@scottB

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@dawnn

I've lied, I've stolen, I've hurt a lot of people and I've liked it. Loved it, in fact.
I live to scheme. I enjoy makin' fun of people, it feels nice. Some girls have cried because of me, and their boyfriends probably still want me dead. I can be a manipulative bastard. In fact, I am a manipulative little bastard and that's good. Caring about others and trying to understand them just don't feel right.
I'm not gonna talk about my mother/favorite waitress who hates my dirty face and doesn't even know how to cook, nor does she want to. I have no father, so hey, how the hell am I supposed to know how to be like everyone else? Huh?
Yeah. I've lied, I've stolen, I've made fun of people who didn't deserve it and hurt them deeply. Maybe, I'll do it again, who knows?

But Dawn, you... you're my sunshine. The spark of dirty joy my stupid heart was secretly looking for. You've given me love, you've given me my first hug (how do we even spell this shit?), you've given me your gorgeous soul. You're the most generous and nicest person ever. I'm the most insensitive and selfish guy ever. But it did work... right?

"Uh... yes, I'd love to be your boyfriend, Scott. I love taking care of beautiful, frightened animals. And you're the cutest animal I've ever met." I still remember that, baby.

I'm sorry. I'm just sorry. I'm still lost, still fucking frightened and I know I've also hurt you... but I need you and I want a new chance, as pathetic and weird as it sounds.

Come back to me even though you deserve better. Even though I don't deserve that, okay? I miss you, crazy little star.

Dawn, will you be my prom date and ex ex boyfriend?

(Hope you enjoyed my gift!)

Comments

@B 🖕🏾🖕🏾🖕🏾

@scottB has blocked you.

@mikeee I still think Dawn deserves better. So, so much better...

@zoey6 Ugh, Mike, that's mean! Very mean. That's the most beautiful thing I've ever read, so even if you're Scott and all... you go, handsome! Awe 😍🥰♥️

@zoey6 @dawnn @dawnn @dawnn

@Jo1 🤣🤣🤣

@Jo1 Ugh, fine...

@Jo1 😳🥺🥺

@Jo1 HEY! YOUR MAN NEEDS YOU, LITTLE GIRL! @dawnn @dawnn

@Jo1 Didn't know you were such a great poet, Farmer.

@BrickOff I can be a great poet too, Jo!

@Jo1 Really?

@BrickOff ...

@BrickOff No.

@BrickOff What a wonderful gift for our wonderful blondie! Great job, man, you deserve the best! 👌🏻👊🏻 @dawnn @dawnn

@BrickOff You're not that awful, in fact...

@scottB Didn't know you were still alive, Brother. @Jo1

@cameronb Oh, Dawn 🤩

@cameronb She's the sweetest person in the world! Take care of her and don't try to murder me after reading this... please, hehe 🙏🏾💙

@BrickOff Hey, I'll protect you no matter what, little brother :)

@cameronb 🥺💙

@Jo1 Fuck... that's why I love him so much...

@Jo1 FUCK 2.0, I DIDN'T WRITE THIS! THIS WASN'T SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN!

@cameronb 😂💙

@zoey6 Awe 😂♥️

@BrickOff Hehe.

@scottB I'm way too nervous to even think of hurting someone right now! Damn me and my stupid ideas!!

@Dakotaa My ship!! Dott is back, darlings, OH YEAH! 🖤💓

@Dakotaa Can I hug you? 🤩

@scottB Do you like animals?

@Dakotaa Uh... no.

@scottB Do you know how to read people's auras?

@Dakotaa Well, not exactly...

@scottB Do you have gorgeous blue-gray eyes?

@Dakotaa ... no.

@scottB Is Dawn your name?

@Dakotaa No...

@scottB So, why are you even commenting this post? Your question was really stupid and pointless.

@Dakotaa You're still a bastard!

@scottB I like you too, sis 👍🏻

@scottB Thanks... Dakota.

@Dakotaa You are welcome, darling 🖕🏻💓

@mikeee I love them 😂😂💚

@zoey6 Me too, Miky 😂♥️

@zoey6 DAWN! @dawnn

@Dunc&an 🤨

@Dunc&an You wrote that shit, didn't you? @Alejandro_B

@Alejandro_B As surprising as it may sound... no, I didn't, Dun'. But I did pay for the trip.

@Dunc&an Why?

@Alejandro_B He told Heather to stop kissing me for a week and it was driving me totally insane. Dios, that was awful...

@Dunc&an 😂😂😂

@Dunc&an And why did she do that?

@Alejandro_B Because she's Heather.

@Dunc&an You're my religion, sis 😂👌🏻 @Heather_RQ

@scottB My men!!

@Dunc&an Bro 👊🏻

@Dunc&an Proud of ya, dude, that's creepy, sappy and all but... kinda funny and beautiful, so yeah... I mean, your crazy ex (maybe, who knows?) ex girl deserves that, I guess.

@scottB I'm nervous as hell 😣

@Dunc&an I felt that...

@Dunc&an Uh, I mean, you suck, come on! Pff.

@Alejandro_B 🙄

@Alejandro_B Love is a fantastic gift, I'm very proud and happy for you, Scott, every girl deserves to be treated like an unique diamond 💎

@scottB Thanks, handy, thank you 🙏🏻🙏🏻

@bridgeG GOD 😍😍

@Kitty Ohmygosh 🤩💘

@lindsay 🥰🥰🥰

@Owen Awesome, awe 🥺🥳♥️

@zoey6 😍😍😍

@mikeee My love, you've just commented and...?

@zoey6 SHUT UP!

@zoey6 @dawnn @dawnn @dawnn

@bridgeG @dawnn @dawnn @dawnn

@scottB Hey! Stop it! Argh, I'm so nervous...

@codyyy Woohoo! Scott is nervous! And romantic too! 🥳

@codyyy 😂💜

@Dunc&an You read my mind 🥺

@codyyy Baby 🥺😳

@Heather_RQ Stop it, I'm begging you. 🤦🏻‍♀️ @codyyy @Dunc&an

@Heather_RQ Oh, and of course, punkie, I should be everyone's religion if you think about it...

@Dunc&an Nah 😋

@codyyy Nah 😋

@Heather_RQ Whatever. Do you have a fever, dirt boy?

@scottB Mean Queen! Hey, stop judging me, I'm just being honest!

@Heather_RQ I know... uh, it's actually kind of... touching.

@scottB Thanks ;)🧡

@Heather_RQ In a bad way, I meant!

@sierra_kins So you always InSisT, beautiful!

@noah Okay. THAT was funny! 😂

@sierra_kins I know 👀

@sierra_kins Anyway, why? Just why?! I don't want them to get back together!!

@gwen_die Why...?

@sierra_kins I need DRAMAS. :((

@gwen_die That's wrong, Sierra 🙄

@sierra_kins 'kay, 'kay... DOTT SUPREMACY!

@gwen_die 🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️

@gwen_die Scott 😂🤣

@scottB What a great friend you are, Gwen!

@gwen_die You're good, poor, sweet loser 😂🖤

@scottB 🖕🏻🖤

@Court_CIT 🤦🏽‍♀️💓 @sierra_kins

@Court_CIT Did Alejandro write this?

@scottB NO! Ugh, don't comment on here, Prissy Missy 🙄

@Court_CIT Whatever 🙄 Don't break her heart again, I'm watching you, stupid farmer.

@scottB Thank you... I guess?

@Heather_RQ 👍🏻

@codyyy 👍🏻

@scottB But I still don't like her face.

@geoffsurf Love 💕

@Heather_RQ Lamest comment 🔝

@Dunc&an I swear, you have my heart forever, Heath 👌🏻😂😂

@tyler 😂😂

@Alejandro_B :')🤦🏽‍♂️💞 @Heather_RQ

PRIVATE MESSAGES : @dawnn @scottB

@dawnn Hey, Scott! I'm really sorry, I had to take care of my father's dogs and we have too much homework...

@scottB Dawn! Hello to you too... uh... how are you?

@dawnn A little tired, but I'm fine! What about you? ^-^

@scottB Good, good... Sia came to stay for the weekend, hehe.

@dawnn Great to hear, Scotty. Your little sister is so cute!

@scottB Uh... Look, Dawn... I'd like to... y'know, uh... argh, where's Santa Claus when we need him?!

@scottB Can I have an answer? Like... now, right now.

@dawnn Yes 💮

@scottB Sweet! I'm listening 👌🏻

@dawnn Uh... I just answered, you know...

@scottB What? You... uh, what?!

@dawnn Yes, Scott. I would love to be your girl/boyfriend again and I want to be your Prom date 💮

@dawnn I know you and I also know that I love you no matter what. You're not perfect, nobody is, and that's perfectly fine. I can read your aura, I can see the love in your wicked, yet fragile and vulnerable, soul. You're going through a lot, I'm sorry about that, I don't want you to think that you're not good enough for me. I'm not mad at you and I missed you dearly 💮

@dawnn Thank you very much for the amazing gift ^•^

@scottB Whoa... uh... so, you love me again?

@dawnn Who said I stopped, you silly?

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