I've lost the bliss,
I've lost my smile..
And it's all I miss.

I've lost the euphoria,
I've lost my happiness..
Now it's all dysphoria.

Blood rushing in my cheeks,
From my brown eyes..
Mixing the mire with sticks.

I needed joy so badly..
If money can buy me a smile,
Where that store could be?

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A/N:
For the comfort that ArmieMorales5 always gave me.. i ❤️ u.

Thanks AndreaChamber for the encouragements and for always checking me out if I'm okay.

To lindaahmadi, my Antie.. 🍫🍝

To Ms. LeLe_Ray who gave me encouragements to write again, through his POWERFUL poetry collection. It reminded me to continue the fight and run the race that was set for me.

To my mentor and friend MonAnge9 .. Thank you so much for always bidding a "Hello".

To zahera37 and aneesamuhammed786 for being true friends. 😊

To IfiamKawaii FrancineEnriquez2 ThatLoyalFangirl21 and ThereseG14 who always flooded my wall with their "cuteness". Jessie, Francine, Kaira and the cute Bianca. Thank you!! ❤️

To my friends Amina786Mo happydreamrose
ShingekiNoMila031 Priyaroyalg Asterii
minneyanton Supriya123456789 PrincessLockwood poornilove KupcakeHugs kumarashish979 DoodlesOnMyHeart im2468here MinxGenie and _New_Breath_ (she's on the hostel right now so she won't read it)
Love.. Love.. Love.. To all of you. 🐳🐳🐳❤️

Oh gosh! I hope I didn't forgot someone close to me!!! But you all knew who you were right???! 😂😂😂