Hope you enjoy :) Btw, the format of this story is that were having a conversation. Just said this to avoid any confusions :3

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Hey there. You see that man? You don't know him? His name is Hakuryuu. Do you know whose grave he's looking at? No? That's yours. You say you don't remember anything about him? Well then, let me tell you.

He hated himself. He hates himself for what he's done to you. He blamed himself for every sin he's committed that hurt you. And he's realizing all that now that you're gone.

Hakuryuu loves you. He really does. He loves you with all his heart, and yet, it was his fault that he is now staring at your grave.

It seems as if the world heard his pain, as the atmosphere started to change based upon what he's feeling. Dark clouds, strong winds and a heavy downpour. As the sky cried with rain, he felt his tears roll down his face. It didn't matter if anyone saw him lowering his guard like that because he was already hidden under the rain. He wanted to scream. No, he needed to scream. So he did. He buried his face on his palms and screamed and shouted his pain. He blames himself for what happened to you. He destroyed your dreams; your future.

Hmm? What's that? You don't believe me? You don't think Hakuryuu's at fault? Maybe. Maybe not. Here, listen.

He has been your companion for a few years. You both love each other dearly. You supported him in his passion for soccer, and he supported you in pursuing your dreams. Everyday he would text you encouraging messages, and when he displays affection to you in public, he goes tsundere mode and be all flustered, which made you fall in love with him more.

But then, he started changing. He started drifting away from you. He stopped sending those messages. When you go on dates, he'll just take you to a restaurant and just be silent the whole day. A few words here and there, but it was never the same as before. Hakuryuu became more and more close to his friends. Everytime you visit hin in his apartment, he will always be drunk, and sometimes, he'll hurt you, and then force you to have sex. This worried you, but you still remained by his side, even though it hurt alot. And then, something unexpected happened.

It was a dark and stormy night. He was out drinking and partying without you knowing. Of course, you're worried and pestered the heck out of him through messages and calls. That made him irritated and immediately went to your house. As you saw him in your front lawn, you cam't help but sigh in relief. As you opened the door, he tried to speak, but he was too drunk and angry, and instead of words, he mouthed a deep grunt.

"Hey... You weren't answering my calls. I thought something happened to you..."

But then, he forcefully grabbed your arm and dragged you to his car,

"What are you doing?! Where are we going?!" You protested as he drove the car with full speed.

"What do you mean?! I thought you wanted attention! So here!" Hakuryuu retorted back, not slowing down.

"Huh? I just wanted to know if you're okay! Why are you avoiding me those past few days? You're out partying like there's no tomorrow! I thought you said you love me..." You said as sternly as you could, but you failed. Tears started to stream down your face as your partner just cursed and cursed.

"You know what? We're through! I don't want any nuisance to my life anymore!" He suddenly shouted, making you flinch and clench your chest.

"What...?" You whispered which made him more annoyed.

"I'm breaking up with you! I don't love you anymore!" As he said those words, you felt your heart shatter in a million pieces. The words shocked you alot. You just lowered your head as he drove with mad speed.

And then, everything started to go haywire. The man has started to lose control over the car, causing you to look to his direction.

Everything happened so fast that he didn't realize it. He just saw a truck coming to your way ready to smash the both of you. You cried out and begged for him to stop, but he didn't. And then the two cars collided, and the car you're riding was sent flying. Before he lost conciousness, he saw you lying over a pool of blood. He tried to save you, but to no avail. He lost consciousness as he held your hand.

You're starting to remember? Good. But that's not all.

He woke up in a room and his body was covered with bandages and a cast on his arm. The first thing he did was he looked for you. The doctor said that he has been unconcious for 5 days. But when the doctor said you died a few days ago, Hakuryuu froze.

"With so many injuries, it was indeed impossible for her to live." The doctor said.

"Where was she buried...?" He asked softly.

"Her parents said she was buried in the cemetery the both of you always visited." The doctor said.

The man nodded and started to walk away when the doctor stopped him.

"But before she died, she asked me to let you hear this." The doctor then gave the man your phone with a recording.

"Hi there. I don't have much time here, I just want to tell you... I love you. Even though you hurt me so many times, i still can't stop loving you. So please, be safe okay? Live on... For me... Fulfill your dreams... I love you so much... goodbye..."

And the recording ended. He just stared at your phone and realized all the wrong things he's done to you. He felt tears streaming down his face, but he didn't care if anyone saw him. He immediately got up and walked out of the hospital to look for your grave in that certain cemetery.

And now, here he is, blaming himself for what happened to you. You don't blame him? Oh you're too kind-hearted. What he did to you before and what happened to you was unforgivable. But if that's what you think then so be it. After all, i'm just a nobody. I'm just someone to keep you company before you pass on. ...Eh? i think he's saying something.

"(F/n)... i'm sorry... i'm so so sorry... i never should've done all those things... i never should've said i didn't love you... because... that's a lie... I really really love you... i hope you forgive me..."

So, what do you want to do now? Let him be? Ah... Because you want him to learn to move on right? What a nice person you are. It's a shame you died early. Just so you know, everything happens for a reason. Maybe he'll find out the reason why you died... Someday.

"I forgive you... Hakuryuu. Take care and be strong okay...? I'll wait for you... I love you... very much... goodbye, but just for now..."

3rd Person POV
Hakuryuu wiped his tears and took one last look at the grave. As he stood up from the ground, the sky started to clear up to reveal the beautiful sun. He started to walk away.

"I forgive you... Hakuryuu. Take care and be strong okay...? I'll wait for you... I love you... very much... goodbye, but just for now..."

Hakuryuu widened his eyes as he heard these. Could it be...?

"(F/n)..." he muttered softly. Surprisingly, he looked at the sky with a small smile on his face.

"Thank you. I'll atone for my crime, so i can bring justice for your death. I love you."

Hakuryuu placed a picture of you two on top of the grave simple message at the back.

"Here lies (l/n) (f/n). The girl who made me realize everything. You will always be loved and remembered.

Thank you for everything (f/n). I love you. I always have, and always will."

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Finally done! Wow. I've been in wattpad for 3 years and i'm publishing a story just now XD Anyway, hope you enjoyed it :D Oh yeah, expect me to be more active for the following days :3
See ya!