She shrugged that entire situation off only because she found that remembering it made her sick. So here she was, in the G-block, eating this grotesque candy. She would've gone to the training room but she had doubts that Crow would allow her to occupy his space. He also had gynophobia, which was odd for such a bulky man, a common prey for modern women. She payed no mind to it & got off her knees to go somewhere to explore. Deadman Wonderland was such a waste. She personally didn't get squeamish around gore, she only got squeamish around the feeling of discomfort. It'd been so long that she forgot most of her life before deadman wonderland. Her alias & her character erased it, Blue Jay. The boy from the other day reminded her of a particular opponent in the Corpse Carnival. She couldn't remember their name, all she could remember was that she was torn to shreds & lost her (body part). The opponent was insanely OP, like a god with their branch of sin. She had faced against many skilled deadmen, but none were like them. She had grown fond of them, maybe even smitten with them. What she did know, was that the mint haired boy was similar in some way. She didn't particularly care about what happened to that person, but she wanted to fight them again was all she knew. That's why she remained in the G-block. She hoped that one day she'd meet them again & then the nostalgia would hit & she'd remember it all. She prayed that it would happen. Something about that opponent made her look forward to the Corpse Carnival in hopes of seeing them fight again. They never showed. She never recognized the moves they made, they weren't similar to the opponent she faced long back. Just why did that kid give her so much nostalgia? She didn't really know, but she was determined to figure out just who & what that kid was. Sure, he was obviously a dead man, but why was he so secretive about such mundane things? What had he done to keep his name such a secret? Why did he enjoy consuming blood? The more question she asked, the more curious she became. Why was she having such a difficult time deciphering this boy's intentions. She had to admit, commuting such a crime that your name is forbidden to strangers, is suspicious. Not like she hadn't committed her fair share of crimes. Obviously, since she was in Deadman Wonderland. Though the place was wicked & cruel, she still got a kick of euphoria when she fights against skillful deadmen. Oddly enough, she hadn't been this smitten with somebody since that one dead man. For God's sake she wanted to see that kid again.