I dont like myself.

I dont deserve good things. I never wanna seem greedy or selfish so i never ask for anything, or maybe even say anything. Sometimes at night i want to scream and disappear in a puddle.

I never tell people how i feel because i dont wanna make a big deal about it, but i will say it in this book.
All i wanna do is just cry my eyes out. But i dont have the courage to do it...

Im always thinking if people think im a good person or not.

Thank you letting me write this, book.