as i type this, i am waiting for a slice of pizza to heat up. best dinner, i tell you.

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DAY XI - YOUR GODDAMNED FAMILY

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hmmm... goodness, this is taboo.

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√ i have a mother, a sister and a father. relatives (who literally want me dead, no joke, i swear) on my father side, relatives (who are atleast a bit chill with me but nope bc my reputation with them was ruined due to my fucking temper as a kid) on the mother side.

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ok so the fact that this afterword thing is being written at 23:57 (close as fuck to another day) is because i have just finished eating-- i mean, reading-- osamu dazai's no longer human, translated by donald keene and sent as a link on google drive to me by a fellow uhhhhhhhh alien, i guess. and boi, it fucked me up more than it should have. made me remember the good little days i was still taking pleasure in the feeling of drowning. but unfortunately, that as well, is of mundane tier to me in itself. fucking sh-- you don't know how much references i've been making for the past few minutes as i woke up from my stupor that sent me staring at the barcode at the end of the pdf for minutes after i finished the book, including the barcode itself. lol.

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T a g g i n g  n o  o n e .

>> bc i feel as inhumane as i factfully am, without the farcicality underlying in a heap of false faces :')