Stay strong they said, things will get better they said...

Losing a two friends was never mentioned...

Did I really fuck up for not paying attention??

Idk anymore...

The worst part... they doubt me.

Hey guys, I knoe many of you are expecting updates, but right now I don't have the head for things... please understand... I lost two friends of mine, just beacuse things slipped out of my grasp, and I didn't pay attention to notice...

Now... they're gone...

And so am I?

Idk... and...

Im okay with not knowing...

I luv you all... tell the next chapter... bye..

-With confusion, sadness, anger, and luv... much luv.

Jenie_luv