Sebastian's POV
I stand there and watch her kiss that boy. All I want to do was punch the guy who thought he just has my girl.  As I could watch him on the floor bleeding to death. As she could go crazy that her little boyfriend wasn't there. I will be there to comfort her while she cries and worries about why she hasn't seen or heard from him. We are so close she maybe just maybe forget what I did. I notice her staring at me with a shocked face and her little boyfriend then stares too. Their just an awkward moment between us and we just look at each other. I didn't care all I want was that guy's head on a platter. The more I thought about this situation the more I want to kill him. The more I wanted to teach that her a lesson. My face got redder and Rosina looks at me in fear. But her little boyfriend looked at me with an angry face. I climb down the latter and I just laugh and laugh. I was going to teach them both a lesson.
I walking into my room and I lay on my bed. Trying to distract me with music, it didn't work. So I try drawing, I drew and drew but I look at the paper at my finished work. I had drawn a girl with wave hair, the nicest eyes, the nicest smiles and I look at it close and I had drawn Rosina. For some reason when I am around her she makes a different person. Without even trying she could turn me on, I had no idea what I was feeling. I knew I couldn't like her no way, she was my stepsister, I knew I had never fallen for anyone and I wasn't going to start with the annoying, sexy, brat. I just called her sexy great! So I stop thinking and I paused and lit a cigarette. I didn't hold it close to my body, I want to take up as much space as possible. I exhaled a stream of smoke at the window, trying to avoid thinking about Rosina.
As I finally stop thinking about her, I hear someone enter my room. So I look back and I see Rosina, she looked like she was in fear. She walks over to me and I look away. She puts her hands on my shoulder and I fix my eyes on her in an instant. " I...I am sorry you had to s..see that."
" I think I need to teach you a lesson" as I put my hand on her cheek and she flinches.
" Pl...please, don't Sebastian I know you don't like me with him but you don't have any control over me" she tries to tell me with confidence.  I let out angry and I yell "Shut the hell up! I can't let that stupid little boyfriend of yours win!" As I push her against the wall.
" Win what? Win me? Because I am not a prize that you can win at the fair, I already have trust problems and problems, I don't need to add you to them" I get close, and there she went again turning me on without even knowing it. " Shut up, Rosina" I raised my hand and she flinched but I didn't hit her I just hit the wall loudly.

I got closer and I kissed her, she kissed me back then pulled away. " I c..can't keep doing th...this" I hit the wall again but this time my hand started to bleed. " I never asked you too" as I started to put up walls again.
" Uh your so confusing one minute your all sweet and kind and the next your angry and violent, do you even care about me" she gets frustrated and pushes me to against the wall. I didn't know how I felt, I knew I couldn't let her know that I cared, if I didn't know if I did care for her. " I don't care about you" she gets frustrated again and says "you're lying, why mess with my feels if you didn't care" and she kisses me on the lip. "Does that mean anything to you, or you are that heartless, jerk that I think you are?" I think and I think and I say " I never care about you and I won't ever so yeah I am your heartless, jerk stepbrother deal with it" I roll my eyes and she runs out of my room and slams the door.
I flop on my bed and think to myself. I can't let anyone in I can't put myself through this pain again. I just can't, I almost die that time. The pain was killing me and I barely made out of it. How could I love her, she was now family, she was just an annoying little selfish brat, she knows what she doing, it can destroy a family. This was her "when there's no real challenge to prove we are, attraction fails. Why do you like those who don't want you and not like the guys who do want you". But this family already messed up, it wasn't perfect like everyone thought it was. But her sexy body, her personality was great, her smile could put a smile on anyone, the way she kept trying with me even though I threatened her and hurt her she didn't care that I was messed up person.

She saw the good in everyone even when they couldn't see the good in them selfs.
I lick my lips and I touch them still feeling her lips against mine. Omg, could I love her? Do I love her? Does she love me? Is this the right decision? Can I survive this? Wait no I will never love her or anyone never again. Why can't I put that through my head? I don't ever need pain in my life, I need to forget the love and remember why I came here. Even if I have destroyed every little happiness she has so I can live the life I want. She might never forgive me but I don't care. I want my life to be better and I need to get her out of the picture so I can have it.
I then remember my bloody hand and I wash the blood off and wrap it with a bandage roller. Then I  grab another cigarette and I start smoking again. I even grabbed a couple of beers and went backstairs. I locked the room and I drank and smoked for hours and hours. I then stop and realized that I was going back to my old habits. So I threw everything away and I tried to remember who I was doing this for. The one person I loved seeing the day I can remember. She loves me too, I just wished she was with me right now.

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What happened in Sebastian's past?
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