-Not Not Jokingly-
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I wait for Kierra outside of her cabin so she doesn't have to walk up to the field alone in the dark. She walks out with Gracie next to her,

"They let Gracie come too, even though she isn't a CIT?" I ask and and Kierra nods her head,

"Yeah I think since I almost died they have just been letting me do whatever." Kierra adds matter-of-factly and I return with a hard laugh.

Kierra grips my hand as we walk into the field, probably to keep me from going at Cole.

He is groping Ashley who is giggling like an idiot, Cole stops and looks at us.

"Hello little lady," he looks at Kierra, "and his girlfriend, what's your name anyways?" I roll my eyes and Kierra grips my hand tighter,

"Kierra." She says coldly and he smirks,

"Can I call you Kiki?"

"Excuse me?"

"Kiki do you love me?" He sings crudely and I roll my eyes, I look over at Kierra and she grips my hand extremely tight. I try not to laugh, if my brother says one more word he is going to get knocked on his ass... and not by me. She clears her throat and let's go of my hand,

"What do you want Cole?"

"I just came over to test your guys' relationship," he says and I roll my eyes,

"And how exactly are you going to do that?" I ask and he eyes Kierra, who is shivering despite the fact she has my sweatshirt and a blanket on,

"She looks cold, why don't you go warm her up?" He says with a wink and I just stand there blankly, not knowing what to say or do.

Before I can stop her Kierra leans in and punches him in the face,

"Perv!" She stomps away and I walk after her laughing,

"That was badass," I say and she chuckles, "and hot..."

"Good because I think I broke a couple knuckles..." she says and I grab her hand, I take one of her fingers and try to bend them,

"Ouch!" She says and pulls her hand away,

"Yeah I think you did break them," I say and rip some of my shirt off and tie it around her knuckles, "There." I smile and we sit down on the ground, "Maybe I should teach you to throw a punch."

"I know how to throw a punch," I roll my eyes,

"Are you cold?" She shakes her head as she is shivering. I laugh and rub her thigh, she gets goose bumps and I think she chuckles from embarrassment.

"Do you like that?" I whisper in her ear and she closes her eyes and nods her head, I bite her ear and she lets out a soft moan, I smirk and sit back and lay down, she sits there frozen for a second and lays back down next to me.

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What the fuck just happened?

I have never ever fucking moaned in my whole entire life, not not jokingly anyways. I stay there sitting up for a second and just look at Colin astonished.

What the fuck just happened?

I lay down next to him and don't say a word. I wonder if Cole was watching and that's why he did that? To 'prove we are actually dating' if he didn't believe us before that sure as hell proved it to me.

Jesus. I look at him for a while, he is looking up at the stars but I look at him.

"Like what you see?" He asks and my eyes widen, how did he see me staring at him? I don't say anything but he turns to me, "Cat got your tongue?" I shake my head but still don't say anything. He looks at me worriedly, "Did... did I hurt you?"

"No." I finally am able to say and he exhales,

"I didn't know..." he looks sad and that cocky attitude he just had is completely wiped away,

"No I just didn't know what to do, no one has ever—" I pause not knowing what to say,

"Oh..." his eyes widen "Oh! I forget you are so innocent sometimes..." he says and takes in a deep breath,

"It's fine though! Really, I didn't hate it." he nods and we both turn onto our backs and look up at the stars, his hand remains on my thigh.

_

Colin and I stand up and are immediately greeted by Cole.

"That whole show you two put on with the ear biting thing was really believable, but why didn't it go farther?"

"Why are you such an ass?" I reply to his question, he pretends to look hurt,

"I don't know which hurt more, that punch earlier or those words." I roll my eyes and grab Colin's hands.

"It didn't go further because..." Colin looks at me not knowing what to say, I just look at him back.

What do we really tell Cole 'Kierra is as innocent as a fucking fetus and hadn't even kissed a boy pre Colin' yeah cause that would fly well,

"Because..?" Cole asks impatiently,

"I had never even kissed anyone before Colin," I say quickly and a blush creeps up my face, "and he didn't wanna push. Besides we are at camp! What are you really expecting?" Cole looks actually taken aback by what I said but a smirk quickly creeps up his face,

"Little Kiki has never been kissed by a boy?" Cole makes fun,

"Yes she has," Colin says,

"Yeah only you! How is she even supposed to tell if your good?" I open my mouth to say something back but don't know what to say, I look at Colin and he doesn't know what to say either, "Maybe you should let her kiss me, little brother. Then she'll know how a real man kisses,"

"You probably have herpes," I shoot back and he looks hurt, he stays silent for a second, "I don't know what you are really trying to do but I like Colin, I'm not going to kiss you. Ever." Cole just nods his head,

"Ya know what I noticed? You didn't say love. Why don't you guys love each other? You seem so close after all," I am completely shocked. Love? I wouldn't know what love looked like truly if it slapped me in the face.

Do I love Colin?

"Ahh, silence. Well, I'll see you two later. I'll leave you alone now since that's what you want so bad."

Thinking about it, I think Colin almost said he loved me once after I had that panic attack last week.

But it's so soon... it's been not even a week since he kissed me and not even a day since we got together. Colin looks at me,

"Are you okay?" He's been asking me that a lot lately; normally I'll just say 'I'm fine' or I just nod, but am I? All the shit that's gone down in a week...

My head spins as I think about the feeling of me under the water, when I woke up it was like I hadn't breathed in forever. Maybe I hadn't.

I look over at Aiden and Gracie and they are sitting together his arm around hers.

"Kierra?"

"Hmm?"

"Are you okay?" I nod and sit down, "Did the 'l-word' scare you?" He sits down next to me,

"Yeah actually, a little." He nods and I look into his eyes,

"Do you... do you love me?" the four words he clearly was not ready for.

"I-" he looks at me and kisses me, that's all I needed. I kiss him back and feel his hand on the back of my head.

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The next morning my friends, Colin and I are all walking up to the dining hall when Cole runs up and joins us,

"Hello there Kaylee," he says and Kaylee giggles, I roll my eyes and put my head on Colin's arm. Cole puts his arm around Kaylee and she snuggles into his arm like I lay in Colin's.

"Baby?" He says,

"Yes babe?" Gracie and Aiden look at us funny, Colin grabs the back of my head and kisses me. Our foreheads are together and we both smile.

Everything about this is so cliche... I love it.

_

I look at my brother as I kiss my girlfriend and he looks away.

I don't think I have ever seen him this jealous of me.

Not that that's the reason I'm kissing Kierra though. I'm not that kind of guy.

I cant believe Cole hasn't told her anything about me yet... she knows a lot about me, more than any of my exes do, but she doesn't know my home life... she doesn't know what I was like before I met her. Not really.

He has no right to mess up this relationship anyways.

"Colin..." she starts and looks at me, her eyes sparkling, "Does Cole actually like me, or is he just flirting because that's what he does?"

"I don't know exactly, I think he likes you, but he also flirts with any girl with boobs. So..." she nods and looks down at her chest, she shakes her head which makes me laugh. Ashley walks over, great.

"Hey babes," she says and puts her hand on my shoulder, I lean away from her, she looks hurt... until she sees Cole, "Well hello there..." she says seductively and walks over to my brother,

"Hey there gorgeous," Kierra pretends to make vomiting sounds and I laugh at her,

_

Kierra sits down on my lap in the barn and I hold her waist, she buries her head into my shoulder and I snuggle my head on top of hers and we sit like that, not listening to anyone else's voices until the breakfast bell rang.

_

We both sit down during the CIT meeting and I put my arm around her, I see Coles arm on Ashley's back.

"So, today is Tuesday and we have a lot going on, so tomorrow morning you are going to be making sandwiches for the hike right after you sing rise and shine. We nod and get ready to leave for tidy turtles.

As we walk outside Kara stops us and looks at Kierra,

"If you don't wanna go on the hike, you and a couple of friends can stay here tomorrow." she pauses, "How are you feeling in your cabin?" Kierra nods and takes a deep breath,

"It's been kinda hard in my cabin, I've been trying to avoid it as much as possible to be honest because it feels like the other girls are always looking at me and talking about me..." Kara nods,

"I completely understand, you've been through a lot. Well if you don't feel comfortable in your cabin you and Gracie, Aiden, Kaylee and I noticed you and Cole are becoming good Friends as well can all sleep outside for the rest of the time your here," my mouth goes slack, Cole and her? Friends? I fight the urge to laugh, instead I nod,

"Yeah actually, that would be great." I say "I'll let them know." Kara nods, "Also; Yeah it would be great if I didn't have to go on the hike this time..." Kara nods again and leaves us be,

"We get to sleep outside again?" I ask and she nods smiling, "Cole?" she shrugs,

"I might just let him, Kaylee seems to be left out now that Aiden and Gracie are clearly a thing," I pull us closer so our noses touch,

"and us..." I whisper and she nods, we lean in and are about to connect when we are interrupted:

"Oh lord, I can feel the sexual tension from here." I hear Cole next to us and I fight the urge to punch him,

"And about sleeping outside so I can make your little Kaylee feel not left out, I'm down." I grab Kierras hand, I can feel my blood pressure rise and my breathing begin to speed up,

"Thank you... Cole, I appreciate your generous offer." Kierra says sarcastically and through gritted teeth, he smiles and cockily says 'your welcome' and walks away,

"So your letting him sleep with us?" I ask sharply and she nods,

"I'm sorry Colin, but I feel bad leaving Kaylee out and if this is who she falls for next then that's her issue. Not ours." I nod and look down at the ground,

"It's okay..." I look up at her, "But if he makes one wrong move... I'll kill him." she nods smiling and we make our way up to swimming. She chose the same activities as last week, so did Gracie, Aiden, Kaylee and Allison. Unfortunately, the two devils Cole and Ashley signed up for anything they saw our names on.

I walk Kierra to her cabin and then walk to my cabin to put on my swim trunks, even though I don't think either Kierra or me will be swimming... after last time.

_

I sit on the edge of the dock next to Allison, Colin on the other side of me, watching Aiden, Kaylee and Gracie all have fun in the water. I touch my toe to the water and it immediately makes my throat burn. I cough and take my toe out, I have a shirt on over my bathing suite, since as I said previously this bathing suite makes me uncomfortable. And with a perv-like Cole running around it makes me even more uncomfortable.

"Hey little brother. Kiki." he says my name in a weird way and it makes me uncomfortable.

"What do you want Cole?"

"I was just wondering why you two were sitting on the edge of the dock rather than being in." and in one very terrifying moment I was pushed into the water, I scream but its like everything is in slow motion and Colin couldn't get to me in time, the last thing I hear before I hit the water is Colins fist hit Coles face and Cole scream "What the fuck?"

I thrash around in the water screaming and then ending up under water,

"Help!" I gurgle and feel someone's arms around me,

I cough as I am lifted up onto the deck and cough up a bunch of water. I see Colin above me and he kisses me, "I am so sorry!" he says and I shake my head still spitting up water,

"It's not your fault..." I glare at Cole who looks on the brink of tears,

"How–how the hell was I supposed to know she couldn't fucking swim?" he shouts,

"Its not that she cant swim jackass! Last week she almost drowned in the water because someone fucking tied her to a cement block!" Colin is freaking out and getting really close to his face,

"Colin!" I shout as he throws the first punch, I stand up and get in the middle of them, "Cole! Stop!" Colin's first comes merely centimeters away from my face they both stop fighting. Cole wipes blood off of his face, Colin spits out blood. I stand next to Colin looking at Cole, absolutely downright horrified. I feel Colin shaking and pull him away from the docks,

"Come on," I whisper and he nods,

_

Colin and I are sitting on the side of the dining hall cleaning off his wounds,

"Are you okay?" I whisper and he nods with his head in his hand, "I'm sorry this happened to you..." he looks up at me,

"I couldn't catch you..." he says almost silently, "You were falling and I saw you fall and couldn't fucking catch you!" His voice rises and I lift his face up to look at me; his right eye is swollen and he has a cut under his lower lip.

"Hey babe..."

"Hey baby," I smile and touch my forehead to his,

"What a great start to our last week..." he nods and I lift his chin up and kiss him, I sit on his lap and swing my legs around his torso, he grabs my back and pulls me closer. The intensity sparks and he kisses down my neck, he raises his head next to my ear and whispers,

"Remember this?" he bites my ear and I involuntarily moan, he laughs and once again I freeze and he looks me in the eye, "You are so gorgeous..." he lays his head back and I just sit there frozen, "I think I found your weakness..." he smirks and bites my ear again,

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