So the night that I was talking about.... The most amazing night of my life. Well it was actually tonight only.
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I was in my room crying that is when someone called me i smiled as i saw the callers name "lucky".
I picked up his call before i could say anything he started shooting me with his questions.
"ragu what happened?", "ragu why are you crying?", "is everything ok?" "come on say something ragu"
I just smiled more seeing his concern

"now why are you smiling?".
I looked at him from the window and wiggled my eyebrows asking "what".
While he shot back with his wiggling eyebrows making me giggle.
"come on say it"
Ragini : nothing
Laksh : so basically you need no reason to cry.
Ragini : luckyyyyy😤
Laksh :raguuuu😙

Ragini : (smiling) just had a fight with mum. And nothing so fancy.
Laksh : oh ok. So why cry about it? After all you do fight for no reason at all.
Ragini : you...
Voice: ragini come down for dinner.
Ragini : coming dad.
My dad saved you idiot.
Laksh: ya he did. Now go
Ragini :I'll talk to you later lucky. Bye
Laksh : ok. Bye
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After dinner I came back to my room only to be called by sanskar. Yup. Sanskar called me. I was in no mood to pick up his call but had to because we were friends before we started dating so i decided to answer.
And trust me how I later wished that i had not answered... Why? Well because he was hell bent on convincing me to get back with him. And i don't want to go back to him. Not when i know i don't love him the way i love... Well you know...

So after a lot of arguing, dramas and some tears he was finally convinced that this cannot happen. We cannot happen ever again. As he understood that i was for someone else's. And he wished me "good luck". Like he could do anything about it. After i ended my call with him i looked out of my window only to see a very distraught figure or to be precise a person standing right in front of the window.
Laksh....
He just came from outside I think. He looked very disturbed, i don't understand why? I was about to call him but my words got stuck in my throats when..... When...... (okay let me gulp down this lump)... When.. I.. I
Saw him take off his sweatshirt. Oh.... Go.... Godddd.
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I came back home after meeting Swara. Yup her. She called me and literally blackmailed mr emotionally to meet her. I was in no mood to see her but had no choice. So i reluctantly went. The moment i entered inside the choclit shop she was about to hug me but i moved back. So that she can realise that i wad not interested.
We sat down and she started to talk.
She wanted to get back together but I... I don't know what I want. After my breakup with swara as you all know I started to spend time with ragini. My bestfriend.
And i swear the kind of the happiness and peace i feel with ragini. I never felt with even swara. But why?
I cannot really put my feelings in to place right now but one thing that I know for sure is that I am not getting back together with swara. Well after lot of emotional drama and some arguing i made her understand that i am ready to be friends with her but patchup is not in the option.

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After our talk i went back home. I was disturbed because of my feelings for ragu. What are they? I could not figure out. So I decided to put my mind at ease by taking a quick hot shower and going to sleep. So i started changing and while changing my eyes fell on a very beautiful and angelic face or well to say a beautiful girl standing there right across the window and literally gawking at me.

While i just chuckled looking at her. And instead of bringing her out of her dream land i fell in a eyelock with her.
But when I did look at her I felt as if I was looking at her for the very first time. I felt as if I can look at her whole night. I could feel myself drowning in those beautiful dark brown orbs. And i could sense that she was falling too.
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The two souls and two pair of eyes stood there looking at each other as if for the first time. It felt as if the feelings which were deep down buried, the old buried feelings have finally shook lose.

I felt as if there was no escaping. But well we escaped our eye lock and because of some random sounds.
She smiled at me while I smiled back at her. I asked her to meet me at the park right away. Just to talk and no reason. And she happily agreed..

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I am going to meet lucky at the park. And i really feel like talking to my friend now after everything that happened with sanky. But i am not able to forget what just happened in the room. I have never seen these feelings in his eyes before. They had a different kind of shine. Very different.
I think he is back together with swara.
Well I had tears in my eyes by now but I pretended to be happy. Happy for my friends. (little did she know that these shine in his eyes was for her)

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Laksh : hey ragu. Come.
Ragini nodded silently.
Laksh : what happened? Why are you crying?
Ragini : nothing.
Laksh : come on say it ragu.
Ragini : i am happy for you lucky. Really happy.
Laksh looked at her confused.
Laksh : what?
Ragini : I thought I was fine with you and Swara dating. But guess what i am not.
Laksh could not understand what she is talking about.
Ragini : you are back together. I know.
Laksh : ragu.... Listen
Ragini: no lucky you listen to me.
I am tired. Tired of thinking about others happiness. Tired of faking my happiness. Tired of being the perfect girl. Because even after being perfect i cannot get you to like me back. Why?
Lucky. Why?

Laksh now had tears in his eyes. Ragini was sobbing badly.
Ragini : i don't want to be perfect. I don't want to be like this.
She opened up hairs completely to make them messy from a perfect ponytail. She started tearing up her dress and ruining the kajal present on her eyes. She was hurting herself so
Laksh tried to stop her but all in vain.
So he kissed her.
He finally kissed her.

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I kissed her but she was trying to pull away therefore I tightened my grip on her waist and she started kissing me back as she kept her hands around my neck. We kissed for few minutes as i kept pulling her more towards while she did the same.
Then we finally broke the kiss as we were out of breath now. But we still had our lips very close to each other as we wanted to continue

But before we could continue raginis mom and my dad both called us back home.
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I was disappointed but also happy as I could see the disappointment in lakshs eyes as well. We awkwardly smiled at each other and went back home.
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So that is the amazing thing that happened to me. I could not sleep thinking about it. I wonder if laksh is also thinking about it.
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I am still awake as I am thinking about that kiss and I hope ragini Is too.
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Both smiled in contentment and again tried to sleep.

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The pics didn't upload first so i published the chapter again