07 june 2019

" it's over " seulgi cheered as she ran toward me and lisa trailing behind her in their graduation gowns. Along with nayeon they are my soulmates, the girls who were always there for me and I couldn't last one day without them They were all going to the same college, college of technology, except me who chose business school. I was pretty sure they would leave the ceremony early to come to congratulate me since I was left alone with no one to cheer for me as I walk on the scene to receive my diploma, I didn't have friends beside them.

" we finally graduated it feels like a century of staring at books " I fixed my mortarboard " nice dress lisa "

" thank you, it's a gift from jackson "

" love birds " I pinched her arm playfully and she giggled " he'll join us in the party tonight "

" I don't remember how many people I invited you bitches should be ready to dance all the next weeks to pay the bill " seulgi pointed at us while taking selfies. We solve everything with the money we collect from dance competitions.

" hey sweeties " nayeon jumped out of nowhere and kissed my cheeks

" someone is looking for you " she said before going to give kisses to lisa and seulgi who tried to stop her

" who? " I looked around and spotted jimin in the crowd searching for someone aka me.

" not again " I rolled my eyes.

" c'mon y/n look how handsome he is in blacksuit coming all the way here for you " nayeon stared at him in awe.

" handsome but an obsessed jerk " I mumbled my eyes following his steps.

" don't forget he once tried to rape her he's a fuckboy and I can't accept his behaviors in the name of love stay away from him y/n " seulgi took my side.

" chill that was 5 years ago and he apologized since then he only showed love and affection " nayeon defended him

" including stalking me in every date " I rolled my eyes when our eyes met and he walked toward me. I didn't tell the girls the details actually he was so creepy more than what they think. I thought everything will end when he graduated but he found ways to keep appearing in my life.

" hey y/n " he hugged me tight. I faked a smile " hi jimin "

He handed me flowers

" thank you " I hate acting but I became professional thanks to him

The girls were watching us in confuse, as every time we're together, they don't know how to feel about our relationship.

" don't you have work? " I asked trying to shoo him off

" yes I have to go back soon but I couldn't miss your big day " he rubbed my cheeks sending shiver down my spine, his touch only remind me of the day he almost raped me inside the school's bathroom because he was full of himself and couldn't accept to be rejected for the first time in his life.

I was thankful to the guy who broke inside the bathroom and tried to break the door when he heard my muffled screams

~Flashback~

" I will go report this whoever you are mother fucker you better come out " he screamed when he couldn't break the door and ran out to get help

That guy was a hero for me and later on I found out he was jungkook

Aka jimin's best friend.

I wondered if he would have reacted the same way if he knew that it was his best friend who was behind the door. I couldn't help but fall in love with him and that was a big mistake. As big as the day I forgave jimin when he kneeled in front of me crying and apologizing. He tried to make it up for me but soon with all his attempts to atone his mistake love turned to obsession.

~ end of flashback ~

" jimin we rented a club to celebrate tonight are you coming " lisa said waking me from my trance and I dead glared at her when he turned toward her giving me his back.

Great she ruined my day

I cursed with all the languages in my mind

He looked at me " y/n didn't tell me about the party "

" sorry I- " he interrupted me smirking " it's ok I'll come "

" bring jungkook and friends with you " she winked to me.

" ok then see you there " he said and kissed my cheek before leaving

" aww you look so good together " nayeon started fangirling. I don't blame her, they have no idea how scary he becomes when we are alone and that's the reason why I can't make him angry.

" don't worry y/n I'll make sure to give you time with jungkook " lisa smiled, " only if you promise me to be brave this time, you don't even know when you'll get the chance to see him again "

I nodded.

---

I sat on bed as seulgi was doing my make up

Lisa still staring at 2 dresses she brought with her to the loft.

It was my idea to rent a loft for our girls nights 3years ago.

The girls started to bring their boyfriends over. I wasn't against that as long as they send a message that the loft will be occuped. However we were young and reckless and used it for bad things. The world went down the night lisa called us sobbing saying that she caught taehyung cheating on her.

~ Flashback : 3 years ago ~

We gathered in the loft, she was trembling and wrecked

" I saw him with that bitch who acted like a good friend and approached me at school to get to know. She was planning for this shit all the time behind my back when I was smiling like a dumb.. guess what, I took her once with me in our date since I promised her to go out with her and couldn't reject taehyung when he asked to have dinner with me. I practically hooked them up " she ranted between her sobs we didn't have enough words to comfort her, we knew she was crazy over him and they have been dating for 2years which isn't a short period at all. I back hugged her as she was sobbing.

" that mother fucker " seulgi clenched her fist

" but that's not what is hurting me to death. Not that she was beside me all the time while she was thirsty over my boyfriend, not that I saw them kissing on the hallway. But can you imagine that when I parted them and slapped her he yelled at me ordering me to apologize to her while she was giving me her dirty smile in victory "

" what the- I will kill them both " nayeon raged.

" and that's not all, when I didn't apologize and instead slapped him too he said that I'm an ugly slut and I mean nothing to him now more than a used toy- " she stopped when she couldn't talk anymore but took a deep breath before she continued " people filmed everything and shared it in the college groupchat, I can't go to that college again "

" shut up " I yelled standing up " you will go and with your chin up. No one in the world can treat my friend this way "

And sure although they all have a big spot in my heart but she was my favorite, someone I will protect at all cost because that what she did for me for years.

" right we will take revenge " seulgi promised and we all group hugged her
I had an idea in mind and the way I saw her condition worsened every day and refused to go to school I couldn't think about anything else but doing it and make him taste the poison he gave her.

We didn't tell lisa and I organised everthing with nayeon and seulgi.

Taehyung already knows seulgi and nayeon but he never saw me with lisa since I have never went to their college.

Taehyung had a part time job as a bartender in a nightclub. I wore sexy dress and red lipstick.

Guys were trying to hit on me once I stepped inside the club but I had a prey on my eyes. I sat in a chair facing him.

" wanna drink something ? " he asked keeping it professional

" yes from your choice " I smiled fighting the urge of throwing hands.

He smiled back " I will give you the best my treat "

Is that how you treated hoes while dating my friend

He handed me a glass of red wine

Oh no I can't drink

" what's your name? " he was hesitant so I decided to make the first step

" taehyung and you? " he leaned on the island staring into my eyes

" naeun " I had to come up with a name since I know how much lisa likes to brag about me and sure she told him alot.

" nice name for a pretty girl "

" I prefer sexy " I siped from the glass

" you are " he smirked and for a second his eyes glanced at my chest.

" you like me already " I bit my lips

" I guess " he chuckled

" no don't, I prefer when a guy says he wants me more than he likes me. It's more real and straightforward "

I'm gonna cringe my whole life for flirting with an asshole and acting as a whore

" are you free tonight? " he whispered seductively after he checked if his boss was around.

" only if you are ready to be a good boy " I whispered back

" I will be, only for you "

" looking forward it " I winked

" my shift ends in minutes be patient kitten " he licked his lips

I can't deny that he's so handsome and I felt butterflies on my stomach when he did that

" my place or yours? " he asked

" mine "

He drove to the loft after I gave him the address

Once we entered he closed the door with his foot and pinned me on the wall smashing his lips against mine.

I remembered jimin since he stole my first kiss. I kissed him back trying to focus on him and forget jimin.

He carried me toward the bed not breaking the kiss

I pulled away and grabbed his waist pulling him closer " I have a secret "

" what is it? " he said licking my earlob

" you'll think I'm creepy " I acted innocent

" I won't judge you " he kissed my neck sending a shiver down my spine

" I have a weird kink, playing roles... acting like an innocent girl while you force me is a turn on for me " that's the most disgusting thing I've said in my life but I had to follow the plan

" rape? " he exclamed and I nodded before adding " consensual non-consent ".

" as you like babygirl I'm not planning to stop anyway you like it or not I'm ready to rape you " he shamelessly said and kissed me again roughly I smirked in the kiss when I succeeded to let him say the words I wanted him to say. his hand on my thigh and he started to move it upper in my inner thigh.

I stopped him pushing him a little " but it's not fun to do it right away I want it to be a long night, you promised to be a good boy for me let me see that first "

" how? "

I want to watch you pleasuring yourself on my bed

" you are so demanding "

" that's my charm " I smirked and I didn't thought he will listen to me right away.

He stripped in front of me, that was the first time I see a guy naked.

A virgin trying to act like a pornstar, I deserve awards for my acting. I kept my eyes on him as he did his job and I couldn't help but feel sorry for lisa. I hated men at that time.

" smile to the camera asshole " I said pointing to the camera that seulgi installed above the bed

" what- what the fuck " he was confused but stood up immediately wearing his boxers.

" why are you filming me? I'll report that to the police " he yelled as he dangerously approached me

" I thought lisa has at least to see this beautiful scene "

" lisa? Who are you? " he yelled grabbing my arm roughly, I knew it will let bruises.

" y/n " his eyes widened when I said my name " you know that name so well taehyung, you played with the wrong person "

" delete it right now " he shook my body but I slapped his hand away

" it's too late taetae by now your video must be uploaded on porn sites it's not my job, I'm only responsible of what happened here " I faked pity. Nayeon was the one who hacked the cameras around the building and uploading the video, she has always been a talented hacker she learned it from her dad at a young age.

" wh-what " he breathed out in disbelief

" as her video is a joke for your classmates, yours will be an entertainment for the world that's what you get for calling her a slut and a toy " I spitted in hartred remembering his harsh words in the video I found everywhere

He kicked a table beside me making the glasses shutter in pieces

" don't you dare to report me. You know that rape penalty is worse than sharing a video. I will make sure to drag you with me to jail if you tried to act up "

He stared at me coldly without saying a thing which scared me honestly.

" what ? " I mumbled

" nothing I'm just remembering your face because I'll make sure it won't be the last time we see each others " and with that he left

~ End of flashback ~

Back to the graduation party

The club was already crowded when we arrived lisa ran to her boyfriend's arms, I was happy to see her getting the happiness she deserves with someone who trully loved her more than anything

Seulgi left us too with a guy, I'm not interested in her relationships since she gets a new boyfriend every week.

Only me and nayeon were left alone, she's single while I'm in a complicated relationship.

But we didn't care we know how to have fun alone. We were dancing and laughing when jimin waved to us but my eyes immediately shifted to the guy next to him.

I missed him and wanted to go hug him. when our eyes met, my heart started pounding vigorously against my chest.

" let's go " nayeon said dragging me toward them before I get caught staring alot at him.

I shook his large hand and when I did the same with jimin he pulled me to his chest and kissed my temple.

" you look so gorgeous " he whispered.

I hate everything about this. I'm so done with his behaviors.

I pulled away and for a second my eyes was locked with jungkook's before he looked away taking a glass on his hand.

" attention please " someone talked on the mic and the music stopped.

I smiled when I saw lisa and her boyfriend cheering for her beside the stage

" so cute " I murmured

" I have a suggestion to make the party more fun " she annonced cheerfully everyone cheered for her.

" I want all the beautiful girls and handsome guys who were once in a dance club or school club to come to the stage let's have a dance battle " she screamed to excite everyone and make them scream louder

" wanna go ? " jimin put his arm over my shoulders.

" I'm always down for dancing " I stepped toward the scene.

14 people were getting ready for the dance battle including nayeon seulgi jimin and jungkook

" to make it more fun I will give you random numbers when you hear your number step out " she added. My number was 4.

We made a circle and the game started. First was 10 and nayeon stepped out with jackson.

" I'm watching you " lisa warned her boyfriend and nayeon stuck her tongue out to tease her.

They both slayed taki taki I was proud of my girls they all did perfect job. The battle continued till she said number 4.
I gasped when I saw jungkook stepping out and I noticed that he was surprised too. I turned my head toward lisa and she winked, that girl.

I smiled secretly, the song was ' love me like you do' we practiced on that song once in our school dance club but my partener was jimin, I daydreamed about dancing it with jungkook everytime I watched him practicing it with his partener. I couldn't believe that my dream came true. Once we heard the song we both decided to go with the dance we learned.

I loved the way his stares become intense when he dances like if he becomes a new person.

Everyone was screaming loud when we started and even became louder when I hugged him.

I was happy that I could hug him twice. I put my all on that dance and felt down when the music stopped I wanted to feel his warmth more and have all his attention on me for longer than 2 minutes.

But we became strangers again once the music stopped.

Although we had the loudest cheers but it wasn't enough for me, it just made me realise that I love him more than anything else and I became desperate for his love.

When the battle stopped we took a table for us to drink.

I was sitting between jimin and lisa.

Lisa whispered on my ear " don't forget your promise "

I nodded but how can I even have time with him alone, jimin was clinging to me wherever I go.

" I have something to say " jackson said after we had the first shot.

" Since my girlfriend has just graduated college I think there is no better timing than proposing to her now " he said and grabbed a box

Lisa's jaw dropped and tears started to gather in her eyes.

" will you marry me? " he proposed to her and I felt like a mom that moment.

" yes " she didn't hesitate or stutter, they kissed each others

" I should get married soon I'm jealous " Seulgi whined

" I'm the first bitches " lisa reminded us of our bet. To pay the fees of honeymoon for whoever get married first among us. We laughed

" so we are all invited for the bachlor party " nayeon asked while swaying her body to the music. I noticed she was sitting beside jungkook.

" isn't that something for guys " the guy who was with seulgi said and chuckled, i guess his name was kai.

" we make our rules " nayeon snapped

" I will tell you the time when we decide, jimin jungkook and kai you all should come too " lisa said

I was enjoying the music while everyone was chatting and luckily jimin was once occuped with something other than me. He and jungkook were surprisingly getting along with nayeon. I envied her, I wished if I could be in her place making jungkook's eyes on me and make him laugh just like what she was doing.

All i could do was to stare at his face and appreciate his small details, and I was more than happy.

However my happiness didn't last long when I spotted a figure on the crowd

Taehyung? Who invited him?

He smirked when he spotted me and started heading toward where I was sitting

No he will ruin everything

Everything turned to a slowmotion

What's gonna happen if he tries to open his mouth?

What's gonna happen to lisa if he tries to ruin her relationship

No ...

Jimin and jungkook shouldn't know what I have done