I was finishing up my hair. 

or

Getting ready to leave the island to visit my mom in the hospital. After I had got off the phone with my dad last night, I explained the situation to Chris and he told me he would bring me to visit my mom, and Chef could do a challenge. I told him how he needed to dress so my mom wouldn't criticize him. After I was ready I walked out of my room to see Chris fixing his caller.

"Rady Y/n?"

"Yes I just hope this doesn't become like all the other visits, With her complaining about everything if shes as bad as it sounds this may be one of the last times I will see her."

"I'm sure it will be fine"

"I hope so." I say as we walk to the dock and get on a ship one of the interns are driving us to the mane lands.

~time skip~

We where on the ship for almost 2 hours before we got to land then where in a cab for another 4 hours to get to the hospital, my mom was at.

"Hells Pass Hospital" Chris read out loud "thats ... reassuring?"

"Thats the same thing I said when she got transferred here." I said. We walked into the hospital to the front desk. "Hi we are here to see Margaret Tarun" (this is the only last name I could find for Duncan so I'm sticking to it) I said to the receptionist. A snarky looking 17ish old she started to talk in that sterotypicl bitchy voice the popular girl has in movies "Sorry your not on the list for visitors" she said not looking up from her phone.

"You didn't even ask our name's" Chris said

"Doesn't matter your not on the list" she said

I cleared my throat "hunny I would put your FUCKING phone down and do your job or you won't HAVE your job." she huffed and looked up.

"Fine names"

"Y/n L/n and gust" she didn't even look at her computer

"Nope not on the list"
"Ok fine" I say pulling out my phone texting some one.

"Who are you texting?" Chris asked

"You'll see" I said after a few short minutes an older man but not an old man walked out of the elevator looked around seen us and marched over to the desk, Looks at me then at the resepshinit

"MAGGY" then man yelled. The girl jumped and her head snaped to the man her phone dropping to the desk.

"O-oh uh y-yes sir?" the girl said looking a little pail.

"Why in gods green earth are you not letting Mrs.Tarun's daughter visit her"

"B-but she doesn't have the same last name"

"I specifically sent you an email explaining that Miss Y/LN would be here to visit her mother today, and to let her through WITHOUT problems." the man looked at me "Go on bug, go see your mom shes in room 394"

"Thank you Josh" I said and walked away with Chris, Once we where in the elevator Chris turned to me.

"Ok who was that?" he said with a small laugh

"That was my godfather Josh he is the chief of staff for the hospital. All I had to say was his receptionist wouldn't let us in."

"And bug?" he asked

"Just a nickname from when I was young, I never understood where it came from" soon after the doors opened to the floor we needed we got out of the elevator and started to head down the halls passing rooms with old people, kids, husbands and wives all with cancer like my mom. After a little while we found my mothers room.

I walked in and looked straight at the bed on it was my mother with wires sticking from all over she was paler then the last time I saw her and she had lost all her hair. "M-mother" I stamerd from the shock of how bad she was now. Her eyes traveled to me and a smile crossed her face.

"Hi Y/N I'm glad you got some time off from your show" I was shocked

"You watch the show?" I asked

"Of course I watch as soon as your dad told me you where a co-host of a show I asked my nurse to have my tv set so I can watch every episode. Oh and your Chris McLean the other host thank you for giving my daughter this opportunity" my mother said looking to Chris

"Oh of course mam, actually she first auditioned to be a camper but do to be older, she wasn't accepted but she had talent so I wanted to have her on the show. So I offered her the job"

"Thats so thoughtful of you and I'm shere shes having fun."

"It was nothing mam." as my mother and Chris talked I looked around the room to see a familiar panting.

"Hay mother how did you get this" I say cutting off there conversation

"I got it from you hun" she said with a smile

"Uhhu how I gave that to one of my subs-" she cut me off

"Bishopbride ya thats me. After I got diagnosed with cancer I realized how much of a what did you call them... ah a Karen ya a Karen I was being but I knew you wouldn't want be to just barge into your life so I asked your dad to help me set up an account on twitch I would watch you play your games and I would donate and comment just like everyone else to show how proud I was. I never gave you a chans to show me what you loved to do. Everything from your artwork to your stories where so good. Even if they weren't my stile" my cheeks rednd knowing she was talking about my school jernel. "I was such a bad mother"

"No mother you weren't"

"Yes I was, you know how, I know you call your father dad and you call me mother. I was so over baring and wanted you to become a lawyer I forgot to account in your happiness and hobbies. You have so much talent and I never gave you a chance and for that I'm sorry. I know I wont be around for much longer and I wont be around for your wedding or see my grandbabies be born, but I don't want to die without you knowing that I am proud of you" she said as she wipes the tears from me eyes.

"I love you mom" I said holding her hand

"I love you do hun... Oh I got you something its in the closet" Chris walked to the closet there was a purple fuzzy thing among the few jackets "Its the purple one Chris" My mom said. Chris took the purple fuzzy thing out and handed to me. After I took it I realized it was a hoody. "You said you needed one in one of your resent streams"

"Thanks mom I love it"

We continued to talk to my mom for the rest of the day but soon had to go back to the island I had my new hoody in my arms as I hug my mom and kiss her cheek.

"By mom keep fighting"

"You know I will hunny... oh Chris can I talk to you alone for a moment."

"Uh ya" he looks towards me

"Ill meat you down stares" I say to him. After a few minutes we where on our way back to the island. "So what did my mom want" I asked. His face got red

"She uh wanted me to make shere I keep you and Duncan safe."

"Ah" I could tell he was lying but I wont push it.

~I feel like this chapter sucked leave a comment on what you thought~