Avoidance

Once I get home I limp to my room. A small sob escapes me as I buried my face into my pillows.

All I wanted was a fresh start..

But all I got was a bloody nose, black eye and possible broken bones?

I groaned as I forced myself to get up and limp to the bathroom for a shower. Ignoring the aches and pains and strip down and step in the shower.

Another groan escapes me as I turned on the water. I hissed as the soapy water hit my skin.

After a painful shower I stepped out and got myself in a towel and walked into my room. I looked over to my phone to see more text messages from Bee pop up.

Bee: where are you?
Bee: you ok?
Bee: What's wrong?
Bee: Why won't you answer me?
Bee: Lisa?
Bee: You ok?
Bee: Please answer me..
Bee: Did I do something wrong?
Bee: Where are you?
Bee: Lisa..
Bee: Lisa don't ignore me

I sighed and placed my phone in my drawer. I closed my eyes, as I sank to the floor. I pushed my knees to my chest and let the tears fall again.

He's deserves better..

*small time skip.*

Once I was done with crying I brushed my hair, blow dried it and put it in a braid.

I grabbed a pair of sweatpants and a tank top and I sat on my bed. I could hear the ringing of my phone in my drawer.

I let out a huff and pulled it out.

You have 4 missed calls from 'Bee.'

I sucked on my lower lip as I placed my phone away again. I felt my lower lip quiver as I grabbed a pillow. I curled up in a ball, holding the pillow to my chest and sobbed.

Why does shit have to be this hard?!

I hate feeling like this, feeling sad or depressed..

I just wish I could go to a school and be happy..be able to make friends and not get picked on.

But I guess I can only dream..

My phone kept going off, I chose to ignore it. Maybe if I just lay low for a while maybe Bee will just give up.

I hope he does..

*small times skip*

By the time my mom gets home, I play the 'I'm sick' role and she thankfully falls for it.

It's not like I'm lying, I partly am feeling like I'm gonna throw up. How can I go to school tomorrow looking like someone ran me over?

How can I show my face at that hell hole.

I rolled to my side, ignoring the pain shooting from my body as my mom walks in. "Sweetie? I made you some chicken soup.."

I hummed, keeping my eyes glued to my window, watched cars drive by. "You ok honey? You haven't come out of your room..do you want me to book and appointment with the doctor?"

"No.." I mumbled out as I bite down on my lower lip. "Are you sure?"

"Yes.." I replied with a slight harsh tone. I hear my mother sigh and her placing the soup on my nightstand.

"I'm downstairs if you need me ok?" I hummed in response and she closes the door. I grunted as I forced myself to get up.

I crawled to the edge of my bed and slowly started to eat the soup. I ignored how the soup burned my tongue and how it hurt to swallow. I felt tears form in my eyes again, I didn't dare to let them fall.

I'm weak..

So weak..

I take in a deep breath and stood up, limping to my vanity and looked at myself. The bruises have gotten darker. My lower lip hasn't swelled too much..I look like utter trash.

They did this to me..

They made me look like a loser..like a..I look so pathetic..

I forced myself to look away and I numbly and slowly changed into some loose clothing.

I limp to my bed again and slither deep into my bed sheets.

It pained me to not answer Bee's calls..I worried of how much he'll hate me. How much he will..how he will not love me anymore.

Tears found there way out of my eyes and soaking my pillow. I closed my eyes as sleep finally took over.

Bee's POV🐝

I kept texting her but nothing. It's been hours since I last seen her, hell she won't answer my calls either..

I huffed, clicking on her contact and pressed the call button. After a few rings the answer machine went on.

"Hey, this is Lisa, sorry I can't answer the phone right now..leave a message and I'll get back to you..shit how do I turn this-hm..oh here we go!"

The beep goes on and I take in a deep breath. "Hey it's Bee again..Lisa please answer your phone..call me.." I closed my eyes and hanged up.

"You ok?" Arcee asked as she rested a hand on my shoulder. "How can I be? She won't answer. Did anything seem off in class with her?"

She shook her head. "She didn't show up."

"Not even in gym or artillery." Sideswipe pipped up from the couch. I slumped on the stool in the kitchen.

"I don't get it, she was fine this morning!"

"Maybe she got bored of you." Snickered both of the twins as Ironhide smacked them both across the heads.

"Maybe she's busy?" Ratchet suggested as he sipped from his mug of coffee. I rolled my eyes and looked down at my phone.

"Yeah..to busy to even message me back?" Optimus sighed "be patient..she'll come around." I nodded and I hopped off the stool.

"Yeah..maybe.."

I walked up the stairs and into my room, closing the door behind me as I slumped on my bed.

I stared up at the ceiling for a long as I could before sleep came to me, and I was out like a light.








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Hey guys!☄🙈💬

Sorry I took so long to update! I've been busy with school which sucks ass!!🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

Exams are coming up, so I'm trying to get as much shit done in class before exams actually start.😶

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I mean I am at a 80-ish range but the exam is worth 30% of our mark..UGH!!!🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

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