" Where the Hell were you," my dad says screaming at me.
"It's none of your business dads, I am home safe now" as I scream back at him.
" What you tone young lady," my mother says raising her voice.
" Don't you start with me either you're not even ever home so have no god damn idea what happens under your roof" I say with sassy?  She stays quiet, it was true she didn't know what happening under her roof and with her kids.
"Watch how you talk to your Mother" I roll my eyes and I look at him.
"You have no idea what happens to your kids first of all secondly you don't have to listen to you, your not even my father" he stays quiet and so does my mother and I do as well I just realize what I just had said.
A silent awkwardness starts and I think I have never said that to him. I always knew seen I was seven but it didn't bother me it didn't matter. At least a had a loving father who cared or use to. He just screaming at me once I enter the house.  I feel Sebastian's hand in my back moving around in circles.
" This exactly why we sending you to military school," my father says. I roll my eyes and think are they crazy they can't I'm almost eighteen next week.
" You Changing and talking back and you never have I would expect this behavior from your brothers but you, I am just disappointed in you" in says in a disappointed voice.
" Don't give me that crap, I not going to Military school and You can't make me I am almost eighteen" as I scream at them.
" What happened to my little girl that was kind and loves her family and never gave an attitude" as he screams back at me I couldn't believe him I haven't been the little girl seen I was ten.
" You haven't noticed anything because you two are gods knows where and I been raising Juan seen I was ten, so you have no right to yell to me about my where shouts" as I run into the kitchen. I go through another door and start looking for alcohol. I didn't drink alcohol a lot but when I did it was when I was mad frustrated.
" Uh, where is it" as I kept looking and look for it.
" What are you looking for" I hear a voice and I turn around to see Sebastian.
" Lock the door" he listens and locks the door,
"My alcohol is was about five tequila bottle and three Vodka bottles" as he smiles and starts walking to the back and hits the floor with his foot. He opens the floor and pulls the bottles of alcohol out.
" You need to hide your Alcohol better I saw them when I came in here last time so I hid it for you" he gives me some of the bottles in my hands and I give a confused look. "What I not letting you drink alone" he smiles and walks up to the door when he is about to unlock it.
"What about Josefa" wonder where she was he couldn't drink he had to watch Josefa. "Don't worry she's in the movie Room so she is busy for a while" as he unlocks the door. 

We walk out of the kitchen slowing going up the stairs, they did t see us but what I heard was " Divorce" I can't believe were they getting a divorce. My parents married for 16 years, together for 18 years might of be getting a divorce.
" Hey you coming or not" I nod and he pulls me Into his room.
He locks the door it was dark but the curtain opened so the moon was lighting the room up a bit. We sit on his bed and he takes out his Tequila shot cups. "The cups are from around the world where I been" I smile and I pour the alcohol into the cups. We drink and drink after a while we had a competition. We kept mentioning weird things about ourselves after hours and hours of drinking and telling secrets. He comes close and looks at me like he was asking permission to kiss me.
I peck his lips and pulls closer to his lips. I could feel his breath on them and I look at his eyes and instantly out eye lock and I lean in a lips lock. We kissed and it getting deep and passionate and he put his lips on my neck and I feel him sucking his mouth on my neck. I moan and moan and he went more down. I laugh when his hands were on my stomach I am ticklish so it tickles. He shakes his head and his lips were on mine. We kiss and kiss next thing I know I am in my underwear and bra. He was in his boxer and he was close to my body kissing it and I just moan.  We then lay there and I just wonder why he didn't finish. " Who your first," he asks I completely feel embarrassed so I blush "Umm... well if we had continued for a while more... it would be you but seen you didn't no one" as I turn my back on him. He puts his arms around me " And you" I ask curious he must have had plenty of girls. " No one" I am in shock the Bastard was a virgin maybe shouldn't judge someone until you know them.
  " Let's take it slow, we don't want to do something we would regret" I smile and I turn around to face him. His face was close to mine and his arm still wrapped around me.
" I wouldn't of regret it " I whisper he smiles and pulls me into a kiss and he pulls away. I smile and we lay there and after a while, we both fall asleep.
In the Morning
I wake and I have a massive headache and feel arms around me. Some of the memory was coming back and I freak out. I was wonder if I had made love to Sebastian, omg what if I did this would be a disaster.
" Good morning beautiful " I blush his voice was low husky but cute.
" Are you watching me sleep" he chuckles and I blush.
" Maybe but who couldn't when you snore" I laugh and look at him.
"  I don't snore you do no one can sleep when you snore like a pig" I was hit with a pillow and try to get up but he pulls me down and was close to him.
" I have to go okay I am busy today," I say it more as a question than a statement.
" Yeah, and when pigs fly" I laugh at his answer and he pulls me even closer. I get up and try to find my clothes he gets up and pushes me up to the wall. I start to feel déjà vu.
" I c..can't keep doing this...this" he hit the wall again but this time his hand started to bleed.
" I never asked you too" as I started to put up walls again.
"Uh your so confusing one minute your all sweet and kind and the next your angry and violent, do you even care about me" as I get frustrated and push him against the wall.
I didn't know how I felt, he knew he couldn't let me know that he cared.
"I don't care about you" I get frustrated again.
" Your lying, why mess with my feels, if you didn't care" and I kiss him on the lip. "Does that mean anything to you, or you are that heartless, jerk that I think you are?" As I hope that this wasn't a lie it could be.
" Yes" and I smile but think to myself I didn't need him I would be fine without him. I should be focusing on him right now but what about Eliseo I had led him on. I knew I had feelings for him and this would destroy him.
" We need a break," I say looking down at the floor.
"Are you sure because if that is what you want I am okay with that" I nod and he pulls away and I grab my clothes? I put them on and he lays there and watches me I blush a bit but I quickly stop. I walk up to his desk and take an electric cigarette and walk up to the door and I look back "umm can you um put my alcohol back please" he nods and I smile a bit.
" I care about you I understand you need space after everything that has happened" I smile and I walk out of the room and close it. I wasn't falling for him I wasn't no way. It's just a lust that I like having then I remember. Eliseo, I had left him, he was sleeping and hurt from Sebastian and he wasn't in my room when I got back from Freezies he must be mad with me. I forget it all happen when I was with Sebastian I need to get away from him.