It had been several weeks since the birth of Jamie , he was developing fast he had started to crawl and he had a little bit of hair. It was so cute he had brown hair and eyes like his dad. Dan , Jamie and I regularly go on walks around the park to him and look at ellies memorial in the feilds. She has a small bench surrounded by plants and flowers and the bench has ingraved baby toys on it with the words Ellie Tabitha Howell forever and always our tiny miricale .As for Dan and I , well we are getting married in twelve hours!
In fact i was due to head off for TGIF for my hen night in a couple of hours.

I jumped out of bed and checked that Dan had previously left for his stag do , he had. I opened my black wardrobe opposite me and threw on the most outrageous mini dress. It was flourencent pink and had multiple badges lining it with things like bride to be stuck oin them. I wasn't neccercarily bothered by what I was wearing though because it would be amazing anyways. I looked at my phone and checked the time
I had thirty minutes till I need to meet Emma. Throwing on my dress I ripped open my make up bag and quickly applied some simple make up. Good to go!

Before running out of the apartment to jump into the party bus I quickly dialed Dans mother's number.
"Hello ?" I breathlessly spoke down the phone
"Ahh Maddy how are you doing?" She asked politely
"Mrs Howell not the time how's Jamie doing??"
"Just fine !"
"OK goodbye" with that I threw my phone into my bag and pulled open the door.
Running over to the black van like vehicle which had all of my friends in, I tripped and landed face first on the warm gravel.
I burst out laughing and dragged myself into the van.
It was the perfect weather outside the sun shone straight at us through the darkened glass windows of the party bus and reflected off of my sequiny dress.
I took a seat on the black leather chair grabbed a bottle of champagne and popped it pouring it into everyone's glasses. The party bus was vibrant with glimmering walls, balloons and ribbon dangled from the ceiling.
As everyone posted for a photo I took my seat and we got going. The music was so loud it echoed round my head several times , the chatter of the people all sounded like a massive blur of noise then all of sudden it stopped ... Everything stopped everyone was looking at me as if to say what did you just say.
I shrugged my shoulders and croaked the words "what?"
Emma touched my hand and whispered
"I think it's time to tell them" in the sper of the moment I realised I hadn't told my friends Ellie died. How could I not of ? I became so confused so I turned around and asked Emma
"Tell them what?" I'm looked at her confused
"Where are we going ?" She tutted I felt a sigh of relief rush through me as I said TGIF .
The rest of the night was brilliant and when we left we head off to the hotel for the night. I was extremely intoxicated my self and fell down on the white sheets in agony. A sharp pain ran up my back and I screamed in pain.
"Hey whats wrong ?" Everyone rushed towards me making me sit up
"My back" I started to tear up
Zoe looked behind my back and pulled a Lego brick from the bed. I was extremly confused until I noticed a trail of legos from the bed to the bathroom in the bathroom there was a rack of shots and a luxury before wedding treatment set from YouTube
The letter read
Hello Maddy
Congratulations on 1,000,000 SUBS and your wedding with Dan tommorow for all the other YOUTUBERS on your hen night wed like to give you this gift .
The night soon passed on and I lifted my wedding dress on my floor and fell asleep.
Bit of a rubbish chapter