I came back to update this, and thankyou all for the concern and love. JDC has shown that she realises what she's done and I didn't want to leave this up and continue throwing shade for something that's in the past now. I'm doing a lot better now and have cut off a lot of toxic friendships, and gained a lot of positive ones. In the future, I might even feel confident enough to finish this. In the meantime, this is most likely still going to be a dead account.

Love you all.