So sorry...to keep all of you guys waiting...for.. a month by now...

It's vvery hard for me to do so seeing that...

My bff Eclipsal_Midnight has taken her life...dur to depression...

Her parents never ever....by I mean ever looked at her. They would leave her to my place to stay for maybe a week or a month, because they were always busy at work....and that they never paid so much attention to her.

In school..she has a group chat...in the past grade, at grade 6 she has alot of bullies there...

They kept messaging her to kill herself...because nobody cared. Ofcorse I never knew this because she was so cheerful...

And seeing her hanging in her room with a noose tied in her neck was so sad....

Just now her parents started to care for her...

Just now as they se her damgling from the top of her room.

She left a not for you guys who read her books.

This is it..

' Dear friends....fans..

I'm very sorry for leaving you guys...I really am. I know I failed you all, I'm really sorry and I hope that you all forgive me..My only wish is to make my death not so major...and please forget me and move on..

I'm so sorry...CK...'

She was so cheerful...so amazing....

Her note to me is.. this...

'Dear.....

I'm so sorry for leaving you, I have always loved you...I laways had a big crush on you but I kept it hidden to keep our friendship...and aswell as my depression.. I'm so sorry..

I leave my channel and accounts to you, only you here are my stuffs.

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Please continue my story, I'm begging you, so that my readers would still have a story to read...

I know this may seem hard for you but....I'm sorry I really am, I tried to be strong when I'm not...I'm sorry.

Please forgive me.

My parents never loved me, but you and your parents treated me like like their own...and I'm so sorry to bring such sadness upon you guys. You three are my only family...

I love you...

Till we meet again..

CK.'

What's worse, is that I have a crush on her too, but I was too much of a coward to say...

I love you boo...

So much...

I wish you peace wherever you are...

You are the angel in my heart and will always be in my memory...

Love you...

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I'll be updating soon...

I just need 3 days more to...cope with this..

Thanks so much...

Soup_Dude...