P a r k J i m i n P O V .

I'm on my knees, holding Sara close to myself as I pat her cheek, repeating her name, hoping it would wake her up. Jungkook stares at us for second before jumping into action as I tell him to call a cab. He brings his car instead, well that is better than waiting for a cab.

"Sara, get up, baby." I say, rubbing her hands as I sit with her head on my lap in the backseat of the car. Her eyes remain shut with a calm expression, as if she was having a good nap. I rummage through her bag and comes across a few books, pens, a small make-up thingy, tampons, but not her medicines. "Why are you like this?!" I mutter, biting my lip as I turn the bag over, pouring out all the things. It's not here.

"Home," I say, and turn to Jungkook, "Dude, drive to her apartment."

"Are you sure? Shouldn't we go to the hospital?" He questions, looking at me and I shake my head.

"I'll call Dr. Kim there. She already has the medicines at home." He nods and doesn't argue further which I really appreciate right now. Taking my phone I dial the doctor's number, holding it between my shoulder and head tilted as I grab the water bottle from the side to sprinkle a few a drops on Sara's face.

"Hello? Dr. Kim, It's me, Park Jimin." I say as soon as the doctor answers my call, "Yes, actually Sara's unconscious and it would be great if you could come at her place right now, it's urgent."

"Yeah, uh kind of." I nod when he asks if there was something stressing her out. Then he asks if she's eaten anything and I tell him, a chocolate cake a few minutes ago.

"Thank you, we're almost there. I'll see you at her place." I sigh, glancing at Jungkook and nod as he's been turning back to ask what happened. "He's coming."

He pulls in front of the building soon and steps forward to carry her, "I'll take her." I tell him, carrying Sara out, making him sigh and follow after me with worried eyes never leaving her body. I shake my head, looking at Sara with a soft look. People like her don't belong in such a cruel world.

My attention shifts away when the phone in my pocket rings. I look down and then at the girl I'm holding. Maybe Jungkook has some sense left in him for he doesn't try to take Sara from me, instead pulls my phone out, answering the call for me and kept it on speaker.

"Yes, Dr Kim, Are you already here?" I ask and sigh in relief, hearing he's waiting in front of her apartment, "We're coming in a minute, thank you."

The elevator door slides open and I step out first followed by Jungkook who has been abnormally quiet all this while. Maybe I've been harsh, but I don't regret it. He deserves all the pain he put my Sara through.

"Ah Jimin, you're here. What happened?" Dr Kim asks, entering inside with me.

"We were out and she fainted suddenly." Jungkook answers while I lay her down on her bed, before stepping away, making space for the doctor to check her.

"Is she taking the medicines on time?" He asks, looking at me, making me sigh deeply.

"I don't know, I could only pay attention when I stay over." I say with a hint guilt in my voice. God, I should've been more strict with this girl.

"Well then, I suggest you should stay over quite often." He says, giving her an injection and stands up, "She should be up soon. And as I said before Jimin, try not to make her worried. You know how her health is, stress will just worsen her anxeity. I can tell today must've been something similar, she was stressed about something and probably didn't realise when the anxeity got this bad. Take care of her Jimin, make sure she's eating enough and stays hydrated."

"Yes, I will. Thank you for coming in such a short notice." I say, shaking hands with me before he takes his leave.

Jungkook stares at her with confused eyes, then at me. I sigh deeply and nod for him to come to the living room. "What happened to her?" He asks softly.

"Anxeity disorder," I tell him, "Because she had too many things to worry about, and now it's so bad that it affects her daily life."

"Why? Is it... because of me?"

"I don't know, but yes a major part of it is because of you. Do you know how it feels when the person you trust blindly turns their back at you? You did that to her, Jungkook. She didn't even know how to react. You held her hand all the time, then suddenly left her in the middle of nowhere. She had no one by her side who would hold her and assure her like you used to do. I've seen her dying her everyday in front of my eyes, she wasn't that sad after breaking up with me, the way she was when she finally realised that you actually left her alone." I say, with tears in my eyes, glaring at Jungkook.

"She said you lied to her, you went to the States and told her you're going to Busan. She called you, texted you, tried every possible way to contact you, all because she believed that you must be worried and stressed too. She tried everything to hold your friendship together, to hold her college life together without you, to keep her talks to herself, to ignore the mean words from her family and the rest of the people around her.

"I've been next to her because I couldn't see her struggling alone like that. I've held her while she was breaking, I've kissed when she wanted to die, Jungkook. She's cried nights long with me, and cried after you, cried after me, cried because she is herself! She thought something is wrong with her that we didn't work out, her family doesn't like her and then even you left her. You were the only one, Jungkook she ever expected to stay. I don't know how did you manage to stay away from a girl like her, she was your best friend right?"

He's quiet, not saying anything, not even looking up. What all he's caused, he should die of guilt and regret. I glare at him, a tear rolls down my eye as I push him by his shoulder, making him stumble back, "I hate you for what you did to Sara, and you should hate yourself too!"

He doesn't fight back when I throw a punch at him. His eyes are glassy but not letting out any tears, staring at the floor with his head to the side, the side of lip bleeding from my hit.

"I know I don't deserve her, and I wanted to stop this much earlier, rather than having her falling deeper into my mess. But you know why I couldn't leave her?" I stare at him, "Because she had no one else left. She's still scared that I would leave her too, Jungkook. She cries holding me, begging me to stay when I tell her we need to stop this, it's hurting her. I had to be with her because I felt like it was better for her to cry with me than to cry alone."

"You never trusted me with her, said I keep hurting her. Yes I did, and she did too. But I never left her when she wanted me to stay. Because of you Jungkook, she got hurt many times from people, from me; when you could've saved her from all that."

Jungkook blinks slowly, gulping down as he releases a breath, glancing at me for the first time in a while, now noticing the tears on my face as well, "I loved her all this while, more than anything or anyone else in the world, and I still do. She was learning to live finally, I saw her being happy for real in the last months. But again, you showed up to put her through the same process again. Now she's had enough, and I'm not letting anyone hurt her again. Anyone. So make sure I never see her shedding a tear because of you, Jeon. I won't be good to handl-"

A faint voice makes me fall silent, as I turn around realising it's from Sara's room. Throwing a last glare at Jungkook who looks lost, probably taking in the harsh reality that hit him with my words.

I leave him there, entering Sara's room and see her trying to sit up, holding her head that must be hurting. A sigh of relief heaves out my lips as I sit next to her hugging her and kiss her softly, "Are you okay?" I ask, stroking her hair, earning a subtle nod from her.

"Why don't you take your meds on time? Is it fun ending up on the bed like this?" I scold her to which she sighs softly.

"I forgot..." She says, "I'm sorry,"

"Dr Kim came home, he said you don't take care of yourself enough."

"Such a liar, I do take care." Sara mutters, shifting closer to me and hugs me weakly, "Are you okay?"

"Yeah, what happened to me?"

"You were mad."

"I am still, if you don't promise me to take care of yourself."

"Be mad" She huffs, pulling away from the hug, "you're stupid."

"So, I believe you're actually fine if you wanna play with me right now."

"Mm-hmm, it's fun seeing you worried for me."

"I was dying," I sigh, pulling her closer and rest my forehead against hers, "Please don't do something like this again."

She hums in response, glancing at the door and taps on my shoulder, nodding towards the direction, "J-Jungkook?" Her voice mumbles and I see him standing near the door.

"Yeah, I was about to leave." He says, forcing a smile as he enters in the room. "Just wanted to see you before I go."

Sara nods for him, as I shift away giving her space to sit properly, "I'm okay, thanks for coming."

He stares at her for a moment before looking away, clearing his throat, "Can I uh hug you, Sara?"

"Hm? Yeah." Sara frowns at his behaviour, while I crack my neck, rolling my eyes at whatever he is trying to do. He comes near the bed and leans down, bringing Sara in his embrace, closing his eyes. A tear slides down from his cheek when he dips his head low, leaving a peck on her shoulder and one on the side of her head.

"I'm really sorry," He whispers to her then mouthing the same to me.

"I said I'm not mad, Jungkook. Don't apologise."

He shakes his head a little, pulling away and wipes his tear, forcing a smile for her, "I should get going now, Jeonghun must be waiting for me."

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