I have been told that I am a fraud , unnecessary , and deserving of death. I'm that person who gets harassed by Pico's band ... Yeah , me , [Y/N] , I have a shitty life , I would have liked an ordinary life ... but as long as I'm here , I would just be in a lie's bubble. I get up from my bed, my eyes sticky. It was Sunday, and tomorrow will be another entry into hell. I looked at my alarm clock, 12:45 am. today it's raining , I can already hear the sound of drops hitting my window. Besides ,
I was supposed to go to the media library , this day starts well ... ugh.

I get up from my bed definitively and stretch out , I closed my eyes for a moment, sighing , disappointed with the life I am currently leading. My gaze then falls on my closet , which I approach to open the sliding door which contains my clothes. So I took a white sweater with a sunflower on it , a white t-shirt , followed by faded jeans and tearing somewhere. I took my underwear and a pair of white socks , then went to get dressed in my bathroom. After I finished that , I comb my hair to put it right. I brush my teeth too , and put on my glasses , look at me in the mirror. Then sighed a second time , I leave my bathroom to go have my breakfast. I live alone , without anyone , I never knew my parents and I don't care. I took my tea and went to my room , to go cartoon for a little while.

I spend an hour watching my cartoon. I got up and took my bag to go to the library , the rain is not stopping and I have no umbrella. I put on my hood , then left my apartment , locked. I go down the stairs and set off , avoiding being seen by other people , I hate people. I stay in my thoughts all along the road. Until I got to the library , I opened the doors to enter it. I saw a girl at the entrance , with the manager of the place who greeted me with a wave of her hand and invited me to join her.

- « Hello [Y/N] ! I am waiting for you , I would need your help. »

- « Of course , I'm listening to you , what's going on ma'am ? »

- « The girl on your left is new to town , I would like you to help her integrate into the library if you don't mind ! »

- « Sure » I turned to the girl, who takes turns looking at the manager and me. « What y'a name ? » She looked me straight in the eye, also calm and mature temper. Then smiles , quite confidently .

- « Rasazy , and you ? »

- « Call me [Y/N] , are we going ? »

- « Sure »

She followed me smiling , I went to introduce her to the place for 10 minutes , then after going around it , we sat down at a table : for my part , my suite of Twillight , for her , a book of occultism .She was pretty cute , I think. She was focused in her reading and was so wise , I would say , in a way. Is this an opportunity for me to be sociable ? Maybe , go ahead

- « Soooo ... if I understood correctly , are you new in town ? Do you have family ? »

- « Yeah » She look at me for a while « i have a big brother, a mother and a father. »

- « You have a brother ? »

- « Yeah , and he so loud , dammit ... » She sighed for a moment and smiled at me « How old are you ? »

- « 16 yo , and you ? »

- « 17 for my brother , for my part I have 15 yo and half »

We talk for a long time , talk about everything and nothing. Did I make a friend ? Really ? Oh god thank you for this gift , I love you so much and don't regret being a first in church ... Speaking of church , Rasazy's family is religious. I hope he likes me ... It's been 02:15 pm now. I took my bag , smiling , telling Rasazy that I was going to leave and that we might see each other another time , still smiling. I leave the library and go home , but on my way , I lashed out on someone.

- « Holy shit, can't you be careful ?! »

- « S-Sorry ! I have not done it on purpose ... » I looked down for a moment, before seeing a white hand reaching out in front of me, I lift my head and look at the person in front of me.

- « Yeah , yeah , but next time fucking blunder , once but not twice. » He looked at me for a moment before taking my hand to gently lift me up . « By the way , I'm Selever , and you ? »

- « [Y/N] ... nice to meet y'a- »

The rain fell on us, but our eyes could not take off. He was deep in thought, but I noticed to myself that he was still holding my hand. I pulled it out gently, then he recovered. He took his umbrella, which had fallen to the ground, and put it under my head. I looked at him hesitantly, and timidly took the umbrella, I smiled kindly, just like him. He tells me I could keep him because he didn't need it. The mysterious boy went away, greeting me kindly. I noticed that a paper was hung on his umbrella.... He left me his number