I woke up to the smell of bacon and coffee, I thought he would leave before the sunrise but I was wrong.

I walked to the kitchen and was blessed with sight of his well built back in the tight white shirt I bought him the last day, it was the right size like if it was made for him.
The black belt hugging his tiny waist was a plus to make a disney prince out of him.

" you can cook " I hopped on the chair and drooled over the delicious bacon placed in front of my eyes.
He stepped toward me with a plate of toasts, he sat and started eating without giving me a single glance like if I was invisible.

I snatched his sandwich just in the moment he was about to take the second bite, he looked at me his mouth still opened.

" with the way you are bahaving right now you might as well put poison on my food " I answered his unsaid questions as I slid my plate toward him.

Intense glare, unreadable facial expression- it can be interpreted as the look of a cannibal ready to jump on his prey or the look of someone who's undressing you in his mind and imagining doing things to you but I believe he was just done with me, he was humiliating but I was unaffected.
I took a bite from the sandwich I stole " emm I can't remember the last time I had a tasty breakfast " I cooed and smiled.

" do you want to see a doctor ? " he raised an eyebrow and I wondered what was going inside his head but I knew for sure he was judging me

" I'm not sick stop treating me like if I'm a psycho, the thing is that I don't trust you I see it in your eyes that you are just waiting the right time to wreck me " I snapped, " I see that you still suspect me, that explains why you are following me "

" I took a bullet for you seriously y/n ! " he stood up and yelled

" why ? Do you love me? You don't, you rejected me and turned down all my attempts, why you suddenly acts like if you care about me we weren't that close before the incident. It's either you have some plans to bring me down or you are involved in jimin's death " I fired back

" what? " he breathed out shocked " you think I killed jimin ? ... Why ?... Give me just one reason I would kill my friend for "

" you are here, that can articulate the reason "

I stood up and approached him till my chest brushed his and our eyes locked " if you ever come to say that you love me, I'll take it as a confirmation "

" that's just stupid " he chuckled and in no time he pushed me roughly to sit on the chair and his hand grabbed my neck not putting any pressure though " you have no right to turn the table against me, I gave you a chance to prove that you are not a criminal not to find a way to put all the blame on me " he was leaning closer as he scolded me
" I trusted you when all the proofs are against you but you suspect me without having a single valid reason. to say that I'm disappointed is an understimation " his stares softened

" why are you suddenly nervous ? " I laughed, " were you trying to confess to me yesterday? Does that mean that you killed your friend to be with me? That's hot " I smirked

" you still have feelings for me, you are afraid to admit "

The corner of my lips raised scoffing " I told you I don't have- "

He pressed his lips on mine shutting me, it wasn't gentle at all and his hand on my neck made it even more hot.

He stopped kissing me and whispered while brushing my lips with his soft ones " but I have feelings, don't play with me the same way you did yesterday and let me help you " he pecked my lips before backing away and started collecting his things to leave.
I bit my lips as I watched him- I didn't know why my hands were shaking and I was nervous out of a sudden, I didn't even feel like that in our first kiss.

" don't worry about the mess we did in the shop we blocked the cameras and the cashiers thought they were thieves attacking the customers you can go back to work " I blurted out after he snatched his phone and turned his heels but he stopped to listen.

" we? " He turned toward me, " nevermind. Thanks " he mumbled and left, he wanted to know but he knew I won't tell him I avoided all his questions before but he didn't stop attempting to get information from me but this time it was different, he knew that I don't trust him.

I banged my forehead against the table 3 times then I rested it and let out a heavy sigh

My phone beeped, I reached for it in my pocket and saw that I have a new message

| unknown :
Finally I found you

| me :
Congrats
Now tell me who you are so I can block you

| unknown :
Feisty you never change

I sat up straight when I read that message

That must be someone I know then...

| me :
I bet your name is shorter than that
Save us time and say it already

| unknown :
Let's say I'm someone you don't want to talk to

| me :
Glad you know

| unknown :
I miss you

I rubbed my eyes tired of those cringy messages.
He reminded me of the secret lover I had in high school who was spamming me with messages talking about his day like if I cared and describing how much he loves me.

Well at least he was a teenager unlike whoever is texting me now

I decided to ignore him but the next message caught my attention and drew my curiosity

| unknown :
I think I made the right decision
Although I'm regretting everything but you are safe now

| me :
What do you mean?

| unknown :
Sooner or later you will find out but remember that I love you

| me :
That's it I'm blocking you

I already have so much shit to worry about more than a stranger sending cryptic messages. I'd rather take a nap.

I lied on the couch and played music on my phone as I stared at the ceiling.

My head, playing its usual tricks, took me back to the memory of the first time I talked to jungkook, the day I got emotional just because I knew for facts that my crush finally knows that I exist.

Flashback~

In the dance club, the training hours ended so each one was doing his things- some chit chatting  some lying on the floor after they drained their energy, others getting ready to leave meanwhile the guy I admire was still dancing again and again to the choreography we learned that day. I don't know why he was wasting time when he actually rocked the dance moves from the first try. I walked to the center and copied his moves, I was 30 minutes late that day that's why I was left behind unable to follow their progress.

I was so shy to approach him and ask for his help. no one would actually waste more energy to teach someone who can't get in time I understand knowing how tired we feel after training, Except jimin ofcourse, he wouldn't say no to me, but I wouldn't ask him it was only few days ago when he hurt my wrist because I went out with baekhyun although I explained that we are just classmates and nothing more. I didn't get over the shock when I saw for the first his psychopathic side.

Since then I only felt free when he wasn't around. I only stood up to dance when he left to the bathroom because his stares and the way he was checking me out were making me uncomfortable no matter how good looking he is.

The method of copying jungkook was working fine and his moves were so neat for me to remember, but suddenly he stopped and shrieked.

The music was loud so no one heard him except me who was watching him with full focus, when I saw blood on his palm I forgot how shy I was to approach him and just ran to where he was standing hiding his injury from me with his broad shoulders.

" are you ok? " I said but gasped when I saw the blood streaming down his hand " oh god "

" the necklace cut on my skin I forgot to take it off " he closed his eyes in pain

" I always carry some first aid kit with me follow me "

He trailed behind me to the cloakroom and waited outside till I came back with my bag and we sat on the ground of the empty hallway.

He leaned on the wall while I kneeled in front of him

" I'm clumsy that's why I have so many things in my bag for rescue " I started the conversation when I saw that he wasn't going to talk to me any time soon

" you dance so well- ouch " he couldn't finish his phrase when I unintentionally put pressure on his wound,

he was watching me ! He noticed me !

" sorry, did I hurt you ? " I asked showing how worried I was and I subconsciously rubbed his palm as if I can take the pain away.

" no it's fine, you are doing great I can't ask for more " he smiled

" I'm y/n by the way "

" I'm jeon jungkook "

" jeon jungkook " I repeated like if I didn't have his name written in every page on my notebooks since school days. It was one of my dreams to say his name loud but now I got to say it while he's staring at me.

" I saw you couple of times with jimin, are you two dating? " my heart shuttered with every syllable in the question

" no " as I answered I saw a shadow with the corner of my eyes, when I turned I saw jimin in the end of the hallway.

He won't get angry right? I'm helping his injured best friend that won't bother him I guess.

" hey bro " jimin greeted jungkook with a smile

" you keep hurting yourself, I'm glad you have y/n beside you this time " a heavy sigh of relief left my chest as he said that. he leaned watching how I roll the bandages around jungkook's hand

" you can do the rest right? I need y/n now " my heart skipped a bit and I started to panick internaly when jimin tilted his head asking for his friend's permission. Jungkook slightly nodded his head and that was the green light for jimin to take me away to hell.

" he can't tie a knot alone " I protested trying to gain more time with my crush

" there is nothing he can't do, let's go babe " jimin said and stepped forward his hands on his pocket walking with confidence turning the boring hallway to artists red carpet.

I stood up slowly I didn't want to piss him off more though I was scared.

" jimin " jungkook mumbled and when jimin turned they stared at each others for a second or two like if they can read each other eyes, I stood up there dumbfounded.

Jimin broke the silence with a chuckle and turned his heels leaving, I trailed behind him immediately.

And that was it, the story of my second scar.

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“You should be kissed and often, and by someone who knows how.”