*Hello everyone, sorry that I haven't updating in a while, school is finally over and now I can work on my books! But now since it is the start of summer vacation I have a few jobs, I am starting my job at the public library, I'm doing a huge paper route, so like the newspapers and I'm working at a dog kennel, so my summer is gonna be a little hectic.
Anyways, I hope you all will enjoy this chapter..um..possible graphic scenes..won't tell you what, but things in this chapter might make you cry? Anyways enjoy! And thank you for all the reads and votes so far! Love you all! Bug out!🐞🐱*

I wake up to my phone buzzing again. I rolled over, grunting through the process to see Bee's contact again.

It's already been a few days, almost a week since I've been home. The bruises are still there but not too noticeable. I hated the fact of how much I was ignoring him.

But how can I look him in the eyes when I was too weak to fight back.

I closed my eyes and rolled over on my back and stared up at the ceiling. I don't want Bee to blame himself or..I just don't..

I forced myself to sit up. I can't keep doing this anymore! I have to do what's right!

I felt my heart kick into over drive as I picked up my phone.

You have missed 10 calls from "Bee💞"

I sighed as I clicked on his contact and went on our messages.

I didn't bother reading through them even though I should, but I can't..it'll only make me change my mind about doing what I'm about to do.

I closed my eyes and clicked on his contact and began to text him.

Lisa: Bee I'm sorry..but..we need to talk..

In seconds Bee replied.

Bee💞: where the hell have you been?
Bee💞: I've been so worried
Bee💞: what happened?
Bee💞: Lisa?

I worked down a swallow, nearly already breaking into tears.

Lisa: I can't do this anymore Bee..

Bee💞: ..
Bee💞: what do you mean?

I bite down on my lower lip. As I forced myself to keep texting.

Lisa: I can't do this anymore, I'm sorry Bee..but it's over..

That's when my whole life just shattered.

Bee's POV🐝

I was laying in bed, I haven't heard from Lisa for weeks.

She's been missing to much school, she hasn't even talked to Arcee or anyone else.

Was it me?

Was she afraid of me? Or was she..

I looked up at the ceiling and I worked down a swallow feeling tear form in my eyes.

She's the only girl that means something to me..

Yeah she isn't like us, she isn't a Autobot or a Con, she's a human, which makes her even more special..

I dragged my hands down my face as I hear my phone buzz.

I grabbed my phone, heart racing, my whole body shaking.

It was her..

Baby Girl❤️: Bee I'm sorry..but..we need to talk..

In seconds Bee replied.

Bee: where the hell have you been?
Bee: I've been so worried
Bee: what happened?
Bee: Lisa?

I worked down a swallow, nearly already breaking into tears.

Baby Girl❤️: I can't do this anymore Bee..

I felt my stomach drop, like all the oxygen in my chest just left my body, like my heart just stopped beating.

Bee: ..
Bee: what do you mean?

I started to freak out. What is she doing, what is she-she can't do this..

My heart shattered as I see the next text she gave me before I started to feel the tears fall.

Baby Girl❤️: I can't do this anymore, I'm sorry Bee..but it's over..

That's when my whole life just shattered.

Bee: why are doing this?!
Bee: what did I do?
Bee: ANSWER ME!

Anger boiled inside me. All I've done was stand by her, I treated her with respect, with love..

I gave her my all and she just smacked me across the face.

Baby girl❤️: it's not you, it's me..
Baby girl❤️: you..
Baby girl❤️: you deserve better..
Baby girl❤️: I'm not ready for something like this..

Bee: stop saying that BS what the hell is going on?
Bee: you've been avoiding me, not talking to me and NOW UR DUMPING ME?!
Bee: DID U FIND SOMEONE ELSE TO PLAY WITH?

I cursed under my breath as I instantly regretted those words.

Baby girl❤️: your just like the rest of them, teasing me, making me look like a slut.
Baby girl❤️: I knew I made mistake
Baby girl❤️: I'm sorry I'm not what you expected.
Baby girl❤️: but it's over.

Bee: I don't care anymore
Bee: I gave you my all but clearly you don't care.

Baby girl❤️: I DO CARE U IDIOT!
Baby girl❤️: JUST LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE!

I stared down at my screen. Tears fell down my cheeks and on to my phone screen.

I snarled, screaming loudly as I tossed the phone across the room, shattering in pieces as it hit my bed room wall.

I grabbed my coat and stormed out the door. "Bee what the hell is wrong with you?" I hear Jazz asked as I slammed the door behind me walking down the street to the nearest bar.

It's over..she left me just like that..

I guess I wasn't good enough.

I slump in the stool, and pushed the cash towards the bartender and he starts to fill shot glasses with high grade.

I drank the shots down like water, trying to get Lisa out of my head.

She never liked me, I shouldn't have fell for her.

She's just used me..

I wasn't good enough, maybe I won't be enough in her eyes..

Hell she's human, and I'm not..maybe that's why..

All I know is that..

...she deserves better..

*time skip*🍺

"Hiya Bee~"

I look up to see Alice. She giggled as she sat in the bar stool next to me before she noticed the 40 shot glasses on the table.

"Bee you ok?" She asked softly as I felt her hands touch my shoulders. Of course my brain was fuzzy.

"Let's take you to my place, I don't live far~" she cooed as I smirked at her, "I know where you live.." I slurred softly as I pulled her close.

She smirked as me, grabbing my hand, and guiding my through the crowds and out the door to her house.

Lisa's POV~

I curled up in a tight ball, sobbing my heart out.

I can't believe I just did that..

It's over..my life is over..

I grabbed my phone and threw it across the room. I pressed my knees to my chest.

In a way, now I won't hurt him anymore..

He deserves better..

〰💔🍺💔〰

I guess you can say we're all broken in a way..

Sorry for the long wait, sorry I took so long, but yeah, more updates coming soon!

Hope you all enjoyed the depressing chapter..

And sadly Bee is back to his old ways,  going back to his old ways..at first for the time skip I would have him wake up in a girls bed but I decided not too but for him to go home with Alice.

So yeah, anyways..

Bye!

And thanks for all the reads so far! I really appreciate it!

Love you guys!