CHAPTER 17: Backyard
Y/N wondered where Jungkook was. She went towards the backyard. It was lit with beautiful colorful lights. There were flowers everywhere. A very nice fragrance filled the air. She kept admiring the beauty of nature.
Y/N's point of view:
I walked through the edges of the roses. I never admired the backyard on my wedding day. I smelled the sweet fragrance coming from the flowers. I kept walking looking for Jungkook. He was nowhere to be found. I still searched for him. I walked for nearly five minutes when I saw many couples together. Some were sitting on benches, gossiping. Some were kissing as if their lips were glued.
I recalled when Jungkook first kissed me in his room. Some were walking with their partners. But Jungkook was nowhere.
I wondered whether he has gone back or not. I turned and walked back. Suddenly my eyes caught the attention of two people.
The woman was clinging onto the man as if she will never let him go.
The man seemed familiar. I went near to have a clearer view when to my utter bewilderment they kissed in front of me.
I saw who the man was. He was my love. The man whom I loved more than anything.
It was Jeon Jungkook!
And he was passionately kissing another girl. The girl wore a baby pink colored skirt and a black top.
The girl too looked familiar. I have seen the girl before and that too kissing someone.
It took a little time when it came to my mind who the girl was. It was Park Chae-young!!!
I wondered what she was doing. It seemed as if they have never kissed each other. Jungkook’s face was looking so full of pleasure. I couldn’t see them kissing so passionately.
I couldn’t bear it any longer and went away. I left the church without any delay. I have made it that I will leave him.
How could Jungkook do this to me!!!
Just a few minutes ago I assured Taeyong that Jungkook was the best husband.
And now he too betrayed me! Why did he do this to me?!
I wouldn’t have bothered if he never loved me. He too played with me, played with my love.
For once, I thought that he loved me truly. Even after what I saw yesterday about Rosé Unnie, I believed him.
I believed him that he loves me truly
But....
Everything was just a lie!!
Was a joke!!
Right!! He always jokes with me..then why can't he joke with me on this matter!
Why does this happen to me that whenever I love someone truly…from the bottom of my heart, he betrays with my trust? Why?!!!
I walked through the main road back to the house. Taeyong was a playboy, I knew that…but Jungkook?? Did he too play with me? Did he use me to get pleasure?
But how come I.....
I just wanted to say him after coming from the wedding but….all is messed up...
Every moment the scene of Jungkook kissing Rosé Unnie flashed in my mind.
What sin I did that I have to suffer like this!!!
I just want to go back home and pack all my things. It would be better to leave Jungkook as soon as possible. I kept walking as fast as possible.
Suddenly a bright light shone on my face and then .....
End of Y/N's pov
Y/N didn’t see that a car was approaching her. She had an accident. When she regained her senses, she saw that she was in a hospital. There was the doctor standing near her bed.
“How are you feeling now, Ma’am?” the doctor asked.
“I’m feeling little better, doctor. Who brought me here, doctor?” Y/N asked.
“Wait, I’ll bring him.” The doctor said and went out. After a minute the doctor returned accompanied by a man.
“Taehyung oppa!” Y/N said weakly.
“Y/N, how are you now? What has happened to you?” Taehyung asked.
“I’m fine. How come you brought me here?”
“You were walking on the road. I would rather say you were running as if you were in a hurry. You were not walking on the footpath. I blew the horn of my car quite a number of times, but you didn’t seem to hear. Is anything wrong?”
“I’ll say you everything. “ She turned to the doctor and asked if he could leave them alone for a few time.
The doctor said, “Yes.” and went away.
Y/N looked at Taehyung.She took a deep breath.
“Taehyung oppa, I’ll ask you something about Jungkook. You’ll say the truth.” Y/N said.
“Okay, but what happened?”
“Oppa,who’s Park Chae-young?” Y/N fired the question at him.
Taehyung looked taken aback. He was surprised to hear the name that Y/N said.
“Park Chae-young?”
“Yes, Rosé unnie. Were Jungkook and Rosé unnie in relationship?”
Taehyung looked at her in surprise. He gulped. There was no sound except the bustling of nurses and doctors outside.
Finally, Taehyung said, “Yes, they were in relationship at the end of their high school. They loved each other very much. Everyone knew about their relationship. Mr. and Mrs. Jeon along with Mr. and Mrs. Park had planned their wedding. They used to go to dates and cafés. Their wedding would have taken place by next year if everything went well. But a clash happened in their relationship. Three years ago, Rosé had gone to Australia. She went alone. They used to talk together. Rosé even used to send him gifts from Australia. But suddenly, Rosé stopped communicating with him. Jungkook thought maybe something has happened there and waited. Mrs. Park died for she loved Rosé a lot. Rosé was their only daughter. They thought that maybe she has died. But Jungkook never believed it. We, hyungs thought that may be Rosé had betrayed him and she won’t return ever. We never said these to anyone, not even Jungkook. He thought that Rosé would come back one day. He waited for these three long years just for Rosé. But Rosé never returned. Jungkook first went into depression. He used to be alone always. He even turned cold. Even we, hyungs could not cheer him up. Then his father engaged him in business. Slowly, Jungkook came out of the depression. But still he couldn’t forget Rosé. So, in order to bring love in his life, Mr. Jeon planned to get Jungkook married to you. Mrs. Jeon opposed it. Jennie too. But Mr. Jeon did not listen. So at last you two ended up marrying. He is a very nice person. But why are you asking about Rosé and Jungkook's relationship? And, how do you know Rosé?”
“Oppa, I never knew anything about Rosé unnie. On our wedding day, when we reached our house, Jungkook was not at all bothered to show me my room. So, I walked up to the second floor. When I touched the knob of one of the rooms situated at the left of Jungkook's room, Jungkook warned me to touch the door. So, I didn’t go there. Yesterday, you remember Jungkook had to go his office?,” Taehyung nodded, “I was alone in the house and so I thought of investigating that room. The room was not locked. I went inside and saw that the room was filled with innumerable photos of a girl…”
Y/N narrated everything she saw in that room. She told Taehyung about the diary which Jungkook and Rosé shared.
“So, this is how you came to about Rosé. But why is Jungkook not with you?” Taehyung asked.
Y/N looked at Taehyung for a few seconds and then burst in tears. She hugged Taehyung and kept on crying.
“What happened? Why are you crying?” Taehyung asked.
Y/N narrated everything she saw at the wedding party. She hiccoughed a number of times while she spoke about the scene where Jungkook was kissing Rosé. Finally, she broke down. Taehyung consoled her.
“But maybe you saw someone else, Y/N?”
“No,it was Jungkook. I recognized him by his dress. I even recognized him by the style he was kissing Rosé Unnie for there was picture of him and Rosé Unnie kissing in that room."
“Okay, Y/N. I understand how you are feeling. Now don’t cry. I need to say something.”
Taehyung took a deep breath and said, “Y/N, do you know that you are ….that you are pregnant?”
Y/N looked at him blankly. Then after a few seconds she nodded. “Yes, I kind of sensed that. I haven't tested though.”
Taehyung handed her pregnancy report.
“Does Jungkook know this?” Taehyung asked.
“No. He does not know it. And he does not deserve to know it too. Oppa, promise me,” Y/N took Taehyung's hands and said, “that you won’t say that I am pregnant to anyone. Not even Jungkook. Oppa, are the only one with whom I shared all my secrets. So, promise my oppa, you won’t say anything to anyone. Promise me!”
Taehyung looked at Y/N in terror. He had never seen Y/N so sad like this. He couldn’t speak for some time.
“Y/N …I ..” Taehyung stammered. He could not find any words to speak.
“Promise me, oppa!” Taehyung mustered up his courage and finally said, “I promise you Y/N that no one would know that you are pregnant, not even Jungkook. Now you need to go back to your house, Y/N. Doctor has given the permission that you are discharged from the hospital.”
“Yes, I need to go back. I need to pack up my things.”
“Pack? Why will you pack up?
“Yes, I will pack up my things and go back to my house. My Eomma and Appa’s house. I cannot stay with a betrayer. I would have never cared if he hated me. He could have kissed any girl in front of me. But, he loved me. Or rather I loved him and he took the advantage of my love. He promised me that he would never betray, never hurt me. But he broke his promise. He betrayed me and kissed Rosé unnie. Yes, I know that he is the father of my child, but I don’t care. My child will know that he has no father.”
“Y/N, how can you say this?”
“I can. I can say this, Oppa. I am saying this not out of anger but for the pain I received today. I could get over the pain when Taeyong betrayed me. He was a playboy. He used to use girls for fun, enjoyment. But Jungkook? I loved him very much. I had devoted my life to him. He was my love, my life, and everything. I saw the world through his eyes. His touch meant like a heavenly touch. I had full faith in him. I thought that finally, the True Love of My Life Is Jungkook. But all was just a joke. After today’s incident, it seems that there is no true love for me. Every time, I love someone truly and believe that he would never break my trust, he breaks it. He betrays me.”
There was a deep silence. Nobody spoke. At last, Taehyung broke the ice. He asked Y/N, “Do you want me to drop you at your house?”
“Okay.” Y/N said.
Taehyung dropped Y/N at Jungkook's house. Y/N went near the door. It was wide open and someone was speaking.
“- Rosé, I need to find Y/N. Please! I’ll listen to you afterwards.” Y/N heard Jungkook speaking.
“Okay, but listen to me. You are accusing me. You are asking me what I did these three years, why I stopped contacting you. Jungkook, I never betrayed you. My love for you is always pure. I had a major accident in Australia. I lost my memory. I tried to recall everything. I had many photos of you in my gallery. I wondered who you were. Sometimes, I had to suffer from severe pain whenever I tried to remember my past. Just two months ago, under certain circumstances, I remembered everything. I tried to contact you but it said that the number was invalid. You must have changed your number. So I made all the preparations to come back. I was invited by Suzy for I was her cousin sister, Rina's best friend. I never betrayed you, Jungkook.”
Y/N heard a female speak. She understood that it was Rosé.
“But Rosé, I am married to Y/N. She’s not here. It’s my responsibility to find her. She might have seen us kissing. And, so she have-”
“She might have left you. She might have betrayed you. You promised me, Jungkook that you never love any girl other than me.”
“Yeah, I know that. And so, I waited three years. Why do you think I married Y/N? My father forced me to marry. Neither I nor Y/N loved each other. Appa forced me so that I may overcome the grief of losing you. I even told Y/N that she could sleep with other guys. I said these so that she could hate me. But, she’s my wife. And, so I think it is my responsibility to look after her and also to –”
“Love her, right? And, forget me.”
“Rosé, please! I beg you. Don’t misunderstand me. ”
“I understand you, Jungkook. All these years, you used my love.”
“NO! JUST LEAVE ME.” bellowed Jungkook. He could no longer control his fury.
“Jungkook! You forgot me. For Y/N you are bellowing at me!!!”
“Just leave me alone, Rosé. I need to find Y/N.”
“Fine. I’m going. You find her. Now I am no one to you. You do not care for me.” Saying Rosé came out of the house with tears streaming down. She came up to the door and saw Y/N standing. She held Y/Nsl's hand tightly.
“YOU WANTED THIS TO HAPPEN, RIGHT? YOU WANTED JUNGKOOK. YOU WANTED HIM TO FORGET ME. NOW YOU ARE VERY HAPPY, MRS. JEON Y/N !!!” Rosé screamed at the top of her voice. She started crying harder.
Hearing Rosé say Y/N's name, Jungkook came out. He saw Y/N and was relieved to find her safe though there was a band-aid on her head.
“Y/N, you are here? Where have you been so long? And, why is there a band-aid on your head?” Jungkook asked with concern.
“It’s none of your business to know where I was, and what happened to me. Please move aside so that I can pack up my belongings. I must leave as soon as possible. And Rosé unnie ,” Y/N turned to Rosé and holding her hand said, “Jungkook will not leave you. I will not take him away from you. Who am I to break the love between you two? Your love is purer than mine. Jungkook was yours, he is yours and he,” she took a deep breath and said, “ will be yours forever.", her voice cracking, "Your relationship was for many years. And I was married to him only few weeks ago. How much can I love him in this short period of time? I’ll give him divorce as soon as possible. Then you two can marry and live happily.”
“Y/N, how can you say that? You forgot the night we spent together. You promised me that you won’t leave me." Jungkook protested.
Rosé kept looking at Y/N..
Y/N!!How beautiful she is! Why wouldn’t Jungkook not love her? He’s right. Y/N is his wife and it is his responsibility to love her. Her face looks so beautiful in the sweet moonlight. Her face looks full of mercy. Jungkook needs her. I don’t care if Jungkook forgets me. Y/N must not give him divorce.
Rosé said to Y/N, “Y/N, you won’t give Jungkook divorce. Yes, it is true that we loved each other for many years. But you are his wife. And so it is your responsibility, too to love him and look after him. Only a few weeks have passed and you are thinking of giving him divorce! No, you are going wrong. You ought to know him more. Jungkook is a very nice person. He may be showing you that he is bad but that’s just a show. He is too good to be bad. He needs you for the rest of his life. He needs your love.”
“You see, even Rosé I telling you to stay. Please don’t go. It will make matters worse.” Jungkook pleaded.
“No, Rosé unnie. You’ll marry him and that’s final. He promised you that he will never leave you, never love any other girl except you. I know how much he loves you. It is you whom he needs and not me.” Y/N said and quickly went inside the house. She ran quickly to Jungkook's room.
Y/N's point of view:
I went inside Jungkook's room. Is unnie right? Does Jungkook really need me?
His dad made him marry me to forget unnie.
Now unnie has come. So, why does he need me? And, moreover, he needs me, not wants me..
I’ll go back. I’ll go back to my house.
I’m sorry Jungkook. I really don’t want to leave you. You were the only one whom I trusted the most. You are my everything. You are the love of my life. You may forget me, but you will always be in my heart. I know you love me but Rosé unnie...she’s your first love.
You both love each other very much. I know Jungkook that many memories are attached to this room but they are worthless in front of the relationship between you and Unnie.
I still remembered when you first said me in this very room: “Y/N, I really never hated you.”
Those moments will always be cherished by me. You may not be with me but those moments together will help me to survive. Each of your kisses.....
But...maybe it is not destined that I should ever be in any relationship. Maybe it is destined that you and unnie be together.
I changed my dress. I packed my belongings. I took the pregnancy report. The photo frame which you gifted me on my birthday...I took it out from my luggage.
I still remember how you mocked at me for blushing.
I laughed a bit.
I kept it near the table lamp and with a last look, went away from the room....
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