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Abhinandan POV

What the hell had just happened?

Did it hurt her? How could it?

I was told that the woman enjoys sleeping with a man. Then how could she complain of being hurt? Was something wrong? Or did I do something wrong?

I came to my chamber and sat down on the bed, holding my head in my hands. My hardness had vanished. I did not know what was wrong.

My fingers were shaking; I could not settle my thoughts on anything. The moment she cried out was alarming in my head. My heartbeats were so fast that they could jump out at any moment. Her painful cry sent a shiver down my body.

I immediately stood up. I hurt her.

But I promised not to hurt her, not like this. But what went wrong?

Closing my eyes, I inhaled deeply and tried to calm myself down first. I needed to meet the physician. She must be feeling a lot of pain.

I immediately walked out of the chamber and headed towards the physicians' quarter. I did not think of sending any messenger to keep it secret.

Once I reached it, I slowly walked towards the lady physician and knocked on her door. She answered in a few moments by opening the door.

"Yuvraj," she muttered and immediately bent down to greet me.

"You have to come with me," I said in a slow voice. She stared at me for a few moments and then nodded.

"Oh, Okay," she said and went in again to collect a few of her things.

"Where?" she asked, and I bit my lip nervously before telling her.

"To my... wife's chamber," I spoke, and she nodded.

"Okay," she said, and we both silently and hurriedly walked towards her chamber. Stepping inside, I closed the door and walked towards the bed.

Parting the curtains, I saw Trisha almost asleep. She inhaled a deep breath, noticed me, and asked.

"You are back," she said, and I shook my head.

My heart ached even when I saw her face. She was hurt, and I was the reason for all of this. I could not do a single thing right to her.

"I called... the physician," I managed to say, and the physician approached closer and she looked at me.

"Why?" she asked, and I stepped aside a little so the physician could see her.

"You were hurt," I said. She stared at me for a few moments and then nodded slowly. She looked confused. But why?

"What happened?" the Physician asked her, and I immediately said. "She is hurt. I mean... I hurt her by mistake," I said, and she stared at me while blinking silently before nodding.

"Um, yes," she said, pushing a loose strand behind her hair.

"How?" the physician asked, and I did not know why it was getting slightly awkward.

She lowered her gaze for a moment and muttered. "We were consummating... and it hurt,"

"Yes, she cried," I added, and the physician stood silent. She lifted her gaze to stare at me and then nodded.

"Ohh, okay," she finally said and looked away momentarily.

"It hurt a lot?" she asked, and Trisha looked at her in confusion. She was making her uncomfortable.

"What do you ask, stupid question? How does it matter if it hurts a lot? It hurt her. Tell me what is wrong. And is she okay?" I said, and she looked at me with silent eyes before nodding.

"ji, Ji, Yuvraj, of course," she said and sat beside her.

"Would you mind if I showed you where it is hurting?" she asked, and my eyes widened with shock.

"Why do you want to see that? Could you not suggest some medicine to ease up the pain or"

"Yuvraj, it might be due to some tearing or something else," she said, looking into my eyes. "I will need to see it," she said, and I could not breathe all of a sudden.

"Tearing?" I asked, unable to believe what the hell I had done to her.

How could I be so careless and harmful to her?

"Can you wait there?" Suddenly, Trisha asked, and I looked at her momentarily.

"No," I said. I will stay here by your side," I said, and she looked at the physician.

"You should lie down, pull your knees up, and part your legs wide," the physician said, and I immediately shook my head.

"What the fuck are you asking her to do?" I asked, my voice almost irritated and frustrated.

"How will she know if she would not see?" Trisha interfered, and I could feel my palm sweating. "By knowing things?" I said, wondering if the physician could treat her without seeing her. I mean, I would never let someone see me naked as it makes me really uncomfortable, not even the physicians.

"Alright, turn your head around at least," Trisha asked me in a slow and pleading voice. I placed my hand on my chest. It was aching really badly, and I did not want to look away from her for a single moment.

But I nodded. "Okay," I said and turned my face to the other side.

I heard her slight movement on the bed. I could not see her, but I could feel what was happening.

"Anh," Trisha cried a little, and I immediately turned out.

"What the hell are you doing?" I asked, my voice raised, finding her legs open and her hand near to the wrong place.

Trisha immediately covered her legs, and my hand went for the knife in my waistband.

"Yuvraj!" The physician took a step back out of fear as I approached her with the knife with quick steps. It almost reached her neck.

"Abhinan, stop," Trisha's voice caught my attention, and I could feel my blood boiling.

"How dare you hurt her?" I asked, unable to control myself at this moment.

"I am not hurt. She did not," Trisha said, and I shook my head.

"I saw her," I said, and the physician shook her head.

"She is absolutely fine. She is just sore. It happens during the first or initial times. She is absolutely fine. Her pain or soreness will go away in two or three days," the physician exclaimed without a breath, and I just stared angrily at her.

Suddenly, I felt Trisha's hand on my wrist, and she tried to push the blade down her neck.

"You should leave. I will talk to him," she said to her. I gulped, closing my eyes for a moment.

"Ji, ji, I am sorry, Yuvraj," she said, immediately running from there. I heard the door close and felt Trisha pulling the blade out of my hold.

"What are you doing? You would have killed her," she said, and I immediately looked at her.

My voice was lost, and when I saw her face, I immediately wrapped my arms around her.

"I am sorry. I am so so sorry," I closed my eyes, hugging her tightly and could not stop myself from saying. "I did not want to hurt you. I did not know," I said in a breaking voice and heard the blade clattering on the floor, and she stayed still. Almost frozen.

I did not like how the physician touched her and hurt her. What the hell was she doing with her? I turned my head around briefly, and she felt her there. How could she?

"It's okay," she replied in a low voice, placing her hand on my chest to push me away. My eyes met her, and she gulped confusingly with a slow nod. "I am okay,"

"Are you sure? I mean, leave this child thing. I do not want a child. I do not want to hurt you. I will sleep in my chamber, and you will sleep here. I do not know anything. Ju... just be fine, and I am sorry, I am so sorry," I said, and suddenly I could feel I was getting short on my breath.

"Abhi," she breathed, and I could feel my heart aching even more.

"Look at me," she said, and I shook my head, unable to look into her eyes for a long. "I am sorry. I did not know. I swear. I did not know any of it. I did not know my father took his turban off to convince you. I always thought you had the option..." I could feel my breath cutting out any moment. I did not want anyone to see me like this, not her. "I thought... I cannot breat...," I closed my eyes.

"What's wrong?" she asked in a worried voice, and I shook my head. "I cannot bre... breathe," I tried to say and my eyes tore up with the uneasiness and weakness in my body.

"I did not know that... you did it... Anh, I cannot breathe," I closed my eyes and began to feel like I was losing control of my body. My head turned heavier, and suddenly, he cupped my cheek.

"Abhinan," her voice faded away. "Abhi, open your eyes," her words slowed down. I was losing my senses, and suddenly, I felt like losing everything, and I felt a soft thud.

"Ouch, you are heavy," I heard her and felt her caressing my cheek. "Abhi, I am okay. You heard her, right? She said it happens. You did not hurt me," her voice was shallowing, and I could not help but shake my head.

I always keep making mistakes. I did not want to hurt her, but I still hurt her. I did not know anything. I always do not know anything.

"I am sorry," I tried to say, but suddenly, she pushed me away, and I felt the mild touch of her hand on my cheek.

"Open your eyes. What's wrong? You are scaring me," she said, but her words were unclear, and I could feel my heartbeats losing. I could not feel my body either. It was like my hands and legs disappeared.

"I should call the physician," I heard her say in her breaking voice, and I did not want her to leave me. I tried to hold her hand. "No, no, no, no, please do not," I muttered, and she began to slap my cheeks slowly.

"Okay, wake up. Tell me, what's wrong?" she asked, and I shook my head. A lone tear fell down my cheek, and suddenly, she placed her hand on my chest and gently began to caress me.

"I am perfectly fine. It was just a minute of pain. It is not even bothering me anymore now. You did not hurt me," her words broke. I could sense that she was in pain. And it was all because of me—my foolishness. My father was right; I was foolish.

"I am sorry," I tried to say, and slowly, my heartbeats began to come back. I started to feel my body again as she kept caressing my chest; I was able to open my eyes.

My breaths were still uneven.

The first thing I saw was her worried face. She shook her head, caressing my cheek.

"What happened to you?" she asked, and I felt her hovering over me. I shook my head.

"I do not know," I tried to say and closed my eyes.

"You scared me," she muttered, placing her forehead over mine.

"You stupid, brainless, idiot brat. Who made you a Prince?" I heard her say, and suddenly, she slapped me on my cheek a little.

"You almost killed me," she said, and I opened my eyes.

"I swear I did not know it would hurt you," I said, and she nodded and caressed my cheek. Her touch was softer than the comforts of everything I had ever felt. It was pure, and for the first time, I saw something in her eyes that I could not explain.

"Yes, I heard enough of it. Stop now," she said, and I inhaled a deep breath. I was feeling better now.

"I did not want anyone to touch you," I tried to say, and she nodded.

"Yes, I realised that now," she said, and I opened my eyes. "What happened to you all of a sudden? Hn, was it just because you heard me wince a little?" she asked, and I bit my lips.

"I do not know," I said and looked away. It happens when I feel out of control, like when I feel disoriented, and it's the second time it's happened," I could not stop myself from saying and tried to sit up.

"I think you should sleep," I tried to say, and she placed her hand on my shoulder.

"You can... sleep here," she said, and I shook my head.

"I should not. I do not want to hurt you anymore, not like this, not like anything. I know why you did everything you did. And I do not know what I am feeling," I stood up and stepped ahead to leave.

"Stay," she said, and my feet froze.

"I should not," I tried to say.

"I said, stay," she said in a slightly low voice, and I closed my eyes, inhaling a deep breath.

"But—"

"It was just... I did not expect it to pain. It disappeared very quickly, too. It's just a... just a feeling of unease now," she said, and I bit my lips.

"Still, we should never try it again," I said, unable to think correctly.

"We... will see," she said, and I sat back on the bed.

"I am sorry," I could not help but say again, and she said nothing else.

All I felt was her lying on the bed under the comforters, and I did, too. I could not face her again. It all happened with her scent and her face. I just could not stop myself.

I was ready; I was hard, and she agreed to it, too. I thought I would spill my thing into her, as an old friend said.

But everything went wrong. My thing did not come out inside her. And I ended up hurting her. What the fuck went wrong?

I would not have liked talking about women if it had not been for Trisha, and it never changed in the six years. And, even speaking in her context, I did not like bringing up anything I would not want to happen between us. And, consummation was one of those things. I never thought it would happen, so I never thought about it and never considered knowing about it much.

The only thing I knew was the basic knowledge of how children are born. I knew the man had to spill his thing inside the woman, and I thought it would be easy.

But it was terrible, and it hurt me a little, too. I could not comprehend how or when.

"Abhi," Trisha called me slowly, and I felt her hand on my bicep. "Look at me," she said, and I gulped with fear while turning myself a little and looking at her.

"What happened to you? Why... how?" she asked, and I felt her placing her hand on my chest.

"I do not know," I said, shaking my head.

"When did it happen first?" she asked, and I closed my eyes. I could still feel my fingers shaking.

"Wh... when I lost my grandfather," I said, and she caressed my chest.

"So, you feared that you would lose me, too?" she asked, with knit brows, and I did not know what exactly I felt.

But, yes, I did not want to hurt her and lose her.

"Maybe," I managed to say, and she closed her eyes momentarily.

"It was just a little bit of pain. How can someone die with a little pain?" she said, and he gulped, "My grandfather did," I said, remembering the days when he used to love me the most. And one day, he just felt a pain in his chest and died.

She shook her head. "I would not die with pain," her words calmed something in me, and I bit on my lip to stop them tremble and nodded.

"Oh... Ohhhkay," I said, and she lay down on the bed beside me.

"You scared the hell out of me. Your family would have been killed if they knew something had happened to you while you were with me. Everyone knows how our wedding happened, and they would have thought that I murdered you. You cannot even believe how much you scared me. I was almost dead," she said in an angry voice, and I shifted a little on my side and touched her hand gently.

"I am sorry," I tried to say, but she immediately turned to look at me and brought her face closer. Before I could understand, she pecked on my cheek and shook her head.

"Do not dare to scare me like this again, ever," she said, and I stared blankly into her eyes.

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