I spotted a figure on the crowd

Taehyung? Who invited him?

He smirked once he saw me and started heading toward me

No he will ruin everything

Everything turned to a slowmotion

What gonna happen if he tried to open his mouth?

What's gonna happen to lisa? What if he tries to ruin her relationship?

Jimin and jungkook shouldn't know what I have done to taehyung, I don't want to disappoint the later and jimin... we can just say I'll be over once he finds out.

I panicked and before he could reach our table I stood up and rushed away out of their sight

I kept walking fast more like running through the crowd making sure that he won't find me.

Yes I was scared and there is a reason why I was.

~• Flashback •~

The video of taehyung got so many views, it wasn't one of my plans I felt bad when the video was spread everywhere and even reached his family. I deleted the video but it was already saved by hundreds of students who went to the same college of his.

Few days later I heard from lisa that he dropped out of school.

one day when I was on my way to school I was stopped by 2 officers

" y/n " one of them called.

" yes? "

" can you come with us miss " he said showing me with his hand the way to go to their car

" why? " my eyes widened although I already knew who reported me.

" you will find out there " he said and I followed them without causing a drama- the best I can do to avoid drawing attention.

At the police station I found out that taehyung's mom was the one who reported me for leaking the video.

I kept denying that's the only thing I could do at that time but deep inside I was scared and regreted what I've done in a time of anger.

My heart jumped if that's even possible when I saw taehyung walking inside the office. He sat in front of me facing me

" we called you because your mother reported that someone leaked your video and the ip led us to this girl, y/n. We have to hear from you too since you're not a teenager anymore " the officers explained

Taehyung looked at me. My hands started shaking and I avoided any eye contact possible.

That's it I'm going to jail

I looked at the ground feeling ashmed when he stared at me for so long
My heart pounding on my chest and nails digged on the chair, the leather must have holes by now.

" no it was a misunderstanding " he broke the silence after a minute of staring at my soul.

I choked on air and immediately locked eyes with him again

" I'm sorry for what my mother did, actually it was me who uploaded the video " he explained to the policeman in a calm tone, even I almost believed him but once he looked at me he smirked and that's when I knew that the topic won't be closed soon.

He's certainly planning something.

He stood up and left me behind dumbfounded.

~• End of flashback •~

I was right he's planning something and that's why he's here after almost 3years.

When I thought I was safe a hand pulled me in a dark hallway and pinned me on the wall. I gasped and looked at no one other than the guy who despises me gazing deep into my eyes

" what are you doing here? " my breath hitched as I asked

" guess " he smirked

" taehyun- " he grabbed my jaw and my head bumped to the wall roughly, I winced.

" I was suffering every day how could you ask me this question like if you haven't done anything ? Of course you'll forget you weren't the one who drunk sleeping pills every night or else won't be able to sleep, you won't understand but I thought you got some conscience and would feel guilty for what you have done, I was wrong and that's pissing me off more. I didn't forgive you y/n you ruined my life, why you did that? What have I done to you ? " he yelled on my face tightening his grip on my jaw with every question and every word.

" I'm sorry " I cried out and he laughed sarcastically like if I craked some joke.

" keep it that won't repair a shit not even 1% of what you have ruined in one night " he hissed

" what's happening here? Let her go " we both turned toward jungkook, my eyes widened when I saw him standing few feets from us.

Taehyung let go of my jaw in harsh way made my face turn to the other side.

" we'll meet again " he said and walked away leaving me with a confused jungkook.

I looked on the ground avoiding his eyes and I felt the heat on my cheeks I don't always get the chance to be stared at by the famous jeon jungkook.

" who's that? And what was he talking about ? What night ? " he showered me with questions making me nervous again.

" how much did you hear ? " I looked at him

" what are you hiding? Does jimin know about him? " he asked again and hearing that specific name made me angry

" why should he know anything about me ? " I raised my voice and walked toward him. I pushed him and his back bumped to the wall, I closed the distance between us and our faces were few inches apart- he was taller than me but the length difference was closed when I tiptoed and his neck was slightly bent forward

" I love you jungkook can't you see that? I gave you so many signs but you are still ignoring them all like if I'm invisible for you " I tried to calm down but still my words came out as ranting.

" but jimin- " I closed his mouth with my hand " stop mentioning him can you? I said I love you " he grabbed my wrist and removed my hand

" y/n you are so pretty and all but sorry I don't play with my friends girls I can't consider you anything more than that so please stop and take care of the one who loves you "

My eyes got teary in an instant and I backed one step away from him giving him enough space to leave, leave me heart broken behind. I hated myself I always had dignity but he stepped on it when he rejected me, I'm not the type to take the first step with a guy it took me so much effort to go this far.

He walked away but before he left I called him

He turned around

" thank you for saving me again " I had to thank him anyway

" again? " he mumbled confused

" forget it " I walked past him and decided to leave the club, I felt like my world was crashing down and nothing could make it better. My happiness was in his hands and he choose to step on it so there was no use for me to stay longer and act like if I'm still as happy as I was few minutes ago- when I was still having hopes from the slighest gests he does around me.

When I thought my day can't get worse, I was stopped by jimin outside the club and he was inexplicably angry, the thing that I feared the most in my life.

" jim- " he pushed me in a dark alley, I almost lost my balance and started backing away from him but unintentionally dragged myself deeper in the narrow dark alley.

" you like playing with me don't you? " he yelled with a hoarse voice

" what did I even do now ? " I cried out feeling tired and done with everything.

" flirting with my bestfriend hmm? " he gave me an evil glare and scoffed

My eyes widened

He saw me confessing? Please no.. he's gonna kill me

My hand started shaking in fear

" you think I didn't see the way you were looking at him and all the unnecessary touches you added to the dance " he added

Thanks god, but still!

" I'm sorry " he always makes me apologize for doing nothing but breathing the same air with any guy.

He snatched my wrist, I started screaming hestyrically " please jimin not again please "

I cried out but he would do what he wants as always.

He cut my skin with the small knife he carries with him everywhere for me.

blood started flowing down my forearm. He stared at me while I was sobbing and fell on the ground. That will leave the 3rd scar on my forearm.

" does it hurt ? " he asked showing worry on his face " I'm sorry y/n, my heart hurts more " he whispered biting his lips and his eyes getting teary.

I sat on the floor crying alone after he left.
I wanted to report it to the police so bad but I was scared of what he might do, he's a psycho and to make it worse the son of the boss of one of the biggest mafia in the city. I couldn't tell my parents nor my friends, I was scared to the rate I begun to hate sleeping scared that I might have another nightmare about him, I was left with no choice but doing what he wants.

But till when? When will he set me free?

♡♧♡♧♡

“I wish I knew how to quit you.”