you feel terrified
by the idea of getting
hurt
betrayed
talked on

you get scared
over the idea of
people ignoring you
hating you
forgetting you

incidents
replay in your mind,
scenarios
going around your head
things you feel are there...
wait, are they
really there?

are you anxious?
are you worried of the future?
are you worried about which side your
luck will fall on?
doomsday?
a day full of sorrow, regret and hatred?

not a day
goes by
without you
worrying about the
outcome
of mild illusions

so
stop it,
continue living
as there will be
a good outcome
at the end of it

and life wouldn't
seem so bad