Dev lived like every other, he was successful in life with memories of them in his heart intact, he had made a new beginning, a journey of him and the one who would keep him happy forever- His wife's beautiful memories, his best mate....The nurse gave him,a last letter written by her to him...

Dearest Dev(Only my Mr.Obhodro),Mum and Dad(both mine and Dev's),Di and Jiju,

So...I have some good news and some bad news. The bad news is, apparently, when you'll read this letter I'm dead. Good news, if you're reading this, is that you are most definitely not. Yes, this sucks. It sucks beyond words, but I'm just so damn glad I lived a life so full of love, joy and amazing friends. I am lucky to honestly say that I have zero regrets and I spent every ounce of energy I had living life to the fullest. I love you all and thank you for this awesome life.I can't spend my life with you Dev...but promise I will be with you in my next life...

Do get married for my sake and name my daughter Suhana and tell her our stories, so she knows how much I love her and how proud of her I will always be (and make me sound way cooler than I am). Because I love nothing more than being her mommy. Nothing. Every moment with her was a happiness I couldn't even imagine until she came crashing into your world.

And don't say I lost to cancer. Because cancer may have taken almost everything from me, but it never took my love or my hope or my joy. It wasn't a "battle" it was just life, which is often brutally random and unfair, and that's simply how it goes sometimes. I didn't lose, dammed. The way I lived for years with cancer is something I consider a pretty big victory. Please remember that.
Most importantly, I was unbelievably lucky to spend over a decade with the love of my life and my best friend, Dev yes its you dear. True love and soul mates do exist. Every day was full of hilarity and love with Dev by my side. You are genuinely the best husband in the universe. Through all my cancer crap, you never wavered when so many people would want to run. Even on the worst days you could imagine, we found a way to laugh together. I love you more than life itself and I truly believe that a love like that is so special it will live forever. Time is the most precious thing in this world and to have shared my life for so long with Dev is something I am incredibly grateful for. I love you, Dev. I believe that the awesomeness that is Natasha will truly love you and won't leave you ever (cause you both are "padhakus";)) .

Shubh and Suhana will be your love brought to life, which is pretty beautiful. It absolutely breaks my heart to have to say goodbye. If it's half as sad for you as it is for me, it breaks my heart over again because the last thing I ever want to do is make you sad. I hope that with time, you can think of me and smile and laugh, because, holy wishes did we have a breathtaking life. Go google Physicist's Eulogy and know that it is a scientific fact I will always be with you both in some way. I know that if you just stop and look hard enough, I'll be with there (in as non-creepy a way possible). You're my world and I loved every second we had together more than words.

Friends, I love you all and thank you for the most wonderfully awe-inspiring life. And thank you to all of my amazing doctors and nurses who have taken such incredible care of me. I don't doubt that my team gave me love and care.I look forward to haunting each one of you, so this isn't so much a goodbye as it is see you later Please do me a favor and take a few minutes each day to acknowledge the fragile adventure that is this crazy life. Don't ever forget: every day matters.
With lots and lots of love,
In anticipation of meeting you again,
Yours and only yours
"Khargosh"
Sonakshi Dev Chatterjee........
(Sona)