FANTASY.

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A/N:
I have struggles, thinking to end up this book already. I don't know. If its not because of all your supports, maybe I have already given up writing.
Every votes, share and comments, really do means alot to me.
And of course.... THE FRIENDSHIP. :)

So maybe this poem is for me. :)