hhhhhead empty ONLY charles the theologisy

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i just love him sm what the fuckejdfjdjdnfnvm

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cct but it stands for charles (the) cool theologist,.,.,,..,.,,,,,,,, i put in literally every single variation of his name i could think of into tumblr for this

hdnsjhdjsndjdjdnjxdn ): ilh

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the kevin kinnie do be jumpig out

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i just LOVE charles so MUCH hes so LOVELY fuck all those CARLOS DOUBLE OCS charles is the ONLY MAN WE NEED i love HIM

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its a while later lol im less fixated on him now

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goin through the wikis for my kins and quoting stuff i relate to because its comforting, am NOT doing that for kevin because his wiki is wrong as fuck all the time and isn't up to date and makes me activelt fucking angry- but we'll do everyone else!! we will do everyone else :)- oh and not jonathan sims bc no spoilers here boys!! damn that takes two of my biggest ones out but w/e- in no particular ordwr

NATSUKI

"while she is impulsive and can speak without thinking, natsuki truly cares about her friends and, even when she has obvious anger issues, doesn't enjoy fights or arguments with people."

"natsuki is very stubborn and has a hard time expressing how she feels and what she wants. when repeatedly challenged, she often becomes awkward and tongue-tied, then aggressive, and then simply bursts into tears."

"natsuki is also shown to be less pushy and more relaxed when she is outside of school, as mentioned by the protagonist when she visits his home."

"she has been known to store her manga collection in the literature club out of embarrassment; another reason (hinted at) is because her father would be angry while the rest of the club obviously knows about her interest, and she is still hesitant to talk about it."

"natsuki implies that her father finds manga childish and fears what would happen if he caught her reading it."

"natsuki hates being called "cute," even when she acts as such or does cute things, and she will deny any claims from others relating to this; nevertheless, she is much more comfortable exposing her sweet side once she knows people aren't going to tease her about it."

"natsuki hates it if she isn't taken seriously, whether it's her writing, her hobbies, or just her overall demeanor."

"it is shown that she is a very lonely person who desperately craves affection."

JOE TAZUNA

"joe is an extremely upbeat, excitable, considerate and loyal person. he is easily embarrassed when others misinterpret him and is sensitive to how people perceive his appearance."

"although not academically one of the smartest in the group, he does provide occasional insights."

"thought he is described as gaudy by reko yabusame and has a small habit of saying the wrong things at the wrong time, joe is genuinely kind hearted and sensitive to others' feelings."

NAGITO KOMAEDA

"though friendly with everyone, he is mostly interested in spending time with hajime and can be quite clingy, and as a result, hajime considers him a little annoying and not the most reliable, but still thinks he's a kind person."

"...he lacks tact and occasionally says awkward, strange, and unsettling things without realizing it."

"he is also notably annoyed by t//rut//ru h//nam//ra's treatment of girls and takes it upon himself to keep an eye on him to make sure he doesn't harass anyone."

"as a result, he often begins to ramble on about hope, sometimes rather abruptly—just talking or hearing someone else talk about hope or speak in a hopeful manner can render him in a state of bliss, causing him to sweat, and hold himself in order to contain his excitement."

"he has a strong desire to be useful..."

"nagito believes his views on hope are logical and extremely obvious and has trouble relating to others when they disagree. though he is very stubborn, he has changed his ways of thinking during the series."

"he calls himself "worthless trash" that doesn't deserve any kindness from others, but at the same time, he desires to be appreciated, loved and understood. in his fifth free-time event, nagito revealed that his true, biggest wish is to be loved by someone at least once in his life, and to not die alone."

"it also should be noted that nagito genuinely respects ideals such as love and friendship, and often emphasizes the importance of team-work and helping each other. this became more noticeable after he came out of the neo world program with his past memories restored."

"he often lacks appropriate emotions in situations where most people would be afraid, like threats of violence."

"when he does express anger, he becomes notably more serious."

"he has been described as a very honest person, though he will lie if he finds it necessary."

"while he prefers to do things on his own, he is very lonely and often tries to join the other ultimates in their activities and becomes really happy if he's given attention, even if just a little bit."

"...tries to be polite, but he can be overly harsh and insensitive, often without realizing it. he has a lack of social awareness and insight into his own behavior. because of this, he has problems understanding how his own behavior can affect other people and he may not understand or pick up on social hints. He struggles with expressing himself in a socially appropriate manner and this often leads to people misunderstanding what he's trying to say, and vice versa."

"in chapter 4 of danganronpa 2, he accidentally offended both kazuichi and fuyuhiko kuzuryuu—in fuyuhiko's case, he understood that he said something wrong and quickly apologized, but remained quite confused, and misunderstood what he said wrong. for kazuichi, he was completely oblivious and only noticed that kazuichi seemed angry for some reason. other examples of this type of behavior include his odd and awkward sense of humor, often making jokes at inappropriate times, like soon after someone's death. he usually backs off if the others explain to him that his behavior is rude or he tells them he wasn't being serious. similarly, when he tries to compliment someone, it can come across as an insult. his gauge of sarcasm is quite poor, too, as he sometimes mistakes mean comments for compliments."

"instead, he genuinely wants to entertain hajime and spend time with him. he is often quite nervous due to his inexperience in many social situations, for example, sitting and talking in the park with someone. he's afraid he will bore or say something weird to hajime, and worries that might cause hajime to hate him, which is something he really doesn't want to happen."

SONIA NEVERMIND

"she firmly wishes to be treated like a normal japanese high school girl and her big goal is to have friends of her own age and status."

"sonia is very kind and thoughtful, and she cares deeply for her friends, being very protective to those she holds a deep connection to. she can also be rather physically affectionate towards her friends, as she glomps chiaki nanami during one scene in danganronpa 3."

"however, as shown in chapter 5, sonia can also suddenly curse a lot and shout out loud whenever she is very upset or in deep distress."

"because of her upbringing, sonia can be rather naïve and her general behavior can make her appear a bit ditzy at times, but she is actually smart and capable of complex political analysis..."

"however, her interest is only at its academic and she is quite sad that no one could relate to her feelings. dhe believes that expanding her knowledge is the duty of every member of the royal family, and thus, making her interested in the occult, cults, and popular dramas."

MAKOTO NAEGI

"according to himself, makoto is a very ordinary person, to the point that he feels a bit insecure about it."

"he is also a bit jumpy at times..."

"the only people makoto genuinely dislikes appears to be junko enoshima..."

MUKURO IKUSABA

"despite being an incredible soldier, mukuro is very out-of-touch with her own emotions. She has a notable lack of social-skills, acting emotionless and indifferent towards most people."

"while she is completely fearless as a soldier, she is afraid of certain emotional situations."

MICHELLE NGUYEN

"michelle seems to be fond of cecil. When she calls him to let him know his woody guthrie album has arrived, she insults his taste in music, but then asks if he could hang out at the store, because she gets lonely and needs more human contact."

"after letting maureen try several different albums available, she decides to give her the hopcore album, admitting though she likes being lonely, it is also nice to have maureen in the store. her increasingly detailed descriptions of maureen's appearance whenever she enters the store imply the beginnings of a crush."

KIYOTAKA ISHIMARU

"described as "enthusiastic to the point of being mad", kiyotaka believes that your every action must have a purpose and he absolutely hates wasting time."

"however, he often isn't taken very seriously—due to his extreme dedication to studying and proper conduct, he could not even hold a "normal" conversation with another person, which becomes clear very soon if someone spends free time with him. furthermore, he is very expressive and intense in his manner of speech, and is almost constantly shouting. due to his lack of social skills, he often bursts out the first thing that comes to his mind and forces his values and beliefs on others, which he's aware of and feels guilty about. possibly because of the lack of social interaction in his life, he can also be insensitive toward another at times..."

"nevertheless, kiyotaka truly cares about his classmates."

"though he acts confidently and is quick to take the role of leadership, he suffers from low-self esteem at times and he is quite sensitive, sometimes crying very easily if he is shocked or touched by something. inside, he wishes he could make friends and have someone to talk to, but he feels that he might be a nuisance to others, as he is stated to overreact to everything. some of his other weaknesses appear to be his slight naivety and slow-wittedness, as he sometimes figures things out slower than the most other students and tricking him seems to be rather easy."

MAHIRU KOIZUMI

"she initially comes off as confident but is later revealed to have self-esteem issues..."

"her father was a very poor parent, leaving the responsibility of the housework entirely to her."

"the subjects of her photos are usually of girls and explains that she easily gets bored of photographing guys." (we lesbianing)

"mahiru wants to help as many people as she can..."

CECIL GERSHWIN PALMER

"STATUS:
alive and very gay"

"he is very fond and proud of night vale, despite its horrors..."

"however, he has something of a dual personality. he can be serious and cheerful by turns, switching between extreme tones at the drop of a hat. jackie fierro and carlos separately described him as "overenthusiastic about most things". he struggles with impulse control: he outed steve carlsberg as the opponent of the drawbridge project, asked his listeners for dating advice despite being aware that his radio show was not the time or place for it, and accidentally alerted strexcorp to the pending rebellion in night vale."

"his broadcasts require a tremendous amount of cognitive dissonance. often, they are internally contradictory..."

"in a set of cassette tapes he made as a teenager, we hear fifteen-year-old cecil already struggling to rationalize his family's strange behavior towards him, and that struggle continues in his adulthood."

"after talking about lee marvin's birthday in episode 139, the birthday of lee marvin, it is revealed that cecil really gets into birthdays..."

CARLOS THE SCIENTIST

"it is possible, as evidenced especially in episode 11, that carlos appears to ignore cecil's advances not just because of his work, but also because he gets flustered and nervous around cecil, or doesn't know how to react."

"it is mentioned multiple times in the novel "it devours" that carlos is sometimes averse to touch (though not always, and sometimes likes to be touched in particular ways, such as having his ears stroked)."

"carlos confides in nilanjana that he has yet to disclose this information with his husband, cecil, in the fear that it would upset and worry him."

"carlos did some theater in college and loves acting. he thinks he is very good at doing different accents (he is not)."

TENKO CHABASHIRA

"tenko is an incredibly noisy and generally cheerful person. she wears her emotions on her sleeve and has the habit of yelling out in a loud voice to show her fighting spirit. she suffers from overactivity and anger issues and directs her energy into her neo aikido. even still, she claims that she is much calmer when compared to her childhood. she has also described herself as being "not very good at thinking" and appears quite gullible and very impulsive, using her emotions over logic. she refers to herself in the third person in the Japanese version."

"she has also admitted that she actually has very low tolerance to pain and is terrified of the idea of torture. she also occasionally has a panicky side in other situations, as she seems to panic in a class trial if she is suspected to be the culprit, and overall tends to react strongly in humorous ways."

"she also never allows a boy to touch her..."

"contrasting her hatred towards boys, tenko likes other girls much more. this also includes trans girls who have had gender reassignment surgery, supported by the fact she wants to shake shuichi's hand but begs him to have gender reassignment surgery so she is able to do so. during dangerous situations, she recklessly rushes to protect all the girls, and only them. she also gets very shy and humorously humble if a girl compliments her looks, blushing strongly and insisting that her looks definitely aren't good, and gives excuses such as her face getting all wrinkled every time she drinks from a straw and her eyelids turning inside out whenever she washes her face with a towel."

"as she is so impulsive and reckless, tenko occasionally doesn't notice other people's feelings and does what she wants instead."

"despite her loud and aggressive nature, she is polite to everyone, even boys, referring them with the formal suffix "-san" (original japanese release only)."

"however, in reality, neo-aikido was only invented in order to control tenko's over-activity and anger issues when she was a child. through the neo-aikido training, tenko learned about mental fortitude through its moves. she is also able to read and understand her training partner's emotion."

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goig through nagito's wiki made me so fuckin soft for komahina goddamn

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(edit from morning regab: this rant got a little heated and bitter and heavyhanded bc i was sleeby and angey so uh. take it w a grain of salt)

yanno i see people argue over whether tenko and mahiru are super similar and misandristic or whether theyre totally different or why theyhave these similarities and like. its cause they fit the same trope. tenko fits it more extremely but like- thats partially why-

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like i wonder what these women with issues regarding their father figures who strongly prefer women and show a large amount of affection towards them that they withhold from men and treat negatively due to the aforementioned daddy issues but realize somewhat forcedly that they like This One man and extend affection to them and are explicitly romantically attracted to them in whats shown as getting over an irrational distaste in a side plot but who in the main arc have a lot of their lines surrounding this issue with men as well as dying fairly quickly, all the while having an incredibly strong connection to a girl throughout the plot that has strong romantic connotations and is joked about at certain times in the plot could POSSIBLY have in common????? coding who, stereotypes where????????? whats a Less Bean Turn Inc Fan Tasty

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moving on lol im probably getting a little too heated over something thats only explicit enough to rant about with tenk aha

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hngnng tomorrows gonna b a long day

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so!! i should sleep early!! gngn

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good morning!!

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god i hate kevin's character page on the wtnv wiki,, it makes me Angey i hate it sm i dont spend a shit ton of my time analyzing him for the main wiki to pull this bullshit smh

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FUCK susan willman 😤😤😤😤

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the narrator of soft fuzzy man called me a lesbophobic slur /j

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although i have no arms to hold you in,

a human passion burns within!!

i need to feel like i exist,

so please baby, please baby, step into my mist- WOO!!!!!!

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niel cicierega kinda sounds like kazuichi at times ngl

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the dad character rubs me the wrong way so it sucks that both of his songs slap

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why thank u 😳 ur so wise tumblr

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i eeeearn my life, i eeeearn my life!!

i learned it from my father and i tell it to my wife!!

jeeeesus christ, dont tell me not to hurry-

i wouldn't need to worry if i wasn't always right!!

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have a therapy app soon

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onnnnnn edge

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im in one of those moods where my mind just kinda goes and its difficult to act like a human being who experiences emotions and my ability to make facial expressions goes too and i probablt sound annoyed even tho im qhite literally feeling nothing

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like im not even bored i am literally nothing

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i never wuite know what to do when this happens. cant tell if i want the stress back.

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like i cant even type enthusiastically very well this is an odd state i dont know why im talking about it it makes me sound somewhat concerning

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now its melting away some into bad emotions so uhhhhh m gonna watch that wtdb animatic that i liked sm so i feel better and whatnot

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i watched a speedpaint by the same artist and am good now!!!!!!!! regan uses a character who has intermittent emotionless periods to get out of her intermittent emotionless period

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AND i have art inspo so owo

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all kevins are good!!!!! yall just mean!!!!!!!!

pre-strex kevin: A SWEETHEART AND HEARTBREAKING

strex kevin: A FASCINATING AND AT TIMES HILARIOUS ANTAGONIST

old kevin: SAD AS FUCK

fanon demonized kevin who shows absolutely no regard for his character or mental illness or interesting character arcs or like anything:

post-strex kevin: THE BEST ONE WHO I LOVE

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i just started tearing up because the online thing im using for math said "lets give it one more try" when i didnt know how to start the problem and was just putting in guesses, i may have a problem with guilt

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my stepdad: *is a good and responsible father who cares for me*

me: i love u so much what the fuck

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in other news my stepdad good my bio dad bad

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OH speaking of my bio dad he sent me this meme a while back and it makes me fucking cackle because it looks ironic but its NOT and it just feels like a shitpost even tho its serious which makes it funnier

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ily

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regan learn how 2 talk 2 people challenge

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I LOVE TESSA SM

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chskfjsn sleeby

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me: no men >:(

jon carlos and kevin: h-

me: some men :)

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I LOVE THODE RHTREW SO FUCKIGN MUCH AND JON IS HE OUTLIE RCAUSE HES NOT WTNV BUT OH MY GOD ID DIE FOR ALL THREE OF YHEM I NEED YOU TO KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE JONATHAN SIMS KEVIN DB AND VARLOS THE SCIENTIST UM SOBBING EHAKCNSND

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ok i think starting a spam wih crying ab podcast men and ending it with crying ab podcast men is quite poetic so gn!!