Rosina's POV
I wake up when I hear something falls on the floor. I look around in the dark and I then look down to the floor and see Eliseo. I get up from bed and I run to him. I try to make him sit up on the floor. I bring the ladders and the string all way up and I look at him. I drag his body up near my bed and I walk over to the bathroom. I grab everything I needed to help him. Once I clean him and he wakes up, I going to scream at him then asked what happened. I grab everything and walk over to him.
I take off his shirt and I see the big cut that was on his stomach. I looked at more clear and knew it wasn't that deep but it was going to need lot of rest. I start wiping the blood away with the wet towel. I continue on to his face and I look at him while I continue. Who could of done this to him, it was a perfect night and no knew I was going out. Only Sebastian did and I thought and thought he couldn't, why would he hurt someone I cared about. I had let him hurt me and threat me but why go after Eliseo, he knew I loved him. To much and that it would hurt me. So why? The goes over and over in my head until I finished him cleaning blood off of him.
I throw the blood rag and blood shirt into the washer that was in my room. I walk back to him and I clean the cut with hydrogen and I start stitching him up. You might be wonder I can I stitch him up well, I took a couple classes last summer just in case. I finish stitching up and I was glad he was knocked out he would of never let me finished if he was awake. I pick up his body up a little and made him lay down. I put a pillow under his head and and I gave him a blanket. I would put him on my bed but he weighs to much.
I run to the shower and I strip down. I enter the shower and let the nice hot water start hit my body. I was starting to relax and claim down. I start washing my hair and minutes later I get all the shampoo out of my hair. I start washing my body with soap and then I let rinse off. I get out of the shower and wrap my body in a towel and my hair into a towel. I get out to get clothes to see Eliseo still peaceful sleeping. I grab my clothes and I get dressed, I was in black shorts and big t-shirt with my white socks. I untangled my hair and I walk out of the bathroom again. I look to see Eliseo sitting up.
I walk over to him and I could see pain the pain in eyes though didn't show it. " What happened, who did this to you, I freaking out, just tell me already, was it Sebastian, ugh I going kill him if it was him, why would..." I was cut off by Eliseo. " Yes it was him, but it was also my fault..." he then groans in pain and " Stop moving so much or your stitches will come out" he nods and I just stare at him. Why did this happen to night, it was going so well, why would he do this night, how was this his fault he couldn't of done anything so this wouldn't of happened? New questions would run in my head and a new one and it went on and on.
" Stop thinking so much your head going to explode" as he chuckles and I just smile and roll my eyes. He gets up and I help walk over to my bed. We lay there and he wrap his arms around me and pulls me closer. He slowly falls a sleep and I thinking. I was showing to make him pay, he going to finally know what it like to feel pain. It was going to the worst thing ever and I had a plan. No was going ever miss or look for the Bastard he was going to away for a long time and never coming back I then drift of to sleep.
Fourteen Hours Later
After waking up and taking care of Eliseo for hours after we woke up. He slowly goes back to sleep and I start getting dress. I wear a white summer dress that was above my knees. I put on white flats and untangle my hair again. I let my hair out and I start looking through my purse. I finally found my closed pocket knife and I put into my bra, just in case of anything. Today I was going to act on my plan so I need to protection from him at all times. I leave a note to Eliseo not to leave the house today and everything needed was there. I push the ladders down and I climb down. I push it up the ladder and I walk over to Sebastian's door and I open it a bit, I see him smoking.
I open the door completely and he doesn't look back. I close the door and I walk right up to him and I sit with him and I hope he dies from smoking, it was bad for your body you die from this he knew and just didn't care. Before I thought him die, no way he was mean heartless, jerk but people can change no matter what, no one deserves to die or at least that's what I thought. But no he hurt someone I love, he can do thing to his body, he can died for all I care about. Maybe some people actually do deserve to died, no matter who they are. Now I talking crazy I just angry at this Bastard for doing this.
I look at him and see he didn't have a cigarette it was a electric cigarette. I grab it from his hand I smoke the electric cigarette. He looks at me and he cracks a small smile but it faints away quickly as it came. I sit with the electric cigarette and I stop.
"What's your story" I look at him with curiosity.
"You don't want to know it do much to take in" he takes the electric cigarette and he smokes it.
"I want know, you know my past" I look at with a small smile.
"Okay I tell you, only because I little drunk" he says with a little smile. 
"Are you sure" as I try to sound consider but I wasn't.
"Yeah, look Let me tell you about a kid named Sebastian,He's slowly running out of things to believe in. Every couple of months his stepdad leaves him,for no good reason his step-mom beats him.Not too many friends, only ever had a few of them, but recently they don't want anything to do with him.Always eating lunch in the bathroom stall,he just wants to feel normal and be cool again.Always feeling like the outcast, he's been going crazy ever since his mom passed" as he looks at me with a sad face.
" I am so sorry, I wish knew before " as I hug softly and he stood there but hugged back.
" There more, can I continue?" I nod.
"He needed guidance and advice but instead he only had breakdowns and flashbacks of the car crash.It had been getting harder everyday, if she was still around everything would be OK. Cause his mom was always the light at the end of the tunnel,but now that same damn tunnel is looking dark and grey" as I nodded feeling sad for him. He runs his hand through his hair and continues.
"He kept quiet in the back of the class and when the bell rings Sebastian hurries home fast,scared to death the other kids will kick his ass on the long walk home.Cause its happened in the past so, He's getting used to the black eyes and fat lips but all he's got is a fake smile and cut wrists.Wishin ' he could walk right up to them and show them the scars and say look you're the reason that I've done this.Maybe they would finally understand and go back to how it was before it all began But he's just a little different so they taunt him and they beat him. Yeah it's all just fun and games, they didn't give a damn" I look at him. " You could of die, I wish I understand more, I just don't understand, you could of bleed to death. " I wanted to end the pain and misery but I couldn't" I nod and he continues once again.
"His older brother wasn't around, in and out of jail, hanging with the wrong crowd
He's been doing coke, smoking weed, getting drunk all his life he's a shame
no, he's not too proud.Now his habits were rubbing off on his little bro, but guess what?
Little did he know that every time he did a line,every time he lit a joint,every time he took a shot he would set the mode,So Sebastian's sitting in his room getting high now
Doors locked, music up, with his lights out.He just takes another toke til his room fills with smoke 5-6-7 hours til he knocks out.Now he started stealing pills from his step dad
8-9-10 at a time and now they're gone and maybe for a moment all his problems seem to fade,but the high fades too after not too long and that's when it really sinks in and that's when it hits him.That those god damn drugs won't fix him, Curled up on the floor, can't take it anymore" A tear shed from my eyes. " First of all you could of killed your self, secondly why didn't call you call us" as I wonder "why not just call us, We could of helped. " No you couldn't, once I told you guys, things would be different, I just be a case that you needed help" as he sighs and I nodded.
"Now he was talking to God 'cause he's the only one that gets him. On his knees, looking up, can't stop crying and says "God I know we haven't talked in a long time but this time I really need you. Please God help me, say something just give me a sign, because now I'm falling apart and I don't think that I can do it. Please God, give me the strength
to pull through it. Tell me, Should I give up? I could end it all right now. I just don't know if I'm brave enough to do it. Cause there's gotta be a better way than suicide.
Try to wait it out, give it time, but that didn't work" as I look at me putting on a sad smile. " Why not call me, I wouldn't of said anything and I could of tried to help" as I look at him with a small smile. " You couldn't of helped me" he runs had through his hair again.
"Because it's been so long and I still haven't been able to get rid
of all the thoughts that I feel inside. So sick, so angry, so mad
and to top it off no one even knows that" as he then looks at me trying to explain and I nod and he puts his arm over my shoulder and pulls me in.
"That's when he stood up, wiped his tears, walked over to his desk
and got a pen and a notepad,He just couldn't see it getting any better
So on a cold dark night in December, Sebastian knew exactly what he had to do
But first he sat down and wrote a couple letters.
One to his step-dad, one to his step-mom,couple to the kids at school, one to his brother
Bringing them the pain that they once brought him, tear drops on the paper one after another" I look at him confused. He wrote the letters but why not just leave it wasn't like he was killing himself.
"Yeah, I hope that you all feel guilty.Cause I'm broken now and you can't heal me. And now you're all an accomplice in murder each and every one of you has chipped in to kill me.So the reason that I'm writing you this evening, is to say goodbye and to tell you that I'm leaving. But don't hold your breath 'cause I ain't never coming back.
Sincerely yours, Sebastian" it then there and then it hits me, he had lied and said he had committed suicide. He wrote the letters, must of maked it look like suicide and then left and came here.
"I... I don't know what to say, I mean why write the letters  they now think your dead, then you leave why not just leave right now there and then" as I don't move from Sebastian.
" I wanted them to feel the pain that I was feeling for months and they didn't try to understand, they didn't care I was going to leave anyway seen I was seventeen and leaving to college after I finished school" as he gets up and threw him self to the bed.
I get up and lay with him and smile, I finally was understand the Bastard. Though their still answers that I wanted but I didn't push it because he just told me what happened in his life. I was still process all of this but once it was through my head was I was sad and had sad feelings. He finally smiles back and we lay there and think for a bit.
I come closer to him and he lays there but he then wraps his arms around me. For the first time in forever. He was actually being nice to me, now it was my turn to try and turn what ever this was into a friendship. I couldn't love the Bastard no way, it be to hard to for me to try to avoid him everyday. Even if I did love him and he love me, couldn't work out my family would find out and my family was important this would destroy us. I couldn't, let me rephrase that I wouldn't destroy a family that loves me. I wasn't selfish girl, I would always put others people before me, even if it cause me pain.

But I mean why was I letting him torture me, cause me the most pain I ever felt. I kept trying and trying fix but I get hurt. Do I love him? Does he love me? Is this the right decision? Can I survive this? Normal person would gave up on him would of told there parents about him hurting her. But me I start to realize I wasn't a normal teenage girl like I thought I was. Normal didn't even describe me or my life what most of us want is normal. The thing is there isn't just thing as normal. What happens everyday in school and here at home is my normal something I have to deal with for the rest of my life and there was no escaping it.
It was going through my mind like crazy. Do I love him? Does he love me? Is this the right decision? Can I survive this? Was I really falling for the bad boy, the evil Stepbrother, life ruiner, the Bastard. Maybe I fell in love his old self but me love him now no way. Do much baggage and heart breaks would come from this. It many secrets and lies were told. I don't even know how I was going trust him again, I know it would take time but we would get there. If I ever do fall in love with Bastard it was going to be the way I love friends and family. That the only way I would ever fall in love with him.

" How about we go and get ice cream" he smiles and grabs his keys. I walk down stairs with him and we left the house. We walk to the car, we enter the car and he drives off to "Freezies" ( not a real place) we kept driving and driving until the car stops. We get out of the car and we enter Freezies. We take sit down and wait for the waitress to come. Now that I am thinking straight this is the first time Sebastian and I have hangout. It was kind of a nice to hangout with him for once but I knew that it wasn't going to last long. I needed to enjoy this as long as possible. " Would you like Frozen yogurt or ice cream or our special  Frozen yogurt with Ice cream and fruit" I look at Sebastian and he smiles and says "Frozen yogurt vanilla with gummy bears and fruit." I look at him with a weird face who eats Vanilla frozen yogurt with fruit and gummy bears. " I would like cookies and cream Ice cream with gummy bears on the side" as I smile and the waitress walks away . I look at Sebastian and he was smiling. I smile back and look around Freezies, once I look at him again he had a frown. I looked at what he was looking at, tall man with blonde hair. Who looked like Sebastian but a older version who looked like could be early twenties. His hand was wrapped around some girl. I look at Sebastian who trying to hide himself so this person didn't see him.

Inspired by Jake Miller, I used his song to write this chapter.
Word Count: 3,000
Who Sebastian trying to hide from?
Does Rosina like Sebastian or just feeling pity for him?
Will things between the Rosina and Sebastian get better?
Will there ever be a relationship between Eliseo and Rosina?
Or will Sebastian keep destroying her happiness?