"Mom please don't do this! I don't want to be a girl!!" Mark screamed at his mother for he refused to go with her to the hospital for the check up. He didn't want to change himself.

"Shut up you ungrateful brat! Look at you, you are a gorgeous girl. What more do you want?! Let me make myself clear. We are getting an appointment for the surgery. By next year you'll recover but by the end of next year you'll be a complete girl. From head to toe." Mrs Lee boxed her daughter's ears as she dragged Mark to the car.

When will anyone ever save him from this hell hole? After getting the appointment Mrs Lee dropped her daughter at college. Mark bit his lips, letting the tears splash on the ground, Jeno saw him crying and hugged the girl immediately.

"I don't think Haechan would like to see his lover crying on my chest." Jeno chuckled wiping her tears off fondly. He was a friend you can rely on, Jaemin's beloved boyfriend and the friend who stood by him for a long time even though he didn't know about Marks secret.

"Thank you for the hug Jeno." A soft mumble was given, as Minnie left the blonde head he ran went to the roof top to cry.

The faint smell of cigarettes caught his attention. A blush crept on the cheeks of the gorgeous boy, after slipping on the floor, on an attempt to confess his brother Hendery had caught him just in time or else poor Markie would have fallen on his butt.
Peeking a look on the golden skinned male he made his way towards the handsome boy.

"Hey shawty. What did you try to tell me yesterday at the party?" Haechan spoke with his cigarette between his teeth.

"Nothing........I wanted Channie's attention on me." Mark giggled sweetly at Haechan, the younger boy smiled down at the silver haired beauty.

"Awe my baby Kitten. I'll always have my attention on you." His stubby arm wrapped around Marks waist, to lift her up onto his lap. He still had a cast on his right arm. "Give me a kiss." Demanded Haechan, throwing this cigarette bud on the floor. Mark gasped shyly, forgetting his pain for a little while.

The older cupped Haechans cheeks the pecked those plump pink soft lips. Haechans frown on his beautiful face confused Mark, their lips smashed against eachother, the kiss a little too intense than their previous ones. One arm did so many things to the beauty's body, Haechan certainly being a extremely good kisser. Mark wrapped his arms around the boys neck as they kisses until they were breathless. The wet lips made their way down to the olders neck, down to his collar bones and chest.

"Shit!! I have a biology exam in five minutes. Fuck fuck. I'm so sorry Baby. I'll make it up to you after school." The younger lifted his head up from Mark's breasts and groaned. Giving several smooches on the swollen lips he made them get off the ledge and ran towards the door in a hurry.

"I wish.......I wish I didn't have to lie to you Channie." Mark wiped his tears with a broken smile.

The tanned male sure had a biology exam, they were in the same class with different majors. Haechan had a hard time writing, Renjun write for him as well. Yeri let the idiot help his friend. Mark on the other side felt so sick, they had begun to prepare his body for the gender surgery. His whole body hurt like he had been thrashed in the wall multiple times.

"Darling......Should I just accept my fate and learn to live like a girl? To be a girl completely? It hurts so much I can't bare it anymore." Mark whimpered softly. "Even Haechan loves Minnie, my girl version. Not the boy hidden within me. He's straight for fucks sake, he's not gay to start with either." His lips trembled, his fingers shivered he was afraid of the tanned male ever finding out the truth.

"Darling......You deserve more than that. Don't tell me you are giving up on yourself? Honey you know he loves you so much right? Even though he hasn't told you that by words I'm sure he shows it more. We'll find a way out of this. I promise God wouldn't let you suffer forever." Jaemin assured the older boy who was red in pain.

"Rather than living a lie I'd rather end my life." Mark mumbled the last part so that his best friend won't hear him.
For he was afraid he might hurt the later by telling it out loud.

When it was time for school to over he saw the boy he loved so much, Haechan. His first love his reason of happiness, sadly it wouldn't be the same once he finds out his girl had a dick. Mark smiled at him, the golden skinned boy wink back instead. Should he go up to him and say ,"Channie I'm a boy."? Or just live this lie to be with him? After all he was in love with the girl Mark pretended to be so what difference would it make if he had a dick or not.

"Kitten!" Haechan pulled the silver heard girl towards him, Mark fell on his hard chest. She whimpered for it hurt, her skin was way too sensitive and her breasts hurt so much. Sniffling she stood straight. "Did I hurt you? Baby.......Why does it always seem as if you are in pain? Does your chest hurt? Are you on your periods? You can tell me anything." His soft voice and the warm hug meant everything, sadly the horn of Marks mother's vehicle drew him away from the red head.

"I'm f-fine. Also M-Markie likes Channie with dirty silver hair. I have to go. Bye!" Mark whispered running down the hallways leaving Haechan quite hurt that no matter how nice he was to his girl she perhaps didn't like him or maybe she didn't trust him enough to open up.