Nouvelle 5 : Silence of the Wings

My back hurt so much. I can't feel my wings anymore. Warm blood flows from my back. It's like He takes out my soul from me. His eyes are emotionless. He don't even seems to have pity to me. I'm so scared. I don't know what I should be expecting. He looks at me, still with a straight face :

- I, God, decide to banish you from the Heavens forever. The sin that you commited is unforgivable, I can't let you stay here after all the damages that you've done.

He stop talking. I can feel His frightening stare on me. I'm so stressed that the only thing I ear is my loud breath :

- So thus , I'm taking you off your status as an angel, which means your immortality too. You will live for the rest of your life as human henceforth.

I'm starting to crying. Tears drops from my eyes and my sobbings resonate in all the palace.

The Son looks at me, like if He is enjoying this moment as a show. He comes to me, silently, and stands in front of me. I don't want to face Him. I can't handle this :

- Don't cry, Gabriel. Humanity isn't that much horrible. But humans are.

He caresses my hair carefully. I look down to see the strands of my hair who have been cut lately on the floor :

- What a shame. I can't believe that you've done this. It's such a waste to make the Father do this to you. Disappointing...

He continues :

- But that's not surprising. You are so naive. I mean, look at you.

A sad smile appears on His face :

- I'm impress that you've done this for love. That's so sweet from you, Gabriel. But you see, you are a messenger, not a fighter. Your work is to help others to guide them to they fate, not to destroy everything for your own feelings.

He takes violently my face, as his eyes look into mine. His voice is cold, but dominant. He approaching closer to me and He whisper to me :

- But after all, it doesn't matter. You are pathetic as them, Gabriel. The only one that you can blame, is you.

I'm so speechless that I stop crying at that moment. His sentence cut my breath like if He slit my throat.

I am taking out of the palace. I can't feel anything. I feel so broken inside of me. So weak. I can't move, I can't scream. But I wish I could. Then, when I am in front the Earth's gate, I am throw in. During my fall, my body seems heavier than usual. But at the same time, I feel so light like I was a feather blowing in the sky.

Suddenly, my body floating in the water. I'm diving in the Sea, slowly. I know that if I don't try to escape from here, I will die. But I don't want to. It's over.

Whatever I do, it will not change anything.

I'm not brave enough to save myself. I don't deserve to live. That's my punishment. I prefer to die here, peacefully. I wouldn't bother anyone anymore. I will be free.

So I let myself drown until my heart stop beating.

Like a fallen angel, I will finally taste the flavor of freedom in Hell.

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