Shhhh,

I whisper

My head full of thoughts

Magnets ready to pull, expand until my head will explode.

Shh

It's mad, it's hurting me

It's making me hurt only me.... until I can't handle it, so I hurt others too.

But..

Shhhh

The Thoughts in my head have to be loved

I have to accept them and not let them control.

You don't have the power.

Shhh

Too many controls, limits, when I want to be free and unconditional.

Shhh

I suddenly doubt myself and I'm suffering

Who am I?

Shhhh

Can't I transform this?

Shhh

It's just a moment.

Don't let it take over you

And suddenly it takes over me for I think it's wrong for me to even get clouded and stuck by all these blockages in my mind

And I try to break out of them

Shhh

I'm the one that's wrong

Do more

Do less

You'll never be enough

Shhh

Gotta explain it all, think it twice until it's thrice

And then the one time you go for it, I feel guilty and I'm caught. I didn't think it over. Oh, no, I'm back in the pattern.

Shhh

Am I not free?

I thought I was over this....

I thought I was capable to block the other voices that tried to tell me this and that.

Shhh

Tried to stop me

And told me to continue.

Shhh

It's okay

Though.

It's the process

And live it now

Shhh

Yes

It's hard

Shhhh

But it's my life

I can't wait and only be happy when the moment arrives.

Shhhh

I create the moment

And my life is now

It's now too

When I'm sad

And it'll pass

But I've got to live it before it goes.

Shhh

Embrace it

My life is now

Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Shhhhhhhhhhhh

Shhhhhhhhhh

Shhhhhh

It's a moment and it's okay if the thoughts bury me with them

I just have to know, I can climb back out.

it can be quiet again.

And I'll see the sun

Because it was always burning within

Shhhh

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