Love Triangle



Taehyung's POV-

Neither of them say anything as they just continue to stare at me.

After one painfully long minute of silence Yoongi speaks up.

"Pick a seat."

Pick a seat? What?

"Pick a seat? Is this a test?"

"Why would you think it was a test. Just sit down." Koo deadpans.

What the actual fuck is happening right now.

Instead of sitting by either of them I turn to the dining table, grab a chair and place it where I was standing before so I can sit down.

"Why do I need to be here?" I ask, looking between the two of them. "I feel like I interrupted a fight. Are you needing a mediator or what is this?"

"We did fight. And it was about you." Koo says.

He says it in a way that sounds like he is blaming me for whatever is happening between them.

Oh my hell, does this have to do with my talk with Yoongi about Irene?

I turn to Yoongi. "Is this about our talk earlier?"

"What talk?" Koo asks quickly.

"Partly." Yoongi says to me, ignoring Koo's question.

"Okay. Which part?" I ask as I cross my arms over my chest.

"You said that he was the only person you have loved or will ever love. Is that true?"

"Of course."

"Why the hell do you say it like that? What do you mean 'Of course?' Do you love him now?"

"You already know that I do! I have never withheld or lied about loving him. I have been open about that with both of you. So yes, my answer is of course."

I look at him closely while he stares back at me before I turn my eyes to Koo, studying  him as well. I notice the way they are both scowling and pouting like children as they throw sideways glances at each other.

They are very angry, but with the atmosphere between not just them but all three of us, it seems like they are not only mad at each other but at me.

I don't know exactly why, but I think I have an idea.

"Do you think I'm going to try to take him away from you?" I ask Yoongi.

"Yes."

"Not just that. I think you are going to try to take him from me." Koo says with a scowl.

This really surprises me. He thinks I want Yoongi? Why would he- then I remember what I said earlier about him meeting my idol and sleeping with him. It was a stupid joke. I didn't even mean it, it just came out.

"Is this about what I said to you earlier? I wasn't serious and I'm sorry if I offended you. I really didn't mean the part about sleeping with him but I did mean when I said I don't have feelings for Yoongi. I don't want to steal him from you. Why would you think that?"

"Because everyone loves you. You may not do it on purpose but he could fall in love with you. You could take him from me and not even realize it."

I look at him wide eyed.

Okay, wait a second. They both think that I am going to steal the other. Yoongi thinks I want to take Koo and Koo thinks I want to take Yoongi.

This whole thing is so ridiculous! Thinking about it makes me laugh. And the more I think about it the more amusing I think it is.

"Why are you laughing?" Yoongi frowns.

"Because this whole situation is absolutely fucking ridiculous. The things you fucking guys have put me through." I shake my head as I move my eyes to Yoongi. "You are constantly worried about me stealing him away from you." I scoff before I turn my attention to Koo.

"And now I'm finding out that you are worried about me stealing Yoongi. Seriously? I can understand Yoongi not trusting me, even though I'd say I've proven he could more than a few times, because he hasn't known me very long.

"You on the other hand, how can you think that I would do something like that? Whether it would be on purpose or not in this made up scenario, do you really think I would do that?

"Above anything else I feel for you, you are my best friend first. We were friends long before we ever had any other feelings for each other. No romantic feelings can get in the way of my love for as my friend and I would never do that to my friend."

Koo stares back at me as his expression goes from angry to guilty.

"I know you wouldn't do it on purpose." He says quietly.

I let out a laugh again, but not in amusement this time. Now I'm just annoyed. He still isn't getting my point.

"Yoongi." I return my eyes to him. "After everything that's happened, you still think my relationship with him is an issue? It still makes you uneasy?"

He moves his eyes from me to the floor 
in front of him, which is answers my question.

"It's almost impressive how despite the numerous other things to worry about, the two of you have found time to think so deeply about something not only made up but also so unimportant. Really, I don't know how you have time for all of this because I sure as shit don't."

I want to raise my voice, but honestly yelling isn't as impactful as being calm. I have had enough of these two.

I want to raise my voice and show exactly how fucking angry and crazy they make me, but I have absolutely no energy for this bullshit.

I need to get the hell out of here.

"It sounds to me that you two have built a made up love triangle between the three of us that doesn't exist. I don't have feelings for Yoongi and I do love Koo but I accept and have openly acknowledged repeatedly how he loves you and should be with you, Yoongi.

"I didn't fucking want to have to live the lie and let him believe he loved me, but it was the only option we had. I had been actively working on getting over my feelings for him and you all pushed me back into them."

I stand up from my seat as I continue. "You two have things to work out in your relationship. The two of you. Do not include me because I am not a part of your relationship and I do not wish to be. In fact, something needs to change."

I run my tongue across my teeth as I think about what needs to be done. What I need to do. I know neither of these two capable of doing it. So, as I have been doing for months now, I will adapt my life plans to accommodate theirs and take care of the problem.

"I will talk to Chim and arrange for him to spend time with Koo while Yoongi is at work. From now on I will communicate what information I have with Chanyeol to relay to you Yoongi and anything you need me to do as an assistant, strictly as an assistant only, you can text to me. Other than that, for the time being I don't want to speak to either of you."

After I've finished I turn towards the door, taking long angry strides to the door to get the hell away from these two. It doesn't take long for me to hear quick steps behind me as they follow me to the door.

"Tae, please don't leave like this. I'm so sorry." Koo says through his tears.

"We didn't mean to upset you. We just want to work through this."

I lean over and pick my shoes up off the ground before turning to them. "That is exactly my point. 'We.' As in you two. Work through your relationship shit yourselves because I'm done being in the middle of it."

With that I turn to the door, get it unlocked and slam it shut behind me before stalking to the elevator.

I'm so tired of all of their bullshit. No matter what I do Yoongi doubts my intentions and I don't even know where Koo is coming from with his shit.

If it all really did stem from my comment earlier I apologized but honestly, I'm done.

"Fuck them." I huff to myself as the bell dings and the elevator doors open.








Yoongi's POV-

The two of us are stood unmoving in our spots as we stare at the closed door.

What did we just do? What did I just do?

I turn to look at Kook and when he looks back at me and I see the sadness in his eyes it shatters my heart.

I pull him into a hug and hold him tightly as he cries, tears of my own escaping with him.

After I hold his shaking frame for a while I take a deep breath so I can find my voice so we can talk about this.

"Do you really think I would leave you for anyone else, love?" I ask in a shaky tone.

"No, I just... I don't know. Why did I do that? Why did I say that?" He sobs.

I pull away and take his hand.

"Let's go lay down."

He nods as he keeps his arms wrapped around me and we walk to our room. I pull back the covers and climb under as he follows close behind me.

I'm laying on my back staring at the ceiling with my arm behind my head while Kook is laying on his side facing me as we lay in silence for a few minutes.

"He's never going to forgive me." He says quietly as he sniffles.

I turn my head in his direction to look at him. He's got his eyes closed and his long, dark eyelashes are clumped together due to his tears.

I sigh softly at this beautiful soul laying next to me. I can't believe how lucky I am. How lucky I got to have such an adoring man beside me. But that's just it. He adores me. And I him. If he wanted to be with someone else he would be, just like how if I wanted to be with someone else I would be.

"Kook, you know that I love you right. That I would do absolutely anything for you."

He nods still with his eyes closed. "And I love you." He snuggles into my side. "I want to be with you."

I smile softly. "I only want to be with you. I admire Taehyung very much, besides Namjoon he may be the smartest person I've ever met, but he is my assistant and your best friend.

"Now, those are not the only factors that play into why I would never fall for him or whatever your worry was. There are some people you can admire but not like romantically and that is the case with Taehyung. I'm so madly in love with you. You're all I want.

"I'm a jealous person and I can be selfish. I know I'm selfish with you and Taehyung's relationship and I'm sorry. I've snapped at him more than once because of my jealousy and I hate to admit it, but tonight wasn't even the worst I've treated him. In facet, it's not even the first fight the two of us have been in today.

"I don't expect him to forgive me any time soon, if at all, and that's okay, but you are his best friend. He isn't going to stay mad at you, love. We just need to give him some space. He hasn't had any time for himself and he needs that."

"I love you so much. I don't usually get jealous and I don't really know what came over me. I wasn't just worried about you falling for him but I was mad that he was hanging out with other people.

"I was jealous that he is so great with everyone and everyone likes him so easily and that he was getting to spend time with you, but also that you were getting to spend time with him. For so long it was just Jimin, Tae and me and even after Tae moved we spoke on the phone and texted almost everyday.

"Suddenly today I just realizing how things just aren't how they used to be and that they never would be and I got so mad. I blamed Tae for all of my confused feelings when he did nothing but be himself."

I'm silent as I try to think about and see things from his perspective.

His life has changed so drastically in such a short amount of time. It's understandable that he be confused with his emotions.

When it comes to Taehyung, he went from getting his best friend back and being able to see him daily, to being nearly killed, then being in a coma followed by waking up and thinking he was in love with Taehyung.

Then after remembering that all of his memories aren't with him but with me, the man who yelled at him in the hospital.

I also have to consider that he not only remembered his memories with Taehyung weren't actually with Taehyung but he had to feel the guilt of confusing Taehyung the way he did.

I also can't disregard Taehyung's perspective through this like I have been.

I can't assume how he has felt, but I can try to see from his side. He had a lot of the same experiences as Kook.

He got his friend back, lost him, then after Kook woke up he was forced to play into the role of being his adoring lover until Kook remembered on his own who I was.

He hasn't had any time to deal with this. His whole life these last months has been nothing but Kook, myself and Irene. I totally understand why he needs this break, and I'm going to give it to him.

"I'm not upset with you and I'm not mad at Taehyung. He deserves to be mad at us. Let's just give him some time."

"I'll try. I just hope it's not too long." He sniffles.

"It's not up to us Love. Give him some time." I say before giving his head a kiss. "Just know that I love you and I'm not going anywhere."

He yawns before speaking, "I love you so much Yooni. I'm sorry if I made you sad."

"I love you and I'm not sad. You make me happy."

He yawns again while he says a drawn out "I love you too."

I chuckle. "Let's get some sleep."

When he doesn't answer I look back down at him and see his face is relaxed and his lips are slightly parted as he quietly snores.

I admire his face a little longer before kissing his head again and closing my eyes myself before I too drift off to sleep.

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