A thought had stubbornly settled itself  at the back of Minhyung's mind, the question why? Why him of all the people out there? Someone at college seemed to have asked this question from him, "Now I who had Haechan's head turned since we were six. Girl you sure are the perfect match for a hot guy like him." Was he? No he wasn't, he was a boy forced to physically transform into a woman. To behave like a girl, dressing and portraying himself as a female, he wasn't perfect. Neither could he ever be, he's put several people's lives in jeopardy, perhaps he would just end it all like how he tried to back then? If he died, his mother would no longer have a destination, his brother's would focus on their lives and partners, Shotaro would go back to his parents and Haechan.........Haechan will most probably move on. Right?

"Kitten!" Haechans voice snapped the beautiful girl out of the trance she was in. She appeared as a girl but was a boy beneath her fabrics. "Are you alright? Why are you on the verge of crying? Did I hurt you last night? Was it too rough? Baby you need to tell what's happening to you, you are always in unbearable pain and it's worrying me. You are safe now, no surgery nothing." Exclaimed the brunette, pecking the girls forehead he smiled.

"It changes nothing though, does it? I still have been raised to be a girl, for 21 years I've been a girl, these annoying breasts started growing on my three years ago. I'm not a man or a woman Channie. I don't even know what I am or what I want to be. I'm starting to love being a girl and Its killing me!! I'm going insane, I'm not fit to even be yours!" Mark started shaking, no he wasn't going to cry today. He didn't want to. He ran away from Haechan, he wanted to run until his feet would get tired of running and give up.

"Minnie!" Doyoung tried to stop the boy, Haechan stopped him with a soft no.

"Let him go......He needs to let out his frustration Mom. He deserves freedom." It was true, the boy seemed to have lived a curtailed life which affected only his physical health but also his mental health.

[Mark will be personified as SHE in this chapter]

Minnie ran as fast as she could, her heart heavy with frustration, pain and sadness. Never had her life been beautiful, nothing ever happened the way she wanted. The parts with her Darling, her Channie and friends were   pretty but it was so disturbing, so complicating it made her feel like shit.
A wicked mother, a father who didn't give a fuck about what was even happening, a world that saw her as a girl and she.......her mind had been manipulated by hormones and all that weird crap.

"He loves me right? Or.....or does he pity me? What if grandma finds me? What do they want to do with me? My body hurts, my heart hurts, it's so heavy!!!" Minnie collapsed on feet, falling on the ground, her hair bouncing around her.

She was dressed in the cute dress her boyfriend had got her, he had even got her jeans and a shirt but the girl that had been nurtured within the boy in her, picked this salmon pink dress. Her mind spiralling with thoughts her tired mind no longer could decipher. Haechan who silently followed her stood at a distance, tears pricking at the back of his orbs at how broken his Markie was, the way his soul had been crushed into fragments that cannot be collected off the ground.

"Kitten?" Haechan whispered softly as he got closer to the gorgeous girl. Minnie sniffled hugging Haechans waist tightly. "Baby what's what's wrong?" He pulled the petite frame off his body, cupping those damp cheeks.

"I-I.........I want to.....I want kill myself Channie!" Minnie grabbed the cuff of his shirt. "I'm not perfect! Sicheng ruined my life but he isn't even concerned about what he's done to me. My mom is a fucking Physco and........and." Her eyes started closing and opening as if her body started giving up on her conscious.

As Minnie blacked out in Haechans arms the brunette carried the gorgeous beauty to the car, taking her home to his room, Taeyong immediately checked his brother who seemed to have blacked out due to the unbearable physical pain and mental stress. Haechan had never been so mad before, he punched the wall with a growl, he throttled Mrs Lee with a glare.

"She's a girl!!! You can never change that.........Even if you kill me nothing of it would change. She will have to go through the surgery. My mother would make sure she get-" Mrs Lee started choking as the hold her neck got tighter.

"Hyung!!! Don't!! If you end up in prison again Dad is going to kill you!!" Sungchan tried to stop his older brother from killing Mrs Lee.

"She should be dead." Haechan let go of her neck as he sliced her wrists with a dagger he found on one of the tables. "Suffer until every drop of your blood seeps out of your veins. I'll find your mother and have her buried alive!" He threw the woman on the gravel as he went upstairs to check on his lover.

Minnie sat hugging her knees, he sat beside her as turned to smile at the handsome tanned male who loved her. She kissed the moles on Haechans face, the last kiss on his neck, then she hugged him tightly, biting her face in his neck.

"Don't ever try to kill yourself Kitten. Please don't try to leave me. I love you so fucking much. How could you even imagine I could live without you?" Haechan whispered placing those small soft arms on his cheeks, Minnie pouted as she nodded with a small smile.