May I be satisfied?
This story is inspired from, my teacher's love story. It was too beautiful and sweet I just had to do this.
WARNING: SOME JARED X EVAN IN WHICH I REALLY HATE WRITING !!!!!! ;-;
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~Evan's POV~
Me and Jared were friends since diapers. As a kid, I was afraid to talk to Connor Murphy. He just scared me sometimes. Jared would tease me saying things like 'he's here, quick run!' and he will push me to Connor's side. Playfully I mean, he's my best friend. Even though he does that I enjoy our times.
We would play a lot together, growing up. We would tell jokes, talk about life,crush,love,fandom, and other stuff. We were the perfect friends. I never really see him as more than that.
Until middle school and I started to have slight feelings for him. I know he would never return it. I never told anyone, not even my mom or him obviously. He thought I will never have a love life when we reached high school. I told him I didn't need it because all I needed was a friend like him. I know cliche right? But who cares...
( I am not going into to much detail if it's Evan and Jared's love -_- I don't like it! But for plot reasons...)
"Jared...I need to tell you something..." I said slightly blushing and panicking. "I...Like you?Like...More than just a best friend?" Oh my gosh that sounded more like a question than a sentence. What is he going to think of me now? What will happen? GAH THIS IS SO HARD WHAT IF~
"I like you too silly!"he said as I looked up at him. I smiled ( and they did not kiss cuz I don't wanna write these ships...IT'S TOO MUCH ;-; and I dunno like diz ship ;-; )
~Reader~
After a few years of dating each other. Zoe and Jared convinced that Evan would talk to Connor. Zoe got into it because she knew that Evan was afraid of Connor. She got a little mad at that and made him talk to her brother.
"But...But what if he gets mad at me and~" "It's going to be fine, if my brother hurts you I will kill him. Plus we talked about this for a while, he told me he really wanted to meet you." She said, placing a hand on Evan's shoulder.
"Go! You can do this...I believe in you." Jared said pushing him playfully again. Evan took a deep breath and walked to where Connor was. He smiled seeing the other boy walking in. "Hi Evan.I'm Connor. Zoe's sister, nice to meet you." He says nicely putting a hand out. Evan gladly shook it and smiled.
There was something strange though, something Evan and Connor felt on the inside. There was like a spark between them when they touched. It made their hands intertwined with each other's for some reason as they looked at each other.
"H-hi." Evan said softly looking at Connor. "You wanna sit?" Connor asks, breaking the silence after a few seconds. "S-sure" Evan said sitting down on the couch beside Connor. "I wanted to get to know you. Since we're going to be brother-in-law's" He said looking away at a distance for a while.
"Y-yeah, what do you want to know about me?" Evan asked smiling brightly, he adjusted his position.
1. Because he was nervous
2. He was feeling a little uncomfortable
They conversed for a while. They learned a lot about each other
"So uhm...Ohh! Try this game" ( You guys should try as well, it's fun do it in your head while Connor says the instructions. My teacher never gave a credit to whom made it so please forgive me ;-; )
"Ok so I will be saying random animals, and you have to arrange them to your most favorite to the less." Evan nodded, keeping in mind the things he needed to do.
"Arrange:
Tiger
Pig
Cow
Sheep
Horse"
Connor smiled as Evan thought to himself.
( yo, I don't know Evan IRL So I'm just going to answer in a way that I THINK who Evan is. If you don't get what I'm saying...Just try and do the game :P )
"I choose...Sheep. Then Horse. Then Pig, Cow and..Tiger." Evan replied with a smile. He's having fun with this.
"Nice! Ok so... The sheep represents love. The Horse represents Family. The pig is money. Cow is Career and finally, Tiger is pride." Connor said, smirking at Evan's reactions.
"You put your family fist Evan..That's nice..." Connor said looking out the window. If he was the one who took the test, the arrangement would be how the way he said it awhile ago to Evan. He smiled as they talked about random stuff.
~Connor's POV~
Days...Weeks...Months.. They all went by so quick. I slowly started to like Evan more and more each day. I have no idea why, I couldn't control myself whenever I would see him smile. It made me cry whenever he would put a gloomy face. And I swear when Jared even tries to hurt him I would kill him.
I'm sure he wouldn't though, they both love each other so much. I couldn't possibly stand in the way. Evan deserves to be happy, my own happiness doesn't matter...
I walked up to Evan seeing him alone beside the school's locker. We're best friends now, the only problem is that it's only until friends. "Hi C-connor." He said smiling cutely, I love that smile. It was a smile reserved only for me. A friendly smile...
"Hi Evan, what's up?" I asked smiling as well, I couldn't help it. "N-nothing much. Actually I~" "Hey Evan! Let's go?" Zoe said interrupting whatever he was about to say. I smiled awkwardly and left them alone for a while. It pains me to do this.
~Evan's POV~
After a few years. We finally graduated, now I'm in college and I can take care of myself. Me and Jared are still together, the only problem is...I don't really like him? I mean I like him, but now...It's different.
Connor would be so sweet to me. He makes me feel like royalty. Like I'm his prince, something that Jared never does. I don't blame him, we don't really have to be formal whenever we would handout.
But...When I would have my love story, I want a story that will make me really really fall, that someone will catch me if I do.I'm sure he only did that because we're friends, but I mean... I started to slowly like Connor. Wait what??? No that can't be....
After all those years of dating, my love will eventually fade away then switch to loving someone I was scared of before? That's impossible, I'm sure I'm just liking him as...a best friend...yeah A BEST friend :)
Me and Jared are having another date later, I don't really feel like changing into something nice. he did said he likes me for me. We've been friends for years, he knows me in and out. I got a text from Connor telling me good luck. I smile and place my phone back to my pocket and decided to go out.
I met up with Jared in the Orchard we go to.We would have picnics there, there are lots of trees. I love trees by the way, he loves them toe. At least that's what he tells me."Hey Evan!" he said hugging me.
I love hugs, don't get me wrong. But if we're kinda dating isn't he supposed to like..Kiss me quickly or something? I don't know...
"So! Follow me." he holds my hand and ran off to the empty field. Trees surrounding them, I love the view. I enjoyed every moment of this, just me and him playing around. I miss the old days, we would even fight some times because he didn't want to loose.
I placed my arms around her shoulders. It's what we always do. "Will you still be my best friend, even if one day we'd break up?" I asked, we were so open to each other I didn't need to hide my emotions some times.
"If we break up...I'm pretty sure we'd have a fight and won't talk anymore. But if the feeling about breaking up is mutual, of course! You'd still be my friend no matter what."he replied wrapping his arms around my right arm.
He leaned his head on my shoulder, I lean on his. ( I'm just going to imagine Jared is Connor while writing this -_- )
There was something weird about this. I feel like, we're still friends and that we're just hanging out. There's no more 'romantic excitement' Or that tingly feeling whenever you both touch each other. It's just...neutral...
I remember when I really had a crush on him, I would squeal when he would touch me. I would blush whenever he would make eye contact. For some reason, this is not making me feel 'in love' anymore...
~Connor's POV~
There he is...With a perfect life and the perfect man. Someone to make him happy... Me and Evan are going to hang out. I'll try my best to hide these feelings as we do. I wouldn't want to cause anymore trouble.
"Hey Evan! Ready? I have a lot of things planned for today." I said walking to Evan as I wrapped my arm around him. "I-I'm r-ready." He replies with a cute smile. I smile back and we both walked to my car.
He placed his right arm around my waist. He can't really reach my shoulders, so I forgive him. I wish he's doing this because of something else though. STOP Connor, stop saying that. You know Evan loves Jared...He loves some one else.
I drove us through the streets and going to the Forest that I found when I was a kid. I decided since I have no other friends than Evan. I'm going to share this amazing place where I go alone. At least this time I have someone to be with.
I memorized this place. We won't be lost, I'm sure of it. I park the car in front of the tree I first climbed, when I went here. I rushed to the other side of the door to open it for Evan. He smiles at me and gets out of the car. "Thank you." He says as we both walked around.
"Aren't we going to be lost?" He asked, I smirked. "Nope! I memorized this place. I've been here alone ever since I was a kid. I never really had friends to go with...You were the first person to come with me to this place." I said and held his shoulders closer.
~Evan's POV~
I blushed...Wait...I BLUSHED...WHAT? I feel so bad, what about Jared? I can't do that to him! He's my best friend! And my Boy friend? We never really made it official so I don't really know... I just enjoyed Connor's touch on mine.
I'm feeling my face heating up. We both stopped walking and Connor sat under a tree, it was clean and safe to sit on. I sat beside him, feeling safe around him. "So..How's Jared?" Connor asked. I just had a neutral face, and decided what to say.
"It's nice? I guess? I don't really know..." I said looking don feeling guilty. "What do you mean?Did he hurt you?! TELL ME!" He asked, I looked into his eyes of concern. I never realized how beautiful those eyes were. They looked so perfect, I wish I could stare at them for forever.
"N-no, He didn't hurt me. He could never do that...It's just..." I looked around, trying to find the words to describe this. "I'm not...In love anymore...I wanted a relationship where I can feel in love. With so much romantic tension. Whenever we would touch, we would feel a wave of wonderful shock." I stared into a tree.
"He's just not, that sweet anymore...I feel so bad, I'm sorry!" I said standing up. "No no no it's fine! I swear, don't go..." He held my hand. I blushed and slowly sat back down looking at him. "So you're breaking up with him?" He asked, almost too excitedly...I wonder why?
"I don't know...I can't bring myself to tell him. It'll hurt him too much, But I couldn't be a bad person and lie to him after all these years." I blurt out. "Oh...So you've found someone new?" He asked. I immediately blushed even more.
"Well...Uh...Y'know...Yes?" I say awkwardly, He looks at me. "Really? Who then?" 'You' WAIT WHAT? I CAN'T JUST SAY THAT, ESPECIALLY WHEN I HAVE A BOYFRIEND. "Uhmm...It's kind of a secret." I say softly.
"Come on Evan you can trust me. I promise I won't tell anyone." Not I feel guilty. I know he means well, if it wasn't him I would trust him. But I can't...He obviously won't like me back. How could he like someone, like me?
I placed a hand on his shoulder. "Hey, I love you. But I can't really say it...It's kind of a secret that I need to keep to myself. Plus I'm not even sure if I really like him that much." I said with a smile at the end.
"Fine, I respect your privacy. But just please tell me when you're ready." He replied with a smile as well. That's when I realize that his smile was so adorable as well.
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There's Gon. be a part 2 I never realized, my teacher's love story was this long! When she told it in class, it was kinda short. Guess my mind was wandering again xD
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