Chapter 20

Brice's POV

Seto smiles at me before leaning his head onto my chest, "I think I have to go inside now Brice" I hug him a tiny bit tighter, "I don't want you too, but I know you should" he pushes me back slightly, "Wanna walk me in?" I just nod my head. I walk him to the door before he kisses me again, "I love you Brice" "I love you too" I head back to my car as I see Seto walk into the house.

I drive home and walk inside to be greeted by yells of my mother and father, "We don't owe this boy anything! So why the fuck are we risking our reputation on some stupid orphan!?" hearing my dad talk about Seto in that way made me feel sick to my stomach. My moms calmer voice joined the conversation, "Seto has been nothing but nice to us, and he and Brice are friends, how could I say no?" "Simple, no we don't want to care for you!" I walk into the kitchen and they both stop talking. I go over to the sink and get a glass of water, I turn around and face them, "Oh are you not going to finish your conversation on how Seto is a horrible kid?" my dad clears his throat, "Brice me and your mother were simply just discussing about Seto" I roll my eyes, "Yeah whatever dad, just know that I care about Seto and I'm fighting for him to stay here with or without you"

I'm heading up the stairs when my dad says something that catches my Trenton, "Brice what if he's gay?" I stop mid-step and can't move. I take a deep breathe before speaking remembering that this was my dad I was talking to, "Why would it matter if he was?" "Brice it would matter because, what would people think of us? Has he ever mentioned a girlfriend or even an interest in girls?"  I'm seething in rage at this point, but try to keep cool yelling would only make things worse, "He hasn't" I answer truthfully. My dad sighs, "Brice I just don't want him to influence you into thinking that being gay is a good thing"  I can't breathe or move at this point, "And what if I am?" I hear my dad's voice change, "Brice what has he done to you?" I look down at the ground my hands balled into fists, "He has kissed me, loved me, slept with me" I stay looking at the ground shaking with the amount of anger inside of me.

I hear my dad move towards me, he forces me to look at him, "Brice this isn't you, he has showed you the ways of the devil" I stare at him, "Yeah he showed me these ways, but I feel the same way" he stares at me before shaking his head, "I knew it was a bad idea to let you hang out with someone like him, he raped you, took your innocence" he places a hand on my shoulder. I push his hand away disgusted, "He didn't rape me! I had sex with him, because I love him!!" my dad stares at me clearly disturbed by my words, I can't do anything else so I just turn around and head upstairs to my room. I pull out my phone and text Seto

Brice: Hey guess what I just did?

Seto: What did you do?

Brice: I just told my dad I was gay, and that I was with you

Seto: .........

Brice: Are you mad?

Seto: How am I supposed to be? I used all my anger tonight on our stupid fight

Brice: So tomorrow?

Seto: Tomorrow me and you are going to have a long ass talk about how our relationship is going down-hill

Brice: Okay, but till then?

Seto: Till then I love you Brice, and I'm proud that you told them

Brice: Thanks and I love you too

I close my phone and look back at my ceiling thoughts running amok through my head, "God dammit" I say quietly. My life was a mess and I can't help, but link it all back to Seto. No I wasn't blaming him, god no, Seto was one of the best things to ever happen in my life, but I keep going back to the first day we met. What would have happened had I not ever met Seto? Just ignored him like I had been for the past few years? One of the reasons I wanted to talk to him so bad is because I had seen his body busted and bruised in the bathroom. I felt so bad for him, and all my friends told me to just go ask him to hang out or something, but I knew he would never be up to that, so I caught him in a project and everything kinda just fell in place. I never imagined that I would have fallen in love with him though, but that was just a bonus.

My eyes feel heavy and the weight of everything that happened today sets in and my eyes feel heavy, to top it all off I had school tomorrow god, why couldn't it already be thanksgiving break. My body is too tired to complain about anything anymore and I feel myself drifting to sleep.

*Dream*

I lay in a field with Seto laying on my chest, he was asleep and I can't help but smile at him. I look around and we're just in a field, no clue where, but as long as I'm with Seto I'm happy. He stirs and looks up at me rubbing his eyes, "Hey" I say smiling, he looks at me and frowns, "Brice I told you I can't deal with being with you and being in France, besides I met someone new. We should break up" And he's gone. It's night now and I'm still in the field but Seto is no where to be found, the wind picks up and I find myself screaming for him, but no words come out. Suddenly I'm in a room Seto is standing in front of me tears in his eyes I just wanna comfort him and hug him, I move forward and he screams at me, "Don't come near me! I fucking hate you Brice!" and he's gone again.
I'm in a white room my heart beating faster than it ever has, when I hear Seto's voice. It's filled with anger and hatred just screaming over and over again, I hate you!, How could you?!, I trusted you?! Just repeating over and over again and I just scream

*End*

I wake with a start my heart beating out of my chest I look over at my window to see that it's still pitch black outside. I immediately pick up my phone and look at the time it was 3:46, I go to my calls and press Seto's name praying he would pick up.

S: Hello?

His voice sounded tired, but I didn't care at that moment I was just happy to hear his voice not yelling at me

B: Seto?

S: Brice? What's up? Why are you calling me so late?

B: I just....I needed to hear your voice

S:Brice what happened? Why do you sound like you're about to burst into tears?

His voice was more concerned now and I was starting to calm down a bit, he wasn't yelling at me

B: I had a really horrific nightmare and I needed to hear your voice

S: Okay well hi Brice

B: Hi Seto

S: So you wanna talk about your dream?

B: There's not much to say you were mad at me for some reason saying you hated me, and how you wanted to break up with me and now it's all just one big blur

He laughs a tiny bit, and I smile, his laugh was the best sound in the entire world to me.

S: Okay well I'm not mad at you and I don't hate you, and I don't wanna break up with you

B: Not yet

S: Brice I love you okay and that's really not going to change

B: You promise?

S: Yes I promise

B: Okay I love you Seto

S: I love you too Brice, call me if you need me

He hung stand up and finally am aware that I was still wearing my jeans and t-shirt. I throw on a pair of shorts and throw my t-shirt before climbing back into bed. My mind wasn't going to let me sleep not after that, I can't help but remember Seto's crying face. I push it to the back off my mind and just lay and just remember all the good times we have together. And I fall asleep again with a smile on my face.

AN

Thank you all for putting up with my horribleness I had no computer for so long so no update, but thank you all still and that's all I have to say so Keep on Hacking and I'll meet you there Goodnight!

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