2 Days later 

Finally a couple of days off the road giving everyone a time to relax and catch up on sleep but my concern wasn't about getting some sleep my focus was on Dean its been over a week now since he started acting weird with so many thoughts going around in my head, What if he knows about me and Roman, Is Bayley right is he planning to expose us in front of everyone I keep asking if he is ok and he keeps telling me he is fine but I know something is bothering him, I made my way upstairs to find Dean lying on the bed

Sasha- Dean?

He didn't answer me he just continued to stare up at the ceiling 

Sasha- Dean will you just answer me please

Dean- What?

Sasha- I have been asking you this for over a week now but are you ok?

Dean - And like I have been telling you for over a week I'm fine I'm just tired

Sasha- I don't believe you, there is something bothering you, have I done something to upset you?

Dean- I don't know Sasha have you?

Sasha- This is what I am talking about you have just answered my question with a question you have been really distant with me if I've done something wrong please just tell me

He sat looking in my direction

Dean- Ok I'll ask you straight up, are you sleeping with somebody else?

Sasha- Of course not why would you aske me that?

He grabbed his phone searching through it my heart beating fast what if someone had sent him a picture he showed me a message he had received

Dean- I got this I don't know who off but some body is trying to convince me your having an affair

Sasha- So from one message you believe I am sleeping with some body else? don't you think you are being a bit paranoid?

Dean- Yeah maybe I am because I have been through this before, you know Sasha a lot of people know I don't show my emotions very often but when I found out about Renee and Seth it broke me it felt like she shoved her hand right in to my chest ripped my heart out and stomping on it right in front of me and when I seen them together I snapped and you know what I did to Seth so I'm sorry if I'm just a bit paranoid over a message.

He placed his phone beside him and laid back down I felt awful, I climbed on the bed and knelt beside him and grabbed his hand 

Sasha- Listen to me I'm not Renee ok I love you, that message is somebody playing a sick joke please don't think I would do that to you

Dean- I don't think you would do that to me but when I read that message all kinds of thoughts ran through my head, I'm sorry I've been distant with you

I laid down beside him my arm draped over his stomach and my head placed on his chest

Sasha- You have nothing to be sorry about

I laid there with him guilt running through my head I needed to see Roman and talk with him about ending it, the last thing I want to see is Dean hurt and me being the reason for it