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The last few weeks haven't been the greatest. Of course my mother was busy with work so she didn't take notice of my behaviour.

I haven't been eating a whole lot..skipping class and making sure I'm home before the school calls home to leave a message of my absence, I don't talk much anymore, I sure as hell keep away from Bee and his friends..

I just go back to my old patterns like I did before. I rarely even come out of my room anymore..

I guess that's what happens when you fall for a player, get attached, become a target for the mean girls and well..being the freak that I am.

I sit in the cafeteria now, at the lonely table next to the window. Way at the back of the cafeteria, staring out at the window, empty and growling stomach. Alone with my thoughts and everything else hanging over my head.

Bee was-is miserable. Maybe he's only pretending? He probably is, trying to guilt trip me of the breakup.

Mr. Rodimus was able to finally see past the damn project and let me work on my speech alone. Bee hadn't shown up to English class at all. Not one bit..but at this point of all this, I didn't care. The less I saw him the less I cried.

During the past weeks I've been also staying home, playing the 'mom I'm sick' act and usually my mom goes to the school, gets my work from the teachers and I work from home.

Not that I bother to do the work but it's a work in progress. Hell the school can burn, along with Bee and that stupid witch Alice along with it.

I take in a deep breath, putting my ear buds in, grabbing my sketch book as I began to draw.

Bee's POV:

I couldn't help but stare at her from all the way across the cafeteria. She looks like crap..but so do I..

I haven't slept in a while, haven't eaten or went out. My usual meal was booze and that was it. Maybe a few nibbles of chips and some cookies but that was it.

I closed my eyes, dragging my hands through my greasy hair. Yeah I haven't done much in the past week. Breaks up don't really bother me but Lisa..

She's the one I don't want to let go. She different..drives me up the walls..I like it..I love her stubbornness and her giggles and how shy she can be..

She's perfect, yet we're polar opposites..they say opposites attract but lately I haven't really believed in the kinda shit.

I leaned back in my seat as I hear Sideswipe sigh. "Honestly is she that worth wild to wait?" I sat up in my chair and glared at him.

"She's going through-"

"-a lot yeah we know, but she didn't have to hurt you like she how she did." Jazz grumbled as I rolled my eyes, leaning back in my seat.

"It was me who did the hurting not her.."

Arcee hummed. "Uh huh says the one who looks like trash." I dragged my hands down my face. "Honestly, I never seen you like this. Usually after a breakup you go and sleep with the next." Ironhide mumbled as he took a large bite of his green able.

I raised a brow at him as my cheeks flushed. "Yeah, why what makes her so special?" Skid asked as his brother grunted in agreement.

"She's different." I snapped quietly as he twins both grumbled as I lowered my gaze. "I like her a lot. So I'm waiting until she's ready."

"Yeah sure, just wait, she will move on in a snap once she's ain't emotional any more." Mirage stated with his accent as I clenched my jaw.

"Let's just let this slide ok? All this talk is making me depressed.." Grimaced Volt as Optimus sighed. "Just give her space she'll come around."

I nodded as I looked over to see her getting up and heading for the door.

Her skin was freakishly pale, it looks like she hadn't eaten or slept in a while. Half the time she doesn't show up for her classes.

I damaged her a lot hadn't I?

The bell rings and I get up, heading for my locker. Half way down the hall I see Lisa at her own locker. I worked down a swallow and walked over to her.

"Hey.."

She jumped a little and looked at me. I lowered my gaze to the ground and rubbed the back of my neck.

"I..I just wanted to say hi and that I..I miss you.." I whispered softly as she quickly closed her locker, binders in her arms as she stared at me.

I met her gaze. Just praying she would answer me but she doesn't. She just lowers her gaze to the ground. "I..I miss you too." I hear her whisper back as she turned around and ran off.

I watched, eyes widened as I thought my heart stopped beating.

She actually spoke..

"I miss you too.."

Her words never left my head as I walk to my locker.

Maybe there is a chance I can have her back..

Maybe there is a chance..

Lisa's POV~

I miss you too?!

How could I just let that happen?! I even have the next class with him!

How can I let myself break that easily?!

I get to class and sat at the back of the class. The bell rings and the students fill in. Bee walks in, but I pull my hood up, keeping my eyes glue on my binder.

He sits down and I hear him sigh. Jim being here just set me over the edge. "Lisa I-"

Before he could finish his sentence he was cut off my the p.a coming on. "Mr. Rodimus, do you have Lisa in class?"

"Yes I do."

"Send her down to the office."

I froze as my eyes widened in fear as Rodimus looks at me. "Lisa you are to head down to the office."

Most of all the students whisper as I walk out of class and down the hall to the office. My eyes widened as I enter to see my mother.

Eyes were full of anger and most of all disappointed. I worked down a swallow as I followed my mother to the principal's office.

"As you know..or since you don't of what you told me Ms. you daughter has been skipping to many classes and falling behind." He exclaimed as I lowered my gaze to the ground.

"I think it's time to revaluate your daughters issues. Now I don't know what goes on at home but if this issue is not resolved soon I will have no choice but to take Lisa out of the school."

"My daughter has never done this before she is-"

"I have read over your daughters records and she is a very smart young girl. But I can not allow this kind of behaviour." He went on as I worked down a swallow.

My mother hanged her head and nodded. "I understand about the bullying and of the issues that she had faced with Alice but that has been resolved but Lisa you have to meet me half way here."

I nodded, not meeting his gaze. "I suggest getting time off. I will send a package of her work from we classes to work on for the time being." My mother nodded as he sighed. "Lisa I expected better. I hope that you get back on track understood."

I nodded again as I stood up fast and rushed out of the office and down the hall to my locker, sniffling and breathing heavy as I grabbed all my things in my backpack and headed out of the school.

"Lisa get over here now, where are you even going?" My mother called after me as I kept walking.

"Just leave me the hell alone!" I snapped as the tears blinded me. "Lisa please don't do this. Just talk to me."

"I don't want to talk!" I snapped angrily as I spun around to look at her. She stares at me wide eyes.

"Lisa.."

"Just leave me alone."

"No. As your mother your suppose to talk to me. Not play me like a fool, faking to be sick, and skipping classes and hiding all the schools phone calls, why are you like this?" She snapped at me as I rolled my eyes.

"I'm not a kid anymore! I'm not this jolly happy girl that you think I am, people change and I don't want you to bother me about this bull shit so leave me the fuck alone!" I snarled as I stormed off, cutting through the ally near the school, breaking into a sob once I was far enough.

She could call the cops to look after me, or for her to chase after me or beg me to come back-she could do whatever she wants but I'm not looking back now.