You said that despair is as
contagious as any disease.....
but the same is true of hope.

Last time I updated it was July, hello fall 💀💀

"God, woman." Byakuya scoffed, he slammed a hand down on the podium. "We do not have time for your games and nonsense."

"We were the Ultimate Despair, ya know? So we never had any kind of hope, or expectations." She rambled.

"What..."

I snickered a little as Junko cut byakuya off. The male couldn't even finish his question before she went on a long ramble."--No, I've felt despair as long as I can remember, like I never should have been born at all. When I was born, I cried tears of total despair. So that's why for us, it's not a big deal whether we die or kill! We're just those kinds of people. We can do anything! We've always been filled with despair, so when we do something, we go all the way and live without regret!"

"S-Shes lost it?!" Yashihiro shouted.

"You've just noticed this now?" Aoi scoffed. She quickly zippered up her jacket and covered her arms as if the room suddenly got colder. "Brr...So you just attempted to murder your own sister, and didn't think anything of it..? Cold blooded..."

"That's not only it, how is Mukuro okay with it?" Celestia asked.

It was silent.

Everyone was waiting for either Junko or Mukuros next words. Their eyes looked so...empty, it was unsettling. All we could do was look at the girl causing pain for everyone for the past four weeks. Four weeks we've been fighting in this hell hole.

She finally broke the silence. "That's not true at all... That's why it gets me so...excited."

"...Huh?"

"Killing my precious sister with my own two hands... That act is filled with so much despair, you can't help but put a 'super' in front of it. It's like super super super super super despair. No, more than that... Super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super despair... It just feels...so...good..."

"Super..super." Mukuro echoed.

Mondo shouted, "What the hell is wrong with you?! Why are you okay with this?!"

"Why wouldn't I be?"

"W-Wha... how can you say that so nonchalant? Who's okay with just giving themselves up like that? Their life like that?!"

"I knew you couldn't be just some ordinary person."Byakuya scoffed, "You're some kind of...abnormality."

"Turning your own despair into some kind of fetish... Abnormality doesn't even begin to describe it." Kyoko turned to me and scoffed.

"Like, Genocide Jill is crazy for sure, but...this is a whole nother level of nuts!" Chihiro sighed, he placed a hand on his chest.

Junko turned to Mukuro before her eyes paused on each and everyone of us, "You're saying I don't compare to some lowly beast that can only kill the weak, right? So I'm hopelessly attractive? Hopelessly brilliant? Hopelessly athletic...? I'm the hopelessly perfect ultimate human?"

"Y..You're not Junko.." Mukuro mumbled.

"She didn't sound too confident on that one--"

"--Shut up, Y/N." She was quick to snap back at me.

"Damn--"

"No...I don't think there's anything 'perfect' about anything you just said."

Toko joined in after Byakuya, "Yeah! Master's way more p-perfect! Cuz on top of everything else, he's got that n-noble blood!"

"Huh? Don't you mean...had that noble blood?" Byakuya and Junko went back and forth for a while, I sighed as they started taking more of our time. "Puhuhu. You still haven't figured that part out yet? Man you guys are so sloooow! You haven't even solved all the mysteries, and yet here you are, yap-yap-yapping away!"

"Are you talking about our memories...?" Celestia asked.

"You've already solved this mystery, right? I'm the killer. So how about the next one? Maybe you should solve the riddle of your missing memories, then you can start gloating."

Makoto slammed a hand down on the table, "Damn straight! That's exactly what we're going to do. We're going to solve all these mysteries...And then...we'll have our victory!"

"Puhuhu. I can't wait...Cant wait for the truth to be exposed.... Soon, all your secrets will be revealed. Don't worry."

"T-To hell with all of that! What does it even mean? I'm sick and tired of you keeping secrets from us, I swear to god I'll bust your ass--" Mondo started on a tangent, he raised his arms, ready to spin the block on the blonde.

"Mondo..."

That's all it took to calm him down, he looked back and forth between me and Junko. Upsettingly he hit the counter. "Fuck! Fuck all this shit!"

"Alright! Then let's get straight to the point! What memories did you steal from us!?" Byakuya ignored the outburst the other male had, I could always count on him for moving along the class trial.

We all looked at Makoto as he racked through his mind, "I got it! It must have s-something to do with our entrance e-exams?"

"Hmmmmmmm..." Junko put a long finger nail on her chin, and Aoi shouted at her to give us at least a little hint. "Your brains are like sponges, all drippy and leaky. I already gave you a hint before! All the memories you lost share something in common with a few other things... Do you recall?"

Thinking back to what Monokuma told us... The memories that were stolen from us, and what they must be related to...

I jumped in, "You're talking about the motives you provided to try and get us to kill each other, right?"

"So you do remember, after all. Well, I would hope you wouldn't forget something so important. It was stupid of me to even ask. I apologize from the bottom of my heart for my bad manners." She sarcastically apologizes, everytime we hold eye contact I squirm at my stand... What is she planning? The trial went on as usual, junko dropping hints for our smart protagonist to decode them.

She dropped soft hints that only I could decipher, that only I could understand... There were so many people in this trial room but it felt like it was only me, Junko and Mukuro.

Unlike her sister, Mukuro was looking at me longingly. I wanted to apologize for playing with her feelings, for leading her to what I thought was almost her death. I expected her to be livid, furious. However, she let her composure slip and softly smiled at me.

Mukuros is better than me for real...

Junko explained to them how they lost their memories, the meaning behind all the class trials and, the most awaited moment of all, the most tragic event in human history. She explained the meaning of faking mukuros death, the meaning of what she thought about this school in all. Really, the mind inside of Junko Enoshima was truly astonishing.

Makoto started using his common sense, "Wait, hold on... You've just been going on about whatever you feel like, but...there's no real reason for us to believe anything you have to say!"

"...Huh?"

"You say the world's fallen apart. But I haven't seen it for myself. So I don't acknowledge it...! I don't accept it as the truth!"

'He really said out of sight, out of mind...'

Everyone paused at what he said, Junko sighed before twirling her hair. She checked with Mukuro who was still hiding behind her. "Until you see it with your own eyes, truth and falsehood overlap one another. In other words, you're not unlike Schrödinger's cat right now. Is that what you're saying? If so, what then? Are you saying you won't accept the truth until you can go outside and see for yourself!? Well you better not! You go out into that world, and you're all goners for sure! Trust me, I'm not lying about any of this!"

"W-Well...even if it's all true..." Chihiro looked over at me for help. I couldn't do anything, I was way too nervous.

"I refuse to give in! I refuse to lose to you! For the sake of everyone you've killed...!" Mondo shouted at the strawberry blonde, "Especially Taka..."

'Are we married or are we having another affair?'

"Excuse me? Everyone I've killed? Me? The one who's been behind a screen all this time? What are you talking about? You're the ones who killed them." She snarled. "I didn't kill anyone. I...mmmm, I simply just gave you a little nudge in the right direction. And that's all it took for you to start killing each other. You're nothing but bloodthirsty animals... That's why anyone was murdered here, bitch!"

"Say what you want....Despair comes naturally." Mukro agreed.

Junko pinched her cheek, " Hell yes! That's funny as shit!

Makoto argued, "No...! This isn't just some game to us! It's murder, plain and simple! You stole our memories, invented reasons for us to do it... You pushed us all into a corner...! It's all your fault!"

"You certainly have a talent for passing the buck, don't you? That must be your hope, huh? But we don't have much time left to keep up this banter. We have to draw things to a close soon..."

Byakua gave her the side eye, "What do you mean?"

"I'm talking about the vote, of course! You didn't forget about that little rule, did you? Oh! And also, since this'll be the last vote, I decided to change the rules!"

"This is interesting, what do you mean by that...?" Celestia, who I completely remember was still alive, folded her hands.

"You guys are so full of hope... And I am so full of despair... I've decided to have you vote which one will be punished! Usually i'll have you vote to punish hope--meaning If even one of you votes to punish hope, well then...I'll consider that a win for me, and punish everyone on the side of hope! However, I would like to make it a little special."

"I don't like whatever you have in your twisted mind." Kyoko scowled.

"Lets vote against me and one of you." Her eyes scanned the crowd, "Against me and lovely Y/N over there."

'FUCK!'

"Why would we vote against Y/N?" Chihiro rolled his eyes.

"Your friend over there isn't as innocent as they seem, gather around children. Allow grandma Junko to tell you the story of who F/N L/N really is."

'Not good... this is not good at all.'

ACHIEVEMENT UNLOCKED:
Open Eye...

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Dangan-Trust Stats

Makoto Naegi — (Science lab partners)

Kyoko Kirigiri — (Partners in crime)

Byakuya Togami — (Acquaintances)

'Junko Enoshima' — (Deceased)

Kiyotaka Ishimaru — (as alive as these updates)

Leon Kuwata — (Deceased)

Chihiro Fujisaki — (Happily married)

Mondo Owada — (Happily married)

Aoi Asahina — (Friendly)

Sakura Ogami - (Backstabber...)

Hifumi Yamada - (Deceased)

Toko Fukawa - (Gay)

Yasuhiro Hagakure - (friendly)

Sayaka Maizono - (Deceased)

Celestia Ludenberg - (Babysitter)

Achievements:
Petting Zoo
Friendship is magic
Boom Baby
Cooking mama
Are Ya Making Friends Son?
THE GIRLS ARE FIGHTING
Parent Trap
Ace Attorney
Minecraft sparkling noises
Bounded together?
Fortune Teller
Cyberchase
Angsty teen
Eggless...
Bakugou was here
Dirt Eater
Batman Kyoko
SpyXFamily
TELL 'EM NAEGI
Open eye...

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I like updating you guys about my life. I won't publish but oh boy will I give you guys an update— do you guys even read this stuff?

Guys, look at what I got —- we should FR play (someone please play with me I'm so lonely 😭😭)

Some old pictures but look at my animal crossing character and house! It's way more updated now!

I'm totally nice to all my villagers, except one who's now isolated by himself :))

Team gear for the win 💪💪💪💪

Pov: you ask for my Scaramouche savings

ALSO!!!!!!!
THIS IS WHRRE HIS FUCKING SCAVINFS WENT

No other though, here's some random photos

Last thing, guess who's going to a convention in like two months! If you guys guess who I'm being then.... Idk y'all get a guaranteed 5 star in genshin

Hint, I'm going as a duo for two days! Guess both the cosplays me and my friend are going as

Day one:
-someone from a old show
-she has blond hair and her friend has white
-they're a fighting duo
-hot mad scientist

Day two:
-popular show, came out in like 2019
-has 3 seconds, lovely sibling duo
-pink and green are nice colors
-AYO this guy has three wife's???