(Hoseok)

"I waited for you." Yoongi whispered. "You didn't come."

At that moment Hoseok regretted his selfishness to stay away from the older. He didn't know there would be such consequences to his actions.

But he was oh so relieved that he found Yoongi before he could do anything stupid to himself.

"I couldn't sleep." Yoongi said, his raspy voice was emotionless as the sky above.

Hoseok gulped. His heart weighed a ton behind his ribs. He felt like ripping it off his chest to ease the weight.

Wait, why was he feeling guilty when it was Yoongi who had left him first?

"You left me. What supposed to think?" Hoseok said, words coming out in a soft rapid hurry than the snarl he had intended.

Yoongi startled laugh pierced the air, as unexpected as the moon turning violet.

What kind of analogy was that?

Ugh.

"I left because I had to write you idiot. I had a sudden inspiration and I left to my studio write it down. I usually do that often, I kind of forget about doing logical things when I'm in those kind of moods. I planned on coming back. I came back later in fact, to show you what I wrote but you weren't there." Yoongi explained smiling at the younger.

"You have a studio?" Hoseok asked curiosly.

"Yeah. I make my music there." Yoongi said.

"You're a producer?" Hoseok's eyes shot up.

"Yup." Yoongi said grinning, watching the younger's face which went into shock. "Why?"

"Does that mean I could've heard the songs you produce?" Hoseok asked.

Yoongi considered it. "It is possible. I write for solo artists and boy bands."

Hoseok surprisingly didn't ask what kind of music he produced or asked him to name the songs he wrote, which was usual since those were the kinds of questions he usually got when people found out.

"Do you find happiness in it?" Hoseok asked, looking at anywhere but Yoongi.

Yoongi didn't answer right away as the question caught him off guard. Not many people asked him that.

"Yes." Yoongi replied softly looking at Hoseok's moonlit side profile.

"Enough to make you want to live?" Hoseok asked softly.

Yoongi froze.

A silence filled with volumes of unsaid words and an eternity of unexpressed emotions passed before Yoongi replied to Hoseok, hesitantly.

"Yes."

And Hoseok nodded like that was all he needed to know and Yoongi's answering smile was soft, pure and beautiful like crystal snow.

It was then Hoseok knew that, he could never leave Yoongi again like that even if he tried.

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