Jungkook's p.o.v

I laid on my bed hand under my head staring at the ceiling as I recalled what y/n said.

" I want to throw my anger on her but I'm quite sure she didn't kill him. I'm stupid. I need someone to blame but can't suspect anyone else " I whispered to myself.

I grabbed my phone and scrolled down my messages before stopping at nayeon, I opened and read the conversation we shared.

| Nayeon:
I love you

|Me:
Nayeon are you drunk?

| Nayeon:
No I'm not, jungkook. I know what I'm saying

| Me:
I'm sorry nayeon I can't feel this way with you I hope you can find someone better

| Nayeon:
Why?
Am I not enough for you? Just tell me what you don't like about me I'll change for you

|Me:
There is nothing wrong with you
you are perfect

| Nayeon:
Then why?

|Me:
My heart belongs to someone else
I can't do anything about it

| Nayeon:
Who's that? Y/n ?

| Me:
Can we stop nayeon!

| Nayeon:
It's her right ? I knew it the day I saw you secretly watching her

| Me:
Does she know that you have feelings for me?

| Nayeon:
Why does she have to know that? You are not hers.

| Me:
But my heart is

| Nayeon:p
You are betraying your best friend!

| Me:
Excuse you?
I'm not, ok?!
I even rejected her when she confessed because I'm not that kind of guys I have priorities and friendship comes first for me.

I'm keeping my feelings a secret and endured watching her being touched and all for my friend and I'll keep doing so till they breakup
But you nayeon!
You.. are betraying her!
I'm pretty sure she told you that she loves me
But you didn't tell her.

| Nayeon:
Fuck her
why everything has to be centered on her
We are in the same shit jungkook don't act like if you are better than me at least I'm not checking out my friend's boyfriend

| Me:
I lost all the respect I had for you
I hope she opens her eyes and see the truth of people surrounding her

| Nayeon:
y

ou will never be hers and I'm ready to do anything to stop that from happening
She doesn't deserve you

" what am I thinking " I threw my phone and rolled on my bed burrying my face on my fluffy pillow " that's a normal response from a girl after being rejected it's not that deep "

I doze off while trying to connect the dots.

My alarm went off indicating the start of another day of work. The place where I feel the absence of jimin the most.
I've taken a bath before wearing a black suit. When I was done I headed to the kitchen but stopped halfway when I saw her sleeping on the couch and without a blanket.

I walked back to my bedroom and cameback with a blanket

Y/n's p.o.v

I opened my eyes when I felt the weight of the blanket over me, He was close to me but once I opened my eyes he stood up straight.

" are you a kid can't you take care of yourself. I told you to sleep inside the other room " he said and walked toward the kitchen

I sat up- my feet met the cold floor.

" it smells like jimin " I mumbled and stopped for a moment looking for another excuse that doesn't sound as pathetic " it's warm here and more comfortable "

I walked toward him and sat facing him as he was making toasts in the island

" were you scared? imagining that his soul might come to you and take revenge ? " he smirked still busy making his breakfast.

" I didn't kill him " I rolled my eyes " how many times I said that. Well .... Actually.. I miss him " I Whispered the last words. Jungkook stopped what he was doing for seconds surprised by what I've said so I decided to continue and tell him about my feelings

" I hate him right but guess what, the first person I thought about when I was released was jimin. Because I was lonely and everyone turned his back to me without hearing from me, Even my family abandoned me. At least jimin wouldn't leave me, he'll stick beside me nomatter what I do as he was doing all the time. Right he was dangerous when he gets angry, he hurt me but when he was not he treated me like a princess and believed whatever I said "

" stop talking about him " jungkook glared at me

" I need him right now, I need his trust. When I lost him I realized that he wasn't that bad tho. Maybe I missed his obsession " I whispered but slightly jolted when jungkook's hands punched the island and he leaned toward me his eyes piercing

" obsession is a mental illness don't normalize it and the fact that you like it says that you need mental health treatments yourself "

I smiled, he was right I acknowledge that I need help.

" you don't need an obsessed guy to trust you. You are good at doing your best to get the best grades but you don't put the slighest efforts to win people's trust, instead you want to get it easily. Trust is not given you have to earn it, it's not for free "

He walked to the sink to put the dishes, he lost the appetite.

" but you gave it to me for free " I said confused. I thought he won't reply based on the long time he' taken.

"When I brought you here my intent was to kill you, yeah I was that angry. my anger was taking over me and I couldn't think straight. however when I saw you begging to be killed I knew that something is missing, I knew I have to give you a chance. Killers always give excuses and lies. they keep denying their deeds I think I won't lose anything if I trust you "

I smiled widely

" I gave up but you gave me a reason to work harder to prove that I'm innocent. Thank you for giving me a reason to live "

His stares made my heart beat faster.

" I have to prove that I'm worth your trust before dying " I added

His phone went off he gave it a quick glance

" I'm going to work now, stay here don't go anywhere " he said as he grabbed the car keys and left

" as if I will listen " I rolled my eyes and took a bite from the toast he was making

" I was wearing these clothes for two days ugh, no money no phone " I hit my forehead in the island and sighed.

I wandered my eyes around the living room and when I stopped at the window the idea pop out in my mind

" It won't hurt if I go take some clothes he won't notice that I left " I mumbled and sneaked out from the window.

My parents don't want to see me again but I had no choice I have to pack my things at least

Hood over head, I walked to the house where I grew up looking at my feet as if everyone knows that I'm a criminal.

Unfortunately I didn't have money to take a bus so I had to walk 20 mins. I started to believe that I'm spending days in hell and whenever I thought I had the worst day another day comes to break the record.

Warm feeling engulfed me when I saw my house few feets away like if I made some achievements but the last thing I knew something hit me hard on the back of my head, the noises surrounding me faded away and I immediately blacked out.

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I don't know how many minutes or even hours I've been unconscious.
I wide opened my eyes when I suddenly breathed water instead of oxygen
The first thing I saw was an empty bucket in front of my eyes and then I focused on the stranger holding it.

My wrists and anckles were tied to the chair I was sitting on, it took me seconds to absord what was happening and why I was tied in that dark abandoned basement.

I'm kidnapped again

And this time it's serious

I don't think I'm getting out of here alive.