I'm tired of trying to be happy
Trying to push through life
Trying to act like I'm ok.

I'm tried of acting.
I'm tired of it all.

No this isn't about me going to do suicide.
No..
But I'm just a tired you know?

I can't even open up fully..
Even if I try..
I just can't..

Because it's so easy to act like the happiest person your friends know..
Yet it's so hard to say.

help me



OK guys this is so scary for me to share I'm actually not lying..
This has been a draft for about a month..
Im not going like Im gonna quit.. No

never..

OMG THIS IS ACTUALLY REALLY SCARY FOR ME TO SHARE..

Heh..

-Scared True